My first little crush?

BiCuriousWriter

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Through the years I've started playing with toys up my ass and later live-sized cock-shaped dildos. I became very interested. Watching shemale porn, then solo guys with nice hard cocks, then MMF and gay. I've had a good first experience (see my First Time story) with a guy and want to explore more.

But I've always felt hetero romantic and bi sexual. Never felt anything more for a guy.

Until recently. A new colleague joined our team. Late 20s (I am in my 50s), not very masculine but also not feminine. He always mentions partner instead of girlfriend or boyfriend. I find myself thinking he was cute. And I surprised myself by realising I might be feeling a little crush. I'm thinking of him regularly and he's in my fantasies often. I never thought I'd be interested in kissing a guy, but him I would.

I have no problem with the feeling. I also know nothing will happen. He's a colleague, both have partners, and he is so young. But I'm enjoying the feeling, and still find it positively surprising I have a bit of a crush on a guy.

Just wanted to share that. Here is the only place I know of that I can.
 
So much of our attraction and sexuality is in our minds - that psychological space in our heads and hearts where we call home. While "getting off" is the physical end of it - the rest is so much deeper. So enjoy your head space as long as your longing doesn't hurt you!
 
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