Made Up Version of Me?

[LiquorLips]

Okay, so I am seriously like one of the most shy girls anyone could ever meet, but I seem to come alive when I write things down.

I'm a bisexual (but mostly lean towards the ladies), 21 year old girl that has about a 1% experience bracket when it comes to the lesbian side of being bi. I kissed one of my high school friends back when I was 16 at a house party when she was pretty drunk, though I was only tipsy and pretty much knew what I was doing! I've also experienced phone sex with a girl when I was 16 too, but that wasn't so great. I had no idea what I was doing and pretty much had to fake-moan my whole way through it, lol.

I'm beginning to think, being 21 now (I know that's not old or anything, but it's been a few years now and I literally haven't done anything 'sober' with another girl since my high school fumblings aka drunken kiss), that I won't ever get to experience being with another girl for real. I've only come out to my best friend and have tried telling my family but they've decided to just dismiss it really, so literally only one person in my life knows about me being bi etc.

There's one girl I met online about 3 years ago now who I chat to on MSN quite often, we write with each other various different fantasies and such but again we've never met irl to try any of them out as I live in the UK and she lives in America.

Argh, I think I'm just getting more and more frustrated with not actually trying anything for real with another woman.

Thoughts? Suggestions? Advice?

 

[Stella_Omega]

Virtual sex is good maybe, while you're trying to figure shit out. But there comes a time when you have to go out there and meet real people, and-- I suggest you do it sober. But that's just me, the one who was sometimes the only person who could remember what happened the night before.

You say youre shy though... that's a problem.

 

[haurni]

Try meeting someone through an online dating service that offers 'women seeking women' ads. There are some that are still free, like OKCupid for example. That way you can say exactly what you're looking for so most of the BS is already out of the way, meet a few people and see if you click, and if not you've only lost an hour and the cost of a coffee and you go on your way.