rosebud5446
Really Really Experienced
- Joined
- Sep 14, 2005
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okay, so yesterday, i wanted to ask tyler exactly where i stand with him, and he said that he's starting to freak out because he doesn't want to be with other girls, and he doesn't feel like i'm pushing myself on him too much... well, later at his work, a girl started talking about experimenting, and wants to have a threesome with us, it sounded like alot of fun at first, but then i got scared that he might start to like her more than me, and i talked to him about it, and even though he really cares for me, he knows he can't get attached to me, because if he does, we'll end up doing things with our lives that aren't the best for us, because i want to go to colorado. so this really confused me at first, because i thought we were with eachother, but really, we're just really good FWB like we've always been. so now i'm thinking i really do need to move to colorado and start to persue what i want to do, but theres this court thing where my mom might get a bunch of money next week, but if that doesn't go well, i don't know what the fuck i'm going to do, because i don't have any money, and i'll be stuck here living with him. and i don't want to get more attached than i already am. and i'm scared, because i'm going to a place where i don't have any friends. FUCK! I'm so confused and have so many thoughts i don't know what to do. please talk some sense into me, or help me organize these thoughts.