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Sweet Emmy, Hope everything is better and going well for you. Miss You!!!!
hugs kisses love you
old borg fred
Life with Sassy & Emmy Index
SMILING & SEXY EMMY and cute pussy1. 2. 3. 4. p1
SassySheDevil...Emmy Sent me an excited message this morning, so I thought I would share. 5. p55
Its the last day that my sister in law is here, was great to just relax and being pampered. Happy Hump Day my sweet ones, make it a naughty one6. 7. 67
Anyone free to bring me a coffee pretty please8. p454
Little bald me......9. p4102
Emmy is on the train to see her Plastic Surgeon. She's not sure she is going to get any more boob pumping. Since she has been losing weight, she is afraid she will look like boobs and bones. But she sent me some pictures to post for you all...11. 12. p183
Ms Emmy has Chemo 5 today. She said she will send that picture later. She sent me some pictures of the pretty new dress she got yesterday. So I will post those for you. Her Dr agreed that no more boob pumping and they will start on the reconstruction after Chemo and before radiation. Most likely somewhere around September. So she is super happy and looking forward to that.13. 14. 15. 16. p191
Chemo number 5 .Go Emmy!17. p198
I love you all my sweet wonderful ones. And yup took some silly pictures just now , scars and all, and my booster is still on, its an injection for 27 hours to prevent infections.18. 19. 20. 21. 22. 206
And some more, but I ditched the bra, it looked to silly23. 24. 25. 26. p207
Because it's been a while. I think you all need an Emmy smile27. p279
Finally heard from Emmy and I'm just going to share the conversation. She has been hit pretty damn hard this time.28. 29. 30. 31. p284
And here we are boys and girls. Chemo Number 6!!!32. . p336
older pic of Emmy. You all need a smile. 33. p364
HAPPY 4TH OF JULY, MY SWEET WONDERFUL AMAZING FRIENDS. Of course I m wearing my starts and stripes today, so some silly pics34. 35. 36. 37. 38. p370
But here some silly EMM pics, and yup now and than I still get horny and mmmm my magic wand is YUMMMMMM39. 40. 41. 42. 43. p468
Since you bumped 44. p2475
Here you all go. Chemo number 7!!! The Amazing and beautiful Emmy!!45. . p492
Good Morning all.
I got number 7 of chemo yesterday, yeah one more to go.
Than a month of much needed rest, September my reconstruction surgery and than 35 days straight of radiation. But the end is finally in sight.....
HUGS AND LOVE TO YOU ALL
And F***** YOU Cancer
2 pics when I started chemo always took a number picture so here is 7
the other one is , I started a board with the 100 days of chemo treatment, every day I cross one off. It so helped me to see it reducing to right now the last 13 days till I get chemo 8.46. 47. p2347
(and 13 more days and than yeahhhhh48. 49. 50. p510
have a bunch of pics..... first ones are silly ones I send my wonderful Sassy last week.... from my bath to my bed.... so the bath one don't open if you don't want to see Emm's scars... but there part of me.51. 52. 53. 54. p588
And some silly pics I took just now. MMMM and now its nap time, anyone wants to join me55. 56. 57. 58. 59. p589
I SO LOVE YOU ALL. SO BIG KISSES60. p590
I think I have found the real reason that Emmy is tired all the time. If my deck looked like this, I'd be tired too lol61. 62. 63. p602
Sassy Happy Tuesday everyone!!64. p632
I m so counting of to Friday, my last chemo, YEAHHHHHH.65. 66. 67. 68. 69. p63470
Proud of my almost 34B with scars and all.....70. p4124
SassySheDevil Ok the messages she sent me yesterday about her trip into town..71. 72. 73. p671
Morning my wonderful ones. Happy Friday. I m on the
, to the city. Yeahhhh my last chemo74. p672
Sassy ...Good morning Beautiful!! Her 8th and last Chemo. She is 3 hours in and her red blood cell count is up. She is going to take a nap. So she said to have a great day. 75. p679
SassySheDevil Haystack Rock.76. p689
SassySheDevil Henna. Pretty version before it flakes off and dries77. p698
SassySheDevil Here is a video I made for Emmy but it was too big to text.78. p702
SassySheDevil Happy National GirlFriends day to my favorite woman ever!!! I love you to pieces and I'd be lost without you. You've taught me so much about love and friendship.79. p718
Well. Sadly Emmy didn't get the news she wanted, and also that reconstruction wont be taking place next month, which means we have to rework our plans on when I get to go visit. I was hoping to be there for her for that, but they told her that it will take a year from start to finish. But here is what she did tell me.80. 81. p738
My sweet wonderful ones, have a great day. Keep smiling, life is great and beautiful. (and some silly leftover pictures from last week , last one has SCARS)82. 83. 84. 85. p747
I went shopping, got myself 2 new bikini's and a hat.(IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS DON'T OPEN THE LAST PICTURE)86. 87. 88. 89. 90. p813
Here the silly promised silly bikini pictures 91. 92. 93. 94. 95. p830
HAPPY RELAXING NAUGHTY SATURDAY, my sweet sexy wonderful LIT friends.
Off to do some much needed shopping before it gets to hot and humid, the effects of the chemo are still in my body and this weather is really taking a toll on me. But always in the mood to take and share some silly pictures96. 97. 98. 99. 100. p894
My still under construction boobies. The left is inflated to my old 34B, sadly the right needed to be deflated for the radiation that start on August 29. But there my boobs and I m darn proud of them, scars and all. you my darling Fred SO IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS DON'T OPEN THE PICTURE101. p3946
So today at VS I saw these fun bralette bra's.....and I was yeah, this could be fun instead of a nipple.....102. 103. 104. 105. p860
Been ages since I posted here, so here is my... 106. p4300
Just me, scars and all..... sometimes shit happens we just have to deal with it.
Its still FYC, but so many people are worse of than me. No matter what is thrown at you, life is beautiful and great. And some amazing pictures here, love love them ALL. And thank you for this wonderful sweet caring host.(DON'T OPEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS)107. p804
Here is my hand108. p4070
Just me,...bald..... and now the eyebrows are gone to......109. p4767
Been so long that I posted here.....so some silly pics, with and without110. 111. p2378
HAPPY HUMP DAY, my wonderful sweet sexy LIT friends. Busy days here before leaving for our vacation to Portugal on Friday. Finally doing a much needed "spring cleaning". But wanted to say HI, and leave my & for you ALL. And of course112. 113. 114. 115. p901
Love you ALL, and thank you ALL again for your never ending support.
Because August 29 my next road will start, intense radiation. But since its Throwback Thursday, here some "old" silly picture116. 117. 118. 119. 120. p921
SassySheDevil Have a great time!! You will be missed (but I did download the Ap) Enjoy yourself and relax. You deserve it!!121. p931
SassySheDevil Ask and you shall receive Ms Emmy on Vacation relaxing!!122. p948
Dri gift123. p978
I feel loved. She said she was thinking of me...124. p979
But miss YOU ALL, and sending you ALL LOADS OF EMMY LOVE AND(and of course some silly pictures ) Last 3 are from me sunbathing topless on my room deck, so IF YOU DONT WANT TO SEE SCARS DON'T OPEN !125. 126. 127. 128. 129. p989
Emmys last day in Portugal and she is spending it with a 3 hour spa day and relaxing. She has had an amazing time and all the smiles she has sent have been amazing. I had to share this one though because this is what a true hero looks like...130. p1012
TGIF, my lovely ones. I know I have been absent here
. Our vacation was so much fun, coming home I was pretty tired, darn jet lag. So Sunday was laundry, ironing, cleaning. Than Monday the start of my 25 radiations. So far it's going good. My left boobie is swollen and the left side of my neck stiff. But always going in with a smile, my 2 doctors are soooo cute 
. And having a lot of check ups. Since they took away 18 lymph nodes, I can get lymphodema what is dangerous. But my team of doctors is so great, I trust them. The hardest thing is driving back and forth to the train station. Bringing hubby in the morning, going to the city, picking hubby up late at night. But hubby is leaving tomorrow for a week meetings in Vienna, so next week will be easier with just one round trip. I m so sorry for my absence, but thank you ALL for your never ending support and love. Sassy my sweets thanks for the laughs and making my train rides fly 
. And of course a silly picture
. I took a bunch this morning, but on the , and can only upload one... So keep posted... 
131. p1075
For Fred and all the lovely breast admires and posters here. My still "under construction" boobies. My left breast is swollen because of the radiation, the right still deflated. But proud of them scars and all. (But if you don't want to see scars don't open the attachment) 132. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.47 AM #3 p4245
Sunday afternoon delight
A touch of skin soft and slippery,
With the hint of hint of sweat.
We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,
As the wind flowed from the window above us.
Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,
To abandon all of our uncertainties.
You began your work on my lips,
Probing gently as if drawing sex,
From a deep well of longing and need.
Then heated tongues met in the midst,
Of hot and quickening breath.
And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.
Then intoxicated with those spirits,
Our clothes found resting place on the floor.
Piece by piece,
Until there were no hiding places,
For the two glistening and wanting bodies.
Hunger revealed in this hot moment.
Then skin meshed with skin,
As the floor became the stage.
You moved atop of me easily,
And lowered yourself gently.
Kissing me as I was filled with you.
As a gasp broke the kiss,
Your hands stroked the stray strands,
Away from my forehead, then became entangled.
Our slow rhythm gave way,
To urgent and demanding thrusts of passion,
As I arched my body for your comfort,
And you threw me into ecstasy,
With the strength of your blows.
You left me screaming and soaked,
In oblivion again and again,
As you growled my name from the back of your throat,
And our bodies both demanded more,
Each giving to the other,
High on the fluids of foreign substance.
I grasped, then released you,
Grasped then released you,
In effort to relieve you of your control.
The taste of your skin between my lips,
Was like no other.
To hear your cry of mercy,
When my teeth met your warm skin,
Was more breathtaking than you knew.
Yet I still released the control to you.
As you wound your hands in my hair,
And pulled until the flesh on my neck was taut,
You moved with one final and breaking blow,
Forcing our way to the peaks of bliss,
Leaving our screams to echo on like battle cries.
I welcomed the weight of you to crush me,
As you collapsed on top of me,
Still hot and burning,
And I glowing like an ember,
Casting a welcome light,
Should you seek my gifts again.
133. Sunday afternoon delight 134. MMMMMM p1096
Afternoon my sweet wonderful sexy Lit friends. Hope everyone had a relaxing and naughty week-end. Just home from number 6 of my radiation, only 19 more to go . But feeling good, so far no burns or reddish skin, fingers crossed it stay this like this. Left boobie is still swollen.....right one still flat as a pancake lol.....but overtime I see myself in the mirror I have to laugh, because its a funny sight. LOVE LOVE YOU ALL. Sassy I so want one of those chocolate cocks , YUM, YUM...... Some silly pics I took last week 135. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.52 AM 136. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.52 AM #2. 137. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.53 AM 138. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.58 AM 139. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.58 AM #2 p1118
And some boobie pictures..... PLEASE DON'T OPEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS..... 140. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.47 AM 141. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.47 AM #2 142. Moi in B&W 143. rsz_big_&_small_boobie p1120
Good-Morning and Happy Hump Day sweet ones. My much needed coffee before my shower and going into the city for number 7. 144. Photo on 9-7-16 at 7.06 AM
Good Morning my sweet ones. Getting ready for radiation number 8 . So far all is good, besides the swelling of my left boob, no burns or redness..fingers crossed it will stay that way. But honestly counting down to October 3. YOU ALL loads of lingering 145. IMG_2687-2 achmentid=1910020&d=1473335952"]146. IMG_2688 147. IMG_2692[/URL] 148. IMG_2696 149. IMG_2697 p1135
Good Morning my sweet ones. Getting ready for radiation number 8 . So far all is good, besides the swelling of my left boob, no burns or redness....fingers crossed it will stay that way. But honestly counting down to October 3. YOU ALL loads of lingering 150. IMG_2687-2 151. IMG_2688 152. IMG_2692 153. IMG_2696 154. IMG_2697 p1135
And ready to go..... 155. IMG_2699 156. IMG_2700 p1136
Happy Sunday my sweet wonderful ones. I know today is a day of remembrance and for me it sure brought me back 15 years ago. So after my tears dried up, I cheered myself with a little trip to the mall Of course I took some euhmmm pictures. Also I do hope that loads of you watched Stand up for cancer Friday. It was so special and so moving, and loved Celine Dion. And so true , and yes I M RECOVERING..... 157. IMG_2672 158. IMG_2673 159. IMG_2674 160. IMG_2676 161. IMG_2677 p1171
Good-Morning my sweet wonderful Lit friends. What a beautiful morning. Wishing you all a great happy, smiling, naughty Tuesday. I m off for number 11 today, and more scans...... But all dressed up for it.......... Silly panties first 162. IMG_2709 163. IMG_2710 164. rsz_img_2711 p1189
I so love pink 165. IMG_2713 166. IMG_2714 167. IMG_2716 168. IMG_2717 169. IMG_2719 p1190
Happy Hump Day my sweet loved ones. At NY
U for number 12 and For you all. And of course 170. image
My sweet wonderful ones, hope you all had / having a great Hump Day. What a day I had. My 12 radiation was at 9.30..... the machine was down, so didn't got it till 10.30. So I went speedy conzales to Grand Central to get my 11.10 train. All the trains of the Hudson Line where suspended due to an accident. A car got on the tracks and some people sadly died . But there I was.... how to get home
So I took the White Plains train, than the bus and a cab to my station, only took me 3 hours and 30 minutes.....Ohhh well I got home, did my chores..... and now relaxing in my comfy bed And my loves still 13 radiations to go.... so from tomorrow I can count down.... last one is October 3..... anyone has champagne cold for me Love you ALL, and THANK YOU for all the never stopping encouraging posts kiss: (just me relaxing) 171. IMG_2722 171. IMG_2722 173. IMG_2725 p1215
Happy Monday my sweet wonderful LIT friends. Again sorry for my absence, seems Radiation is catching up with me, so this one is tired and sleeping a lot. But still smiling and full of life . And only 10 more, YEAHHHHHH...... So for sure back after October 3.... can't wait to catch up, with YOU ALL. Browsing the threads... have LIT fun again. So for now, I M SORRY . I came across an old pictures.... so put them in a little vid.... So enjoy the "old Emm", but just know this Emm is a happy one, and still proud of her body, scars and all. For YOU my wonderful LIT friends. 174. old Emm video p1264
Evening my sweet wonderful Lit friends. Little update. I m smiling, my scans looked great , so my doctor was smiling to. And I gained weight , yeahhhhh.
Also only 9 more radiations.... YOU ALL Sweet 175. rsz_img_2756 176. Just Emm p1272
Wearing Right now ...... This 177. img_2722 p404
Emmy's thighs 178. p279
My sweet wonderful friends, You have been my friends for a very long time When I needed you, you were always there When I was in tears, you would say it's not fair but somehow, you always made me feel better So thank YOU my FRIENDS, for all the support. Your never ending love. You so are a big part of my survival, my fight. I LOVE YOU ALL. (and now off for number 8.....think my cute docs will like todays dress 179. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.01 AM 180. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.01 AM #2 181. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.01 AM #3 182. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.02 AM p1297
But can't wait to be back on LIT and thank you ALL personally. ( so if anyone is in Grand Central or 3th Ave today, this is silly EMM, say hi ) And yep my hair is slowly growing back. Eyebrows are back. Under lashes still not.....
... 183. Photo on 9-26-16 at 11.11 AM 184. Photo on 9-26-16 at 11.11 AM #2 185. Photo on 9-26-16 at 11.12 AM 186. Photo on 9-26-16 at 11.13 AM 1338
For Mara (and all the posters, lurkers here) and ,since its Purple Monday 187. IMG_2765 p4225
Its Tuesday somewhere right So moi, scars and all.... (so don't open if you don't want to see) 188. Titty Tuesday p4664
HAPPY HUMP DAY, my wonderful sweet amazing LIT friends. And YEAH only 4 more , good thing because I start to look like a half boiled lobster A few pictures I took yesterday, guess it was the last time to wear one of my little summer dresses. Today its dark, chilly and brrrrrrrr. Have a wonderful day, with loads of smiles, laughter and naughty time. I m for sure smiling 189. IMG_2814 190. rsz_1img_2815 191. rsz_img_2816 192. rsz_img_2817 193. IMG_2810 p1367
Good -Morning my sweet coffee - tea lovers. Anyone wants to meet me at this coffee place? Its next to Grand Central, my treat194. coffee_or_tea_on_me p1081
Evening my sweet ones, I know posting twice today But it will be an early morning for me tomorrow, blood work, radiation, check up with my oncologist.....
And Yeahh after tomorrow only 2 to go...... I still have monthly check ups, blood work, scans...and being on hormone treatment for the next 5 years. So since I m alone (hubby is in Seoul) my kitty cats, Assie and Ayke are keeping me company in our big bed...., there so sweet . Love love YOU ALL, and can't wait to finally be back here, instead of leaving this quick messages for YOU ALL. And now to sleep to get some much needed rest, this one is tired, her body is tired, but still smiling thanks to YOU ALL. But THANK YOU ALL FOR THE NEVER ENDING SUPPORT. 195. IMG_2800 196. IMG_2801 197. IMG_2802 198. IMG_2806 199. IMG_2807 p1381
Just little silly moi, trying to be "Artsy " 200. EMM p25
My friends, after 8 months of treatments , its over. Well the treatments, I did it.
I still have weekly check ups for now, scans....
I so hope it worked....now that its over, those thoughts are crossing my mind.
Next week I start a 5 year hormone treatment to avoid that the cancer will return.
Its chemo pill, in a low dose.
For now I m packed ( 8 days)in with medical pads for the radiation burns and blisters, and to get the swelling down. My B boob is right now a DD ready to burst.
Its painful but still smiling I m done , YEAHHHHHH.
Love you ALL MY FRIENDS, and thank you all again.
Here some silly pictures I took last week, when I still was able to wear clothes....right now ( I just changed in a very loose tee from hubby, can stand anything that touch my skin.) And one from the changing room at NYU, all packed up...... 201. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.33 AM 202. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.33 AM #2 203. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.35 AM 204. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.36 AM #2 205. IMG_2861 p1424
My sweet wonderful Lit friends. Hope you all having a great Saturday with loads of smiles, laughter, love, naughty time. I have been counting down with all of you to October the 3. Was hoping to be more here again. Was hoping to start working out, get my body back in shape. Instead I had the worst week ever. I have open radiation burns, from under my left arm and the whole left breast area. And my left boob is swollen to a double D. It F*** hurts like hell. I hate to complain because so many people are worse of than me, but FUck you Cancer. But still smiling my loves, it's a set back I had not counted on. But I can, will do this. And wearing my scars with proud. Sorry for complaining . Love you ALL.
And a silly picture... Nooo no burn picture
. Just one from before radiation
206. image p1465
This
207. image p644
A smile for you, an older picture 208. A smile for you p1609
(here one of me I always loved, its an oldie....there is a boob in it ) 209. B&W in DC p291
Martino, a Belgium sandwich. ( french bread with mustard, mayo, ketchup, ground beef, onions, pickles ) YUmmmm 210. Martino p1339
HAPPY HUMP DAY MY SWEET WONDERFUL ONES.
Its a beautiful Fall day here, so I m smiling. I had a check up yesterday for the radiation burns, my oncologist had hoped for improvement. Ohhh well it will heal.
But got a high five from my nurse. Every week its vitals, and questions. So yesterday she asked me how I would rate my body 6 months after the double mastectomy. I told her, that I loved my body before with all its imperfections, and still love it the same scars and all. And I do. So she was wow and gave me a high five . And my loves since its October and breast cancer awareness month, here some silly pics of Emm in pink . The teddy, tee are presents from my sweet lovely Sassy 211. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.48 AM #2 212. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.50 AM 213. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.50 AM #3 214. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.53 AM #2 215. IMG_2887 p1509
Happy Thursday my sweet ones, anyone wants to join me on my lazy Thursday morning 216. Photo on 10-13-16 at 11.37 AM #2 p1176
Such wonderful images here, LOVE LOVE THEM ALL. So a little present ( my poor take on making a collage with all of your ART PICTURES) Thank you so much for sharing and for the smile on my face. And so hope I did not forgot anyone 217. photovisi-download-2 p427
Happy Friday everyone, Yeah its week-end. (and thank you all for yesterday's comments on my picture, one of these days I will replay ) But it was such a beautiful crisp morning here, with sunlight.... and coffee so , only thing missing was YOU ALL to share, and mmmm maybe some chocolates form our Boss 218. Coffee in the morning sunlight p1204
Happy Tuesday , my sweet wonderful ones. Its summer again in NY, woooowwwww. 219. IMG_2937 p1550
SassySheDevil I wont be dressing up for Halloween, but it is my husband and I's "Dating" anniversary, so we are going to dinner and a movie. 28 years together 220. 2016-10-01 18.55.01ForLit 221. img1475986188284ForLit p1625
Ok Emmy said she was going to have a super busy day today and I don't want to make you all wait. So for now, I'll link one of her Halloween pictures until she can come post them herself. Complete with Emmy smile. 222. IMG_6495 p1644
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hugs kisses love you
old borg fred
Life with Sassy & Emmy Index
SMILING & SEXY EMMY and cute pussy1. 2. 3. 4. p1
SassySheDevil...Emmy Sent me an excited message this morning, so I thought I would share. 5. p55
Its the last day that my sister in law is here, was great to just relax and being pampered. Happy Hump Day my sweet ones, make it a naughty one6. 7. 67
Anyone free to bring me a coffee pretty please8. p454
Little bald me......9. p4102
Emmy is on the train to see her Plastic Surgeon. She's not sure she is going to get any more boob pumping. Since she has been losing weight, she is afraid she will look like boobs and bones. But she sent me some pictures to post for you all...11. 12. p183
Ms Emmy has Chemo 5 today. She said she will send that picture later. She sent me some pictures of the pretty new dress she got yesterday. So I will post those for you. Her Dr agreed that no more boob pumping and they will start on the reconstruction after Chemo and before radiation. Most likely somewhere around September. So she is super happy and looking forward to that.13. 14. 15. 16. p191
Chemo number 5 .Go Emmy!17. p198
I love you all my sweet wonderful ones. And yup took some silly pictures just now , scars and all, and my booster is still on, its an injection for 27 hours to prevent infections.18. 19. 20. 21. 22. 206
And some more, but I ditched the bra, it looked to silly23. 24. 25. 26. p207
Because it's been a while. I think you all need an Emmy smile27. p279
Finally heard from Emmy and I'm just going to share the conversation. She has been hit pretty damn hard this time.28. 29. 30. 31. p284
And here we are boys and girls. Chemo Number 6!!!32. . p336
older pic of Emmy. You all need a smile. 33. p364
HAPPY 4TH OF JULY, MY SWEET WONDERFUL AMAZING FRIENDS. Of course I m wearing my starts and stripes today, so some silly pics34. 35. 36. 37. 38. p370
But here some silly EMM pics, and yup now and than I still get horny and mmmm my magic wand is YUMMMMMM39. 40. 41. 42. 43. p468
Since you bumped 44. p2475
Here you all go. Chemo number 7!!! The Amazing and beautiful Emmy!!45. . p492
Good Morning all.
I got number 7 of chemo yesterday, yeah one more to go.
Than a month of much needed rest, September my reconstruction surgery and than 35 days straight of radiation. But the end is finally in sight.....
HUGS AND LOVE TO YOU ALL
And F***** YOU Cancer
2 pics when I started chemo always took a number picture so here is 7
the other one is , I started a board with the 100 days of chemo treatment, every day I cross one off. It so helped me to see it reducing to right now the last 13 days till I get chemo 8.46. 47. p2347
(and 13 more days and than yeahhhhh48. 49. 50. p510
have a bunch of pics..... first ones are silly ones I send my wonderful Sassy last week.... from my bath to my bed.... so the bath one don't open if you don't want to see Emm's scars... but there part of me.51. 52. 53. 54. p588
And some silly pics I took just now. MMMM and now its nap time, anyone wants to join me55. 56. 57. 58. 59. p589
I SO LOVE YOU ALL. SO BIG KISSES60. p590
I think I have found the real reason that Emmy is tired all the time. If my deck looked like this, I'd be tired too lol61. 62. 63. p602
Sassy Happy Tuesday everyone!!64. p632
I m so counting of to Friday, my last chemo, YEAHHHHHH.65. 66. 67. 68. 69. p63470
Proud of my almost 34B with scars and all.....70. p4124
SassySheDevil Ok the messages she sent me yesterday about her trip into town..71. 72. 73. p671
Morning my wonderful ones. Happy Friday. I m on the
, to the city. Yeahhhh my last chemo74. p672 Sassy ...Good morning Beautiful!! Her 8th and last Chemo. She is 3 hours in and her red blood cell count is up. She is going to take a nap. So she said to have a great day. 75. p679
SassySheDevil Haystack Rock.76. p689
SassySheDevil Henna. Pretty version before it flakes off and dries77. p698
SassySheDevil Here is a video I made for Emmy but it was too big to text.78. p702
SassySheDevil Happy National GirlFriends day to my favorite woman ever!!! I love you to pieces and I'd be lost without you. You've taught me so much about love and friendship.79. p718
Well. Sadly Emmy didn't get the news she wanted, and also that reconstruction wont be taking place next month, which means we have to rework our plans on when I get to go visit. I was hoping to be there for her for that, but they told her that it will take a year from start to finish. But here is what she did tell me.80. 81. p738
My sweet wonderful ones, have a great day. Keep smiling, life is great and beautiful. (and some silly leftover pictures from last week , last one has SCARS)82. 83. 84. 85. p747
I went shopping, got myself 2 new bikini's and a hat.(IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS DON'T OPEN THE LAST PICTURE)86. 87. 88. 89. 90. p813
Here the silly promised silly bikini pictures 91. 92. 93. 94. 95. p830
HAPPY RELAXING NAUGHTY SATURDAY, my sweet sexy wonderful LIT friends.
Off to do some much needed shopping before it gets to hot and humid, the effects of the chemo are still in my body and this weather is really taking a toll on me. But always in the mood to take and share some silly pictures96. 97. 98. 99. 100. p894
My still under construction boobies. The left is inflated to my old 34B, sadly the right needed to be deflated for the radiation that start on August 29. But there my boobs and I m darn proud of them, scars and all. you my darling Fred SO IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS DON'T OPEN THE PICTURE101. p3946
So today at VS I saw these fun bralette bra's.....and I was yeah, this could be fun instead of a nipple.....102. 103. 104. 105. p860
Been ages since I posted here, so here is my... 106. p4300
Just me, scars and all..... sometimes shit happens we just have to deal with it.
Its still FYC, but so many people are worse of than me. No matter what is thrown at you, life is beautiful and great. And some amazing pictures here, love love them ALL. And thank you for this wonderful sweet caring host.(DON'T OPEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS)107. p804
Here is my hand108. p4070
Just me,...bald..... and now the eyebrows are gone to......109. p4767
Been so long that I posted here.....so some silly pics, with and without110. 111. p2378
HAPPY HUMP DAY, my wonderful sweet sexy LIT friends. Busy days here before leaving for our vacation to Portugal on Friday. Finally doing a much needed "spring cleaning". But wanted to say HI, and leave my & for you ALL. And of course112. 113. 114. 115. p901
Love you ALL, and thank you ALL again for your never ending support.
Because August 29 my next road will start, intense radiation. But since its Throwback Thursday, here some "old" silly picture116. 117. 118. 119. 120. p921
SassySheDevil Have a great time!! You will be missed (but I did download the Ap) Enjoy yourself and relax. You deserve it!!121. p931
SassySheDevil Ask and you shall receive Ms Emmy on Vacation relaxing!!122. p948
Dri gift123. p978
I feel loved. She said she was thinking of me...124. p979
But miss YOU ALL, and sending you ALL LOADS OF EMMY LOVE AND(and of course some silly pictures ) Last 3 are from me sunbathing topless on my room deck, so IF YOU DONT WANT TO SEE SCARS DON'T OPEN !125. 126. 127. 128. 129. p989
Emmys last day in Portugal and she is spending it with a 3 hour spa day and relaxing. She has had an amazing time and all the smiles she has sent have been amazing. I had to share this one though because this is what a true hero looks like...130. p1012
TGIF, my lovely ones. I know I have been absent here
. Our vacation was so much fun, coming home I was pretty tired, darn jet lag. So Sunday was laundry, ironing, cleaning. Than Monday the start of my 25 radiations. So far it's going good. My left boobie is swollen and the left side of my neck stiff. But always going in with a smile, my 2 doctors are soooo cute . And having a lot of check ups. Since they took away 18 lymph nodes, I can get lymphodema what is dangerous. But my team of doctors is so great, I trust them. The hardest thing is driving back and forth to the train station. Bringing hubby in the morning, going to the city, picking hubby up late at night. But hubby is leaving tomorrow for a week meetings in Vienna, so next week will be easier with just one round trip. I m so sorry for my absence, but thank you ALL for your never ending support and love. Sassy my sweets thanks for the laughs and making my train rides fly . And of course a silly picture. I took a bunch this morning, but on the , and can only upload one... So keep posted... 131. p1075 For Fred and all the lovely breast admires and posters here. My still "under construction" boobies. My left breast is swollen because of the radiation, the right still deflated. But proud of them scars and all. (But if you don't want to see scars don't open the attachment) 132. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.47 AM #3 p4245
Sunday afternoon delight
A touch of skin soft and slippery,
With the hint of hint of sweat.
We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,
As the wind flowed from the window above us.
Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,
To abandon all of our uncertainties.
You began your work on my lips,
Probing gently as if drawing sex,
From a deep well of longing and need.
Then heated tongues met in the midst,
Of hot and quickening breath.
And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.
Then intoxicated with those spirits,
Our clothes found resting place on the floor.
Piece by piece,
Until there were no hiding places,
For the two glistening and wanting bodies.
Hunger revealed in this hot moment.
Then skin meshed with skin,
As the floor became the stage.
You moved atop of me easily,
And lowered yourself gently.
Kissing me as I was filled with you.
As a gasp broke the kiss,
Your hands stroked the stray strands,
Away from my forehead, then became entangled.
Our slow rhythm gave way,
To urgent and demanding thrusts of passion,
As I arched my body for your comfort,
And you threw me into ecstasy,
With the strength of your blows.
You left me screaming and soaked,
In oblivion again and again,
As you growled my name from the back of your throat,
And our bodies both demanded more,
Each giving to the other,
High on the fluids of foreign substance.
I grasped, then released you,
Grasped then released you,
In effort to relieve you of your control.
The taste of your skin between my lips,
Was like no other.
To hear your cry of mercy,
When my teeth met your warm skin,
Was more breathtaking than you knew.
Yet I still released the control to you.
As you wound your hands in my hair,
And pulled until the flesh on my neck was taut,
You moved with one final and breaking blow,
Forcing our way to the peaks of bliss,
Leaving our screams to echo on like battle cries.
I welcomed the weight of you to crush me,
As you collapsed on top of me,
Still hot and burning,
And I glowing like an ember,
Casting a welcome light,
Should you seek my gifts again.
133. Sunday afternoon delight 134. MMMMMM p1096
Afternoon my sweet wonderful sexy Lit friends. Hope everyone had a relaxing and naughty week-end. Just home from number 6 of my radiation, only 19 more to go . But feeling good, so far no burns or reddish skin, fingers crossed it stay this like this. Left boobie is still swollen.....right one still flat as a pancake lol.....but overtime I see myself in the mirror I have to laugh, because its a funny sight. LOVE LOVE YOU ALL. Sassy I so want one of those chocolate cocks , YUM, YUM...... Some silly pics I took last week 135. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.52 AM 136. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.52 AM #2. 137. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.53 AM 138. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.58 AM 139. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.58 AM #2 p1118
And some boobie pictures..... PLEASE DON'T OPEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SCARS..... 140. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.47 AM 141. Photo on 9-2-16 at 9.47 AM #2 142. Moi in B&W 143. rsz_big_&_small_boobie p1120
Good-Morning and Happy Hump Day sweet ones. My much needed coffee before my shower and going into the city for number 7. 144. Photo on 9-7-16 at 7.06 AM
Good Morning my sweet ones. Getting ready for radiation number 8 . So far all is good, besides the swelling of my left boob, no burns or redness..fingers crossed it will stay that way. But honestly counting down to October 3. YOU ALL loads of lingering 145. IMG_2687-2 achmentid=1910020&d=1473335952"]146. IMG_2688 147. IMG_2692[/URL] 148. IMG_2696 149. IMG_2697 p1135
Good Morning my sweet ones. Getting ready for radiation number 8 . So far all is good, besides the swelling of my left boob, no burns or redness....fingers crossed it will stay that way. But honestly counting down to October 3. YOU ALL loads of lingering 150. IMG_2687-2 151. IMG_2688 152. IMG_2692 153. IMG_2696 154. IMG_2697 p1135
And ready to go..... 155. IMG_2699 156. IMG_2700 p1136
Happy Sunday my sweet wonderful ones. I know today is a day of remembrance and for me it sure brought me back 15 years ago. So after my tears dried up, I cheered myself with a little trip to the mall Of course I took some euhmmm pictures. Also I do hope that loads of you watched Stand up for cancer Friday. It was so special and so moving, and loved Celine Dion. And so true , and yes I M RECOVERING..... 157. IMG_2672 158. IMG_2673 159. IMG_2674 160. IMG_2676 161. IMG_2677 p1171
Good-Morning my sweet wonderful Lit friends. What a beautiful morning. Wishing you all a great happy, smiling, naughty Tuesday. I m off for number 11 today, and more scans...... But all dressed up for it.......... Silly panties first 162. IMG_2709 163. IMG_2710 164. rsz_img_2711 p1189
I so love pink 165. IMG_2713 166. IMG_2714 167. IMG_2716 168. IMG_2717 169. IMG_2719 p1190
Happy Hump Day my sweet loved ones. At NY
U for number 12 and
For you all. And of course 170. imageMy sweet wonderful ones, hope you all had / having a great Hump Day. What a day I had. My 12 radiation was at 9.30..... the machine was down, so didn't got it till 10.30. So I went speedy conzales to Grand Central to get my 11.10 train. All the trains of the Hudson Line where suspended due to an accident. A car got on the tracks and some people sadly died . But there I was.... how to get home
So I took the White Plains train, than the bus and a cab to my station, only took me 3 hours and 30 minutes.....Ohhh well I got home, did my chores..... and now relaxing in my comfy bed And my loves still 13 radiations to go.... so from tomorrow I can count down.... last one is October 3..... anyone has champagne cold for me Love you ALL, and THANK YOU for all the never stopping encouraging posts kiss: (just me relaxing) 171. IMG_2722 171. IMG_2722 173. IMG_2725 p1215
Happy Monday my sweet wonderful LIT friends. Again sorry for my absence, seems Radiation is catching up with me, so this one is tired and sleeping a lot. But still smiling and full of life . And only 10 more, YEAHHHHHH...... So for sure back after October 3.... can't wait to catch up, with YOU ALL. Browsing the threads... have LIT fun again. So for now, I M SORRY . I came across an old pictures.... so put them in a little vid.... So enjoy the "old Emm", but just know this Emm is a happy one, and still proud of her body, scars and all. For YOU my wonderful LIT friends. 174. old Emm video p1264
Evening my sweet wonderful Lit friends. Little update. I m smiling, my scans looked great , so my doctor was smiling to. And I gained weight , yeahhhhh.
Also only 9 more radiations.... YOU ALL Sweet 175. rsz_img_2756 176. Just Emm p1272
Wearing Right now ...... This 177. img_2722 p404
Emmy's thighs 178. p279
My sweet wonderful friends, You have been my friends for a very long time When I needed you, you were always there When I was in tears, you would say it's not fair but somehow, you always made me feel better So thank YOU my FRIENDS, for all the support. Your never ending love. You so are a big part of my survival, my fight. I LOVE YOU ALL. (and now off for number 8.....think my cute docs will like todays dress 179. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.01 AM 180. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.01 AM #2 181. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.01 AM #3 182. Photo on 9-22-16 at 11.02 AM p1297
But can't wait to be back on LIT and thank you ALL personally. ( so if anyone is in Grand Central or 3th Ave today, this is silly EMM, say hi ) And yep my hair is slowly growing back. Eyebrows are back. Under lashes still not.....
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For Mara (and all the posters, lurkers here) and ,since its Purple Monday 187. IMG_2765 p4225
Its Tuesday somewhere right So moi, scars and all.... (so don't open if you don't want to see) 188. Titty Tuesday p4664
HAPPY HUMP DAY, my wonderful sweet amazing LIT friends. And YEAH only 4 more , good thing because I start to look like a half boiled lobster A few pictures I took yesterday, guess it was the last time to wear one of my little summer dresses. Today its dark, chilly and brrrrrrrr. Have a wonderful day, with loads of smiles, laughter and naughty time. I m for sure smiling 189. IMG_2814 190. rsz_1img_2815 191. rsz_img_2816 192. rsz_img_2817 193. IMG_2810 p1367
Good -Morning my sweet coffee - tea lovers. Anyone wants to meet me at this coffee place? Its next to Grand Central, my treat194. coffee_or_tea_on_me p1081
Evening my sweet ones, I know posting twice today But it will be an early morning for me tomorrow, blood work, radiation, check up with my oncologist.....
And Yeahh after tomorrow only 2 to go...... I still have monthly check ups, blood work, scans...and being on hormone treatment for the next 5 years. So since I m alone (hubby is in Seoul) my kitty cats, Assie and Ayke are keeping me company in our big bed...., there so sweet . Love love YOU ALL, and can't wait to finally be back here, instead of leaving this quick messages for YOU ALL. And now to sleep to get some much needed rest, this one is tired, her body is tired, but still smiling thanks to YOU ALL. But THANK YOU ALL FOR THE NEVER ENDING SUPPORT. 195. IMG_2800 196. IMG_2801 197. IMG_2802 198. IMG_2806 199. IMG_2807 p1381
Just little silly moi, trying to be "Artsy " 200. EMM p25
My friends, after 8 months of treatments , its over. Well the treatments, I did it.
I still have weekly check ups for now, scans....
I so hope it worked....now that its over, those thoughts are crossing my mind.
Next week I start a 5 year hormone treatment to avoid that the cancer will return.
Its chemo pill, in a low dose.
For now I m packed ( 8 days)in with medical pads for the radiation burns and blisters, and to get the swelling down. My B boob is right now a DD ready to burst.
Its painful but still smiling I m done , YEAHHHHHH.
Love you ALL MY FRIENDS, and thank you all again.
Here some silly pictures I took last week, when I still was able to wear clothes....right now ( I just changed in a very loose tee from hubby, can stand anything that touch my skin.) And one from the changing room at NYU, all packed up...... 201. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.33 AM 202. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.33 AM #2 203. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.35 AM 204. Photo on 9-29-16 at 8.36 AM #2 205. IMG_2861 p1424
My sweet wonderful Lit friends. Hope you all having a great Saturday with loads of smiles, laughter, love, naughty time. I have been counting down with all of you to October the 3. Was hoping to be more here again. Was hoping to start working out, get my body back in shape. Instead I had the worst week ever. I have open radiation burns, from under my left arm and the whole left breast area. And my left boob is swollen to a double D. It F*** hurts like hell. I hate to complain because so many people are worse of than me, but FUck you Cancer. But still smiling my loves, it's a set back I had not counted on. But I can, will do this. And wearing my scars with proud. Sorry for complaining . Love you ALL.
And a silly picture... Nooo no burn picture
. Just one from before radiation 206. image p1465
This
207. image p644 A smile for you, an older picture 208. A smile for you p1609
(here one of me I always loved, its an oldie....there is a boob in it ) 209. B&W in DC p291
Martino, a Belgium sandwich. ( french bread with mustard, mayo, ketchup, ground beef, onions, pickles ) YUmmmm 210. Martino p1339
HAPPY HUMP DAY MY SWEET WONDERFUL ONES.
Its a beautiful Fall day here, so I m smiling. I had a check up yesterday for the radiation burns, my oncologist had hoped for improvement. Ohhh well it will heal.
But got a high five from my nurse. Every week its vitals, and questions. So yesterday she asked me how I would rate my body 6 months after the double mastectomy. I told her, that I loved my body before with all its imperfections, and still love it the same scars and all. And I do. So she was wow and gave me a high five . And my loves since its October and breast cancer awareness month, here some silly pics of Emm in pink . The teddy, tee are presents from my sweet lovely Sassy 211. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.48 AM #2 212. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.50 AM 213. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.50 AM #3 214. Photo on 10-12-16 at 10.53 AM #2 215. IMG_2887 p1509
Happy Thursday my sweet ones, anyone wants to join me on my lazy Thursday morning 216. Photo on 10-13-16 at 11.37 AM #2 p1176
Such wonderful images here, LOVE LOVE THEM ALL. So a little present ( my poor take on making a collage with all of your ART PICTURES) Thank you so much for sharing and for the smile on my face. And so hope I did not forgot anyone 217. photovisi-download-2 p427
Happy Friday everyone, Yeah its week-end. (and thank you all for yesterday's comments on my picture, one of these days I will replay ) But it was such a beautiful crisp morning here, with sunlight.... and coffee so , only thing missing was YOU ALL to share, and mmmm maybe some chocolates form our Boss 218. Coffee in the morning sunlight p1204
Happy Tuesday , my sweet wonderful ones. Its summer again in NY, woooowwwww. 219. IMG_2937 p1550
SassySheDevil I wont be dressing up for Halloween, but it is my husband and I's "Dating" anniversary, so we are going to dinner and a movie. 28 years together 220. 2016-10-01 18.55.01ForLit 221. img1475986188284ForLit p1625
Ok Emmy said she was going to have a super busy day today and I don't want to make you all wait. So for now, I'll link one of her Halloween pictures until she can come post them herself. Complete with Emmy smile. 222. IMG_6495 p1644
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