Just thinking out loud...

[serijules]

Lately my interest in interacting on a D/s level has been at an all time low...and it's really bothering me! Not with Ma'am...my interaction with her changes and shifts with reality and real life butting in, but my interest never really changes.

For instance...I rarely read here anymore. When I do, subjects that used to be ones I'd jump right in on...I get a few posts into it and I just lose interest. It really bothers me because there are some excellent posts going on right now, some interesting discussions. I just can't seem to get involved. It's not just here either, it's anywhere, even livejournal which is usually my most favourite place to be online.

I know tides are normal...I've just never had one last this long, and it bothers me. I feel so unsocial and apart from things, but it's my OWN doing, and that is frustrating.

Not sure what I'm looking for here, just talking out loud really. I miss interacting! I just suck at it right now.

 

[TerragonSix]

Maybe taking of a break is in order? Might just be a funk you're in for now.

Give it some time.

 

[LittleJade]

I've been the same... I'm on a bit of a BDSM sabbatical... I'm not looking for anyone or anything... I just cancelled my alt and collarme accounts.. *shrug*

I figure when I'm ready, I'll be back into it.

 

[myinnerslut]

hi seri! i was wondering if you were alright the other day.

i tend to cycle in my intrest in lit also. i go from not posting for days and weeks to posting in whatever free time i have. right now its closer to the latter.

 

[Primalex]

It really bothers me because there are some excellent posts going on right now, some interesting discussions.

What? Where?

 

[EmpressFi]

What? Where?

well not your jerk off one

 

[serijules]

What? Where?

They are probably rather old to you as I haven't been here and read anything in ages so lots is new to me. ;P