Just a thought.....

[april-wine]

Ever meet someone, truly wonderful and for whatever reason you never quite work out....You see them, watch them, smile when they are happy....And cry a little, Bitter sweet tears....

It's a sappy mode I am sure it will pass.....

 

[JazzManJim]

Ever meet someone, truly wonderful and for whatever reason you never quite work out....You see them, watch them, smile when they are happy....And cry a little, Bitter sweet tears....

It's a sappy mode I am sure it will pass.....

Just about every single day, april...

 

[roxanne69]

i've been carrying a torch like that for 20 yrs.

 

[His_kitty]

Sometimes loving someone isn't always enough.... and for whatever reasons things end even though the love doesnt.


Lame I know... but sadly true.

 

[april-wine]

i've been carrying a torch like that for 20 yrs.

Hmmm a torch....I never really thought of it that way....You could be right....



Jim, you are an amazing man....Remember that....

 

[april-wine]

Sometimes loving someone isn't always enough.... and for whatever reasons things end even though the love doesnt.


Lame I know... but sadly true.

Truer than you know.....

 

[His_kitty]

Truer than you know.....

I lived it.

 

[JazzManJim]

Jim, you are an amazing man....Remember that....

Thank you april.

I run a good race and in most ways finishing second isn't always such a bad place to be. At least when I'm old and senile, it'll be said that I was a good man.

 

[juicylips]

Ever meet someone, truly wonderful and for whatever reason you never quite work out....You see them, watch them, smile when they are happy....And cry a little, Bitter sweet tears....

It's a sappy mode I am sure it will pass.....

Nothing wrong being in sappy mode. Enjoy it.

 

[Rex1960]

Thank you april.

I run a good race and in most ways finishing second isn't always such a bad place to be. At least when I'm old and senile, it'll be said that I was a good man.

So you don't follow "second place is first looser" ??

Honestly, you're a good man as far as I know you from the board.

 

[Guest]

*nods* in your mind you're happy that they have found happiness...but in your heart you hurt because it wasn't with you.

 

[Mad_Jack_Rabbit]

Not really. Can't say I have. Just lucky I guess.

 

[juicylips]

*nods* in your mind you're happy that they have found happiness...but in your heart you hurt because it wasn't with you.

Sigline material, jp.

Your posts always seem to touch me.

 

[Guest]

Sigline material, jp.

Your posts always seem to touch me.

whoops. forgot my hand was there

 

[Summery]

Ever meet someone, truly wonderful and for whatever reason you never quite work out....You see them, watch them, smile when they are happy....And cry a little, Bitter sweet tears....

It's a sappy mode I am sure it will pass.....

I can relate to that very well...

I'm in a pretty sappy mood myself.

 

[Shadowann2]

Sometimes loving someone isn't always enough.... and for whatever reasons things end even though the love doesnt.

I'm so glad to hear you say that! I've told my husband this and he won't listen! I still love him, dispite everything he has done, but I can't be with him. We fight all the time and we have NOTHING in common! Oh wait....as he keeps reminding me, we both love movies. Am I the only one who thinks this is not enough of a reason to stay together? I love him and I'm sure I will always will. Hell, he's the father of my kids, but that doesn't mean that we should stay together if we can't get along.

*sigh* So what do I do now? I've just met a guy online that I have everything in common with, but he's scared to get too close because I'm married. I don't know how to walk away from someone that I love when I know it will hurt them so bad.

Ok, I'm done venting now. Thanks for putting up with me.

 

[Guest]

I love him and I'm sure I will always will. Hell, he's the father of my kids, but that doesn't mean that we should stay together if we can't get along.

*sigh* So what do I do now? I don't know how to walk away from someone that I love when I know it will hurt them so bad.

In this post alone...I think you just answered your own question.

 

[Rex1960]

Ever meet someone, truly wonderful and for whatever reason you never quite work out....You see them, watch them, smile when they are happy....And cry a little, Bitter sweet tears....

It's a sappy mode I am sure it will pass.....

After my divorce and the very next failed relationship I turned into what i call "hardcore single". I was on the hunt so to speak and nailed each and every woman that crossed my path.
As we say in German "if she's not fast enough - go for her". And i was pretty fast.
This attitude was fine with my male friends who admired me for my success and i was like prancing around being the big guy, no woman could ever deny. So far so good.

It lasts more than one year when i finally reckoned I was losing my ability to feel more than just lust and relief.
I missed the cuddling, the romantic side, the feelings from the bottom of my heart. I stopped dating and fucking around and focused on my family and friends again and since i founded my first company those days my schedule turned anyway.

All of a sudden I met a girl and deeply felt in love. I've never ever told her. We became friends and the friendship developed deeper and deeper. Every time I was confused about telling her or not, I decided not to tell her about my feelings. I wanted to keep her as a friend. Didn't want to destroy that friendship I valued so high. But it wasn't that easy for me to hold back every time i saw her, talked to her, spent time with her. And yes, sometimes i just cried when I was home alone thinking of her. Nevertheless I was happy and thankful, she was the one bringing feelings and love back into my life.
Finally I decided to quit that friendship in order to get rid of that pain. I never told her the reason. I was never able to get her out of my mind although I lost any contact on purpose.
Only one year later I was told she suffered from breast cancer and later that year she passed away shortly after her 29th b-day.

I cried like hell, and I'm still not really through, though it happened almost 3 years ago. I still love her.

 

[Shadowann2]

Oh, wow! I'm so sorry for your loss. That makes me think even more that I have to get out on my own and not just keep letting oppertunities pass me by.

 

[april-wine]

*nods* in your mind you're happy that they have found happiness...but in your heart you hurt because it wasn't with you.

I guess it's a question of what could have been....Who knows really....


I do have happiness of my own, someone very important in my life....I guess I was reminising.....