Jenny’s house of fun.

Wake up with a beating heart from a panic attack. Can’t breathe and my thoughts were spinning like crazy.
I get up and stand in the living room doing some stretches and trying to calm my breathing. I have some movements and breathing exercises my therapist has taught me.
It is a beautiful clear sky with a gorgeous full moon shining over my naked body. I stretch and breathe and my mind is calming down and my heart is slowing.
In the kitchen I drink a glass of water and see one of my dildos lying on the drying rack. I grab it and a joint. Lit up, lay down in the sofa, look up some porn.

After this I need to go back to sleep.

https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph60ec5b85d0489
 
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Wake up with a beating heart from a panic attack. Can’t breathe and my thoughts were spinning like crazy.
I woke up this morning. I'm standing naked at the large window looking over the fields cuddling my mug of coffee. Watching the rising sun cause those scary shadows to run and hide.

Looking over at my sleeping wife it's probably going to be a great day.
 
Had a great session with my therapist today. Lots of crying, but the good sessions always have me crying, lots of laughter and some serious soul searching.
We talked about my meds, my self hatred, the weed smoking, the hyper sexuality, the porn, John (of course) and my daughter.
It felt really good afterwards and I treated myself to some icecream at my favorite place, hoping my crush was working.
And she was ❤️❤️❤️
So cute, so beautiful, so sexy.

Then I took Julia to the pool and we had a great time there.
I was a stranded mermaid and she had to pour buckets of water on my tail (ass) so I didn’t dry out.
We did this for way too long 🤣
 
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