Jenny’s house of fun.

[CuriousRick]

When I write a story, in 9 out 10 cases I write it in one frantic session. No breaks. Then I leave it for one or two days, put it through a spelling and grammar program, and then for the first time I read it. If it is ok, I publish it. Then I never read it again.

Lately that has not worked. I’ve written 80% gotten bored and left it. Then the next time I wanna write I can not stand having to deal with a old story and have to read it, so I start a new one.
Same thing again.

So, now I have 7 stories 80% done, and I have not finished them, fixed them or read them and I am already bored of them.

There is obviously a bigger problem here to do with attention span, and focus problems, etc, etc.
But still, what the fuck do I do?
The stories are just staring at me. Judging me. Pointing out all my faults.
Fuck!

You just need to find a motivation for complet them

 

[EricaAnna]

When I write a story, in 9 out 10 cases I write it in one frantic session. No breaks. Then I leave it for one or two days, put it through a spelling and grammar program, and then for the first time I read it. If it is ok, I publish it. Then I never read it again.

Lately that has not worked. I’ve written 80% gotten bored and left it. Then the next time I wanna write I can not stand having to deal with a old story and have to read it, so I start a new one.
Same thing again.

So, now I have 7 stories 80% done, and I have not finished them, fixed them or read them and I am already bored of them.

There is obviously a bigger problem here to do with attention span, and focus problems, etc, etc.
But still, what the fuck do I do?
The stories are just staring at me. Judging me. Pointing out all my faults.
Fuck!

The important thing is you're getting your thoughts down continually, if you come back to them even years down the line you might finish them to your satisfaction.

I think thats the curse of writers sometime, unfinished stories are a bitch, and not the fun kind

 

[sister jenny]

The important thing is you're getting your thoughts down continually, if you come back to them even years down the line you might finish them to your satisfaction.

I think thats the curse of writers sometime, unfinished stories are a bitch, and not the fun kind

Thank you darling!
You are the best.

 

[Bloodandglitter]

I am the same way. I have so many unfinished stories in notebooks. I even have a story on Wattpad over 20 chapters that I never finished. I get bored of my characters and go and start a new story.
The one I am writing now I know that I do want to finish it and publish it.

Good luck with your writing!

 

[13Fantasies]

Not sure I would call it consequences.

Share some wine with her would be a perk. What John is more like the key to the Motherload.

I was using her wording.

 

[sister jenny]

What the fuck do you do when you have a fight with your therapist?
Of course I know that she was right, and I am just fighting her because what she says really hurts. And admitting what she claims means I somehow have to deal with it. And I am not ready for that.
I am so fucking immature sometimes.
And so incredible sick of myself.
And yeah, maybe I stormed out.
And maybe it was not the first time.
But she knows I will be back, all sorry and full of regret and self hate.
She actually is amazing and I am not sure what I would do without her. Probably end of somewhere behind a locked door where they threw away the key. Smearing shit on the walls and writing poetry in my piss.

Not sure what I am trying to say.

 

[EricaAnna]

What the fuck do you do when you have a fight with your therapist?
Of course I know that she was right, and I am just fighting her because what she says really hurts. And admitting what she claims means I somehow have to deal with it. And I am not ready for that.
I am so fucking immature sometimes.
And so incredible sick of myself.
And yeah, maybe I stormed out.
And maybe it was not the first time.
But she knows I will be back, all sorry and full of regret and self hate.
She actually is amazing and I am not sure what I would do without her. Probably end of somewhere behind a locked door where they threw away the key. Smearing shit on the walls and writing poetry in my piss.

Not sure what I am trying to say.

*big hugs* you'll get through this.

 

[Not Normal]

I'm sorry, Jenny. That sounds rough

 

[Noone45]

What the fuck do you do when you have a fight with your therapist?
Of course I know that she was right, and I am just fighting her because what she says really hurts. And admitting what she claims means I somehow have to deal with it. And I am not ready for that.
I am so fucking immature sometimes.
And so incredible sick of myself.
And yeah, maybe I stormed out.
And maybe it was not the first time.
But she knows I will be back, all sorry and full of regret and self hate.
She actually is amazing and I am not sure what I would do without her. Probably end of somewhere behind a locked door where they threw away the key. Smearing shit on the walls and writing poetry in my piss.

Not sure what I am trying to say.

You're my favourite author and one of my favourite persons on lit
It hurts me seeing you like this
I don't know what you have went through
And I don't know how to calm you down
I want to help you however I want
I feel useless sometimes, well most of the times
Then I'll Think about some sweet memories and it makes me feel better a bit
I wish you do that same and spend time with the people you love !
Hug them
Look at their faces

 

[1DarkNightOwl]

What the fuck do you do when you have a fight with your therapist?
Of course I know that she was right, and I am just fighting her because what she says really hurts. And admitting what she claims means I somehow have to deal with it. And I am not ready for that.
I am so fucking immature sometimes.
And so incredible sick of myself.
And yeah, maybe I stormed out.
And maybe it was not the first time.
But she knows I will be back, all sorry and full of regret and self hate.
She actually is amazing and I am not sure what I would do without her. Probably end of somewhere behind a locked door where they threw away the key. Smearing shit on the walls and writing poetry in my piss.

Not sure what I am trying to say.

Big Big hugs.

I have a single track mind, but put on something like this and spend some quality time with John. Dosn't solve anything but it will make you feel much better for only a moment.

 

[sister jenny]

Thanks everyone!
I just need to keep the inside thoughts inside, haha.
And maybe not vent here.

 

[sister jenny]

If anyone cares.
She said I sabotage myself so I can’t fail. Because if I make sure I fail before I actually do I don’t have to risk anything.
Bad example, but making sure I am late to a job interview, that way they won’t tell me I am not good enough, because I have already made sure I won’t get it.

Anyway, that was the thing.

 

[sister jenny]

Someone should take my phone away LOL

 

[1DarkNightOwl]

Someone should take my phone away LOL

Note to John: confiscate Jenny's phone.

 

[sister jenny]

Been watching this a lot lately. I just think they are both so incredible beautiful, I mean everyone knows I have a huge crush on Lana Rhoades, but Adriana Chechic is so gorgeous and have an amazing body. They are just so hot together. It is definitely a more "soft" porn but I love it.
Anyway, enjoy!

https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph59d3e1a1cd772#1

 

[13Fantasies]

Adriana is top notch

 

[paulboulder]

Had company in bed this morning, so I had to be really quiet blowing John and he needed to do his part while waking up. You get really good at these things being a parent. I think parents would make excellent spies and burglars. We have superpowers normal humans lack. I can for example step on something that really hurts in complete darkness without yelling out or stumbling. I put the pain away, reshifts my body and move on, the mission of getting that specific book or dirty laundry is more important. Always finish the mission.
If we only have ten minutes in a cramped space with a little human close by, we can, if we need to, get horny really fast, fuck with most of our clothes on and swallow all evidence without making a sound. Superpowers. And when the children are really small, some puke on a shoulder or food in your hair makes no difference, your husband can still bend you over the kitchen table, lift your skirt and quickly fuck you, if that little monster suddenly falls asleep in the sofa. And if they wake up, you quickly notice that you can keep up a short conversation about a Barbie, while your husband has frozen with his cock up your ass until the distraction has moved on and you quickly finish.
And no, she did not wake up this morning and John gave me a beautiful facial.

Ah, parenting. I recommend going into the closet and locking the door.

I remember my son running in to our bedroom while my wife was in cowgirl. She grabbed the sheets around herself quickly. "What happened here?" my precocious son asked. "Oh, mommy was playing horsey and was riding daddy..."

 

[1DarkNightOwl]

Ah, parenting. I recommend going into the closet and locking the door.

I remember my son running in to our bedroom while my wife was in cowgirl. She grabbed the sheets around herself quickly. "What happened here?" my precocious son asked. "Oh, mommy was playing horsey and was riding daddy..."

The joys of parenting. Never locked the door. We were interrupted more than once. I would imagine that most parents have some horrific 'oh Frack' moments they can't air in public.

being parents teaches us a couple of things.

• How to be quiet
• How to 'dismount and cover up faster than the blink of an eye

 

[sister jenny]

So I went and saw One Battle After Another, and I absolutely loved it.
It felt like it could have been filmed yesterday. So much was about what the US is like right now. It was really not what I expected from the movie at all. Leo was as always amazing, and so fucking funny! Benicio was probably my favorite character in the whole movie, so calm and zen. He is definitely my role model right now. Sean Penn is always great.
But Chase Infiniti!! OMG she is amazing and so fucking beautiful I seriously have a crush on her. And she was so good, so vulnerable, so strong and just brilliant. And it was her first movie. I am in love.
Go and see it!

Me and John were almost alone in the movie theatre (I love day-time screenings), so I gave John head during the endless commercials. Don’t worry our row was empty. But there was a guy kinda behind us and I felt bad after. So I turned around and said I was sorry he had to experience that. He said it was cool and he didn’t mind. He was like 18-19 and really nice and chill and supercute, and since I felt bad I asked if he wanted one too. He said thank you but he had a girlfriend. I thought that was so incredibly cool of him that I bought him a giant bucket of popcorn.
John says I’m a softie


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[EricaAnna]

So I went and saw One Battle After Another, and I absolutely loved it.
It felt like it could have been filmed yesterday. So much was about what the US is like right now. It was really not what I expected from the movie at all. Leo was as always amazing, and so fucking funny! Benicio was probably my favorite character in the whole movie, so calm and zen. He is definitely my role model right now. Sean Penn is always great.
But Chase Infiniti!! OMG she is amazing and so fucking beautiful I seriously have a crush on her. And she was so good, so vulnerable, so strong and just brilliant. And it was her first movie. I am in love.
Go and see it!

Me and John were almost alone in the movie theatre (I love day-time screenings), so I gave John head during the endless commercials. Don’t worry our row was empty. But there was a guy kinda behind us and I felt bad after. So I turned around and said I was sorry he had to experience that. He said it was cool and he didn’t mind. He was like 18-19 and really nice and chill and supercute, and since I felt bad I asked if he wanted one too. He said thank you but he had a girlfriend. I thought that was so incredibly cool of him that I bought him a giant bucket of popcorn.
John says I’m a softie


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I can see why you like her, she is gorgeous

And John is such a lucky guy...and you're such a lucky girl

 

[Texas_law_man]

So I went and saw One Battle After Another, and I absolutely loved it.
It felt like it could have been filmed yesterday. So much was about what the US is like right now. It was really not what I expected from the movie at all. Leo was as always amazing, and so fucking funny! Benicio was probably my favorite character in the whole movie, so calm and zen. He is definitely my role model right now. Sean Penn is always great.
But Chase Infiniti!! OMG she is amazing and so fucking beautiful I seriously have a crush on her. And she was so good, so vulnerable, so strong and just brilliant. And it was her first movie. I am in love.
Go and see it!

Me and John were almost alone in the movie theatre (I love day-time screenings), so I gave John head during the endless commercials. Don’t worry our row was empty. But there was a guy kinda behind us and I felt bad after. So I turned around and said I was sorry he had to experience that. He said it was cool and he didn’t mind. He was like 18-19 and really nice and chill and supercute, and since I felt bad I asked if he wanted one too. He said thank you but he had a girlfriend. I thought that was so incredibly cool of him that I bought him a giant bucket of popcorn.
John says I’m a softie


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Sounds like you had a great day! Saw a good movie, had a little spice, and made a new friends.

Now as for the new friend passing, he has more self control and character than most individuals.

Thank you for letting us peek into your world every now and then.

 

[13Fantasies]

So I went and saw One Battle After Another, and I absolutely loved it.
It felt like it could have been filmed yesterday. So much was about what the US is like right now. It was really not what I expected from the movie at all. Leo was as always amazing, and so fucking funny! Benicio was probably my favorite character in the whole movie, so calm and zen. He is definitely my role model right now. Sean Penn is always great.
But Chase Infiniti!! OMG she is amazing and so fucking beautiful I seriously have a crush on her. And she was so good, so vulnerable, so strong and just brilliant. And it was her first movie. I am in love.
Go and see it!

Me and John were almost alone in the movie theatre (I love day-time screenings), so I gave John head during the endless commercials. Don’t worry our row was empty. But there was a guy kinda behind us and I felt bad after. So I turned around and said I was sorry he had to experience that. He said it was cool and he didn’t mind. He was like 18-19 and really nice and chill and supercute, and since I felt bad I asked if he wanted one too. He said thank you but he had a girlfriend. I thought that was so incredibly cool of him that I bought him a giant bucket of popcorn.
John says I’m a softie


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Note to self: God to more matinees.

 

[sister jenny]

Made some strong black tea.
Time for meds and waking my husband.
Finally friday

 

[13Fantasies]

Made some strong black tea.
Time for meds and waking my husband.
Finally friday

Lucky bastard. -Sigh-

 

[sister jenny]

It is 3.30AM and I am laying next to John in our bed. I have been sleeping but woke up from some sound and took a walk around the house, but it was just the wind and a branch on a window. Drank some water and went back to bed, and here I am.
Had a good day today, went swimming with my daughter at a local pool, went out for lunch, took a longish walk and played in a park. Been feeling good lately, and had some really good talks with my therapist, I am not sure what I would do without her.
Watching a great scene on my phone right now with Gina Gerson, she is so incredibly sexy and I just love watching scenes with her. I love when she does anal, there is just something with her slim body and anal that gets me incredible turned on.
I love masturbating in bed next to hubby Luckily he can sleep through my sessions, haha, and I know he will fuck me when he wakes up. I am gonna go back to Gina Gerson now
Talk to you tomorrow.