Jacking-Off Log

[bridgeburner]

I am always glad to see you here, beebs. I've been following your Pure battles with interest.

I'm glad that you're glad! What I really want to know is why I'm the only person who's still taking the bait on that issue? What's the definition of insane? Doing the same thing over and over and over and thinking THIS time I'll get a different result!! It's starting to depress me because I think I'm just not getting the point and I HATE that.

 

[rosco rathbone]

i'd end up killing someone like you in his sleep. sex deprivation makes me genuinely insane.

I can see that I am going to have to put you to bed first in your cage in order to sleep safely.

 

[Recidiva]

I can see that I am going to have to put you to bed first in your cage in order to sleep safely.

Yay! That attitude will get me to build a Mousetrap thingy while you're not looking that will end up with a Vincent Price Pendulum thing going on. Woo hoo!

 

[rosco rathbone]

Yay! That attitude will get me to build a Mousetrap thingy while you're not looking that will end up with a Vincent Price Pendulum thing going on. Woo hoo!

Two can play that mousetrap game, my little friend.

 

[Recidiva]

Two can play that mousetrap game, my little friend.

Not while you're sleeping, and you wouldn't see it coming. I'd be expecting it from you. However, I'd only have to be right once.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Not while you're sleeping, and you wouldn't see it coming. I'd be expecting it from you. However, I'd only have to be right once.

YOUR cage will have built in tasers. *looks over shoulder*

 

[Recidiva]

YOUR cage will have built in tasers. *looks over shoulder*

Okay. As long as I require extra precautions.

 

[Olivia_Yearns]

My preference is to be the lesser-drive partner in the mix. I'd far rather be sexually imposed on than ask for it and be told "No". Yes, yes, it's rooted in age-old insecurity blah blah blah, but the why of it isn't all that important so long as I can arrange things to suit my needs.

I understand this - part of the turn on is the desire that the other has for me. No matter how intense my wanting, I prefer to wait to be touched or wanted. I'd be more likely to express a desire for sex indirectly by simply wearing or doing something that I know makes the person hard. However, that's a kind of dance - a pretending that all the drive comes from him. Once things have started, my own desires become all too obvious.

Sometimes I imagine being a man, and in that role, I want all the desire and power to be my own. When I say "man" and "woman" in this context, I guess I mean more psychology then gender. One of the biggest crushes I've ever had in my life was for an extremely butch woman. I'd love her to get on top of me any time she liked.

When it comes to femme women, my only sexual interest is to totally dominate.

 

[bridgeburner]

I understand this - part of the turn on is the desire that the other has for me. No matter how intense my wanting, I prefer to wait to be touched or wanted. I'd be more likely to express a desire for sex indirectly by simply wearing or doing something that I know makes the person hard. However, that's a kind of dance - a pretending that all the drive comes from him. Once things have started, my own desires become all too obvious.

Yeah, that's along the lines I mean. I'm most comfortable with showing availability rather than stalking or demanding unless I feel I'm in a serious power position. Intellectually I have no problem with my own drives and desires, psychically I don't even really feel they're wrong or unreasonable, but there is a very beligerent hold out from my childhood days that squawks quite loudly that I'm not entitlted, ought to be ashamed of myself for even considering it and need to fall all over myself apologizing to all and sundry for the lapse. I'll find myself responding to that voice automatically, without thinking and then have to check myself and kick the mouthy bitch in her sanctimonious face for dissing me like that. ;->

Sometimes I imagine being a man, and in that role, I want all the desire and power to be my own. When I say "man" and "woman" in this context, I guess I mean more psychology then gender. One of the biggest crushes I've ever had in my life was for an extremely butch woman. I'd love her to get on top of me any time she liked.

When it comes to femme women, my only sexual interest is to totally dominate.

I'm familiar with that role-bending desire. I don't necessarily want to be the guy except by extension. Sort of a "body ride". Although I think it would be cool to have a dick for a week.

I've had crushes on women before but it's not usually a sexual kind of thing. When I've been sexually attracted to women they've been femme, dancer-types and my urge is to dominate them. Perversely, I have historically had strong appeal to butch types who don't interest me sexually at all.

 

[MechaBlade]

not a bad jack, rimster.

I think that's why I cultivate schizophrenia.

Hahahaha!

Wait, not really, right?

I'm not all that interested in sexual response. I don't get off on my partner having big Os, eyes rolled back in head, etc and telling me what a great lover I am. I get off on doing what I want, when and how I want.

*orgasm*

Sometimes I like to get women off, but sometimes I just feel like a dom's dom. "Your duty is to make me cum. My duty is to reward you with said cum." I love it when rosco validates my feelings on this matter.

 

[Recidiva]

Hahahaha!

Wait, not really, right?

Cultivated schizophrenia is more potent and regulated than schizophrenia gone wild, where they just flash their tits.

 

[MechaBlade]

Cultivated schizophrenia is more potent and regulated than schizophrenia gone wild, where they just flash their tits.

I like schizophrenics gone wild. They flash their tits for every personality.

"Woohoo! okay, gabby, you go! Woohoo! Okay, jenna, show yours! Woohoo! OMG Jenna's showing her ass!"

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

*wtf??*

 

[Recidiva]

I like schizophrenics gone wild. They flash their tits for every personality.

"Woohoo! okay, gabby, you go! Woohoo! Okay, jenna, show yours! Woohoo! OMG Jenna's showing her ass!"

Good times. Oh, the bead collection.

 

[tortoise]

Yay! That attitude will get me to build a Mousetrap thingy while you're not looking that will end up with a Vincent Price Pendulum thing going on. Woo hoo!

Contraptions! I love contraptions!

I'll have you know, I taught Rube Goldberg everything he knew. This tidbit becomes even more impressive when you realize that he died the year I was born.

<cues Raymond Scott's "Powerhouse">

 

[Hester]

I can see that I am going to have to put you to bed first in your cage in order to sleep safely.

fucking me silly and unconscious is a better option

 

[TWB]

fucking me silly and unconscious is a better option

That got me aroused.

 

[tortoise]

Silly and unconscious is my basepoint, so I'd have to be fucked sillier and comatose.

 

[Hester]

Silly and unconscious is my basepoint, so I'd have to be fucked sillier and comatose.

i would certainly accept that as a surrogate endpoint.

 

[alice_underneath]

A few years ago I watched two lions mating from a vantage close enough to light their post coital cigarettes. According to the guide/ranger, only the young males bite the female and seldom repeat the mistake. When our boy did it, he got some hurts from the docile female. However, a few minutes later she let him back in.

I'm sure this is scientifically sound, but I'm just gonna forget I ever read it.

Since watching Chronicles of Narnia, I've had frequent fantasies in which I am ravaged by an enormous (and very aggressive) talking lion.

I'm not sure why, exactly. I think it's the paws, though it could be the gait or the roar.

I've had crushes on women before but it's not usually a sexual kind of thing.

There are two women at Lit who often leave me thinking - Damn! If she were a guy, she would be so incredibly hot!!

You already know who the first one is, and could probably guess the second.

 

[Hester]

Withhold sex? Orgasm denial is one thing but withholding sex all together is unacceptable and will earn you a one way ticket to D-town in rimmyville.

requested pontification to begin in 3...2...1...

orgasm denial is different than what i'm talking about. i'm talking about a large sex drive differential; denial of sex altogether or on a significant scale. the person with the LOWER sex drive often has more power, at least in a closed relationship, than the person with the higher drive.

the person with the lower drive has the power to (sanely) acquiesce or deny sex. the other partner is dependent on the partner with the lower drive to acquiesce, even at times when he/she isn't sexually interested.

in wrathbone's case, he's fine just taking what he wants, and seems, in fact, to get off on that very dynamic.

it's not as easy for a woman to take a man due to the erectile factor. believe me, i've tried. unless he has a remote controlled penis pump implanted, but that's a whole other discussion.... where's ollie, i want to ask him is this is a weird form of penis envy.

having always been the one with the higher drive in relationships, this is a touchy issue for me. i've been dragged through the mud by men who have used my excessive drive to manipulate me, and i have somewhat similarly been emotionally involved with men who have severe madonna-whore complexes and once they put me on that madonna pedestal have a hard time fucking me like the whore i am (or sometime couldn't even fuck me at all). while this caused me to write some reasonably decent poetry, it was a shit of a way to live. i no longer stick it out with guys who don't fuck by the 2nd date.

see what you jackers started?

 

[Hester]

When it comes to femme women, my only sexual interest is to totally dominate.

i had a long and elaborate fantasy about this very thing earlier today.

 

[Hester]

My preference is to be the lesser-drive partner in the mix. I'd far rather be sexually imposed on than ask for it and be told "No". Yes, yes, it's rooted in age-old insecurity blah blah blah, but the why of it isn't all that important so long as I can arrange things to suit my needs.

i agree with you. it's a horrible thing and did some serious damage to my self esteem for about a decade. i am just now in the last few years coming out of it. i still have trouble seeing myself as sexually attractive. i am feeling violent just thinking about it.

 

[Olivia_Yearns]

i had a long and elaborate fantasy about this very thing earlier today.

Sometimes I want to fuck her, sometimes I want to be her. But in real life, I don't know if I could even get it up for a woman.

 

[scrymettet]

i agree with you. it's a horrible thing and did some serious damage to my self esteem for about a decade. i am just now in the last few years coming out of it. i still have trouble seeing myself as sexually attractive. i am feeling violent just thinking about it.

I see your point less the violent part