Jacking-Off Log

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What a sicko I am. :rolleyes:

I'm given, as a present, a book called The Slave Ship; a scholarly history of the Atlantic slave trade.

The first thing I do after taking the book-mailer off is to open to the index looking for "rape".

Then on page 241:

"....The Officers, on the other hand, are permitted to indulge their passions among them[enslaved African women] at pleasure and sometimes are guilty of such brutal excesses as disgrace human nature...."

I was lying on my back jacking to this and imagining a weird porno movie, somewhere between Caligula and Master And Commander. The main character is a young British midshipman on a slave ship who is a virgin when he takes ship but is corrupted by low companions in the wardroom and becomes a holy terror. He has one of those fresh, red English faces, fair hair and a Nelson-style hat worn athwartships.

Jacking all the while, I thought about this, and the hidden sexual history of colonialism.
 
It's my own temporary rule. You'll also hate it when I jam my fist into...

God- this is impossible.

I'm glad it is.

Like I've said, I'm greedy for cum, so I hate it - for my sake and the sake of other women - when men are so unwilling to give it.
 
I'm glad it is.

Like I've said, I'm greedy for cum, so I hate it - for my sake and the sake of other women - when men are so unwilling to give it.

I give it...I much more willingly share it with a woman then waste it ....I only waste it when there's not another outlet....today only had to waste it once....
 
Day 7

I had dreams of masturbation last night. Not of sex, jacking off. And not one dream. I dreamt of jerking off, not having enough privacy, and going somewhere else. Then I woke up. Then I had another dream in a different setting with a new plot, where a similar thing happened. Maybe followed by a third dream of this.

I think this is the longest I've gone in years.

As long as I stay away from porn, I can mostly ignore the urges. Slightly titillating pictures get me overly excited and eager to play.

I'm glad it is.

Like I've said, I'm greedy for cum, so I hate it - for my sake and the sake of other women - when men are so unwilling to give it.
You shall not sap me of my vitality, succubus!

Ohmmmm.

edit: I might have to turn avatars off while mrsmiawallace is around.
 
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Whew! Holy God :eek: I am back fellow jacksters, I am BACK!!!

I had severely decreased the jacking, I honestly thought I forgot how, and then I was on "cymbalta" (evil drug from hell, btw) and not only did I think my pussy was going to dry up and NEVER want to come and play, I tried on several occasions and could not have an orgasm!! Oh hell no, I was NOT going to tolerate that shit.

So, now my body is back!

I have had 2 successful jacks in the last few days, unfortunately, I'm cumming so quickly, my fantasy only gets to the 2nd sentence!

I like incest stories, I think read 2 lines of one I found tonight. The other O was courteous of my own pervy brain and thinking of those horny male teenagers fucking their hot moms.

My O's are so lovely feeling, but so short, I need a deep, long one.

I like being a ball of buzzy, horny fucklust and constantly feeling liking my clit is tugging on a nerve in my brain saying "hey, play with me"
 
My sexual brains been on reprieve for quite a while. Jerking off doesn't hold a lot of appeal. I don't have a lot of time to think about sexual thoughts especially now my work season has started.

Just last night woke up with a rather turgid erection and started thinking about past chicks I've jumped and current ones. The fantasy degenerated into much subjugation and depravity but it wasn't enough as it once was. Combining two fantasies into one helped but I lost interest when the fantasy sluts started to look too fearful and let out screams out in pain from their discomfort. I held it together long enough for a very mundane orgasm. Leaving behind little in the way of physical evidence. I can't be drinking enough water during the day.

I think I just need a woman to love rather than to objectify, subjugate and not give a fig about. This is scary territory. I can't imagine jacking to french kissing and rose petal talk...
 
I knew I would have to do it again, soon, It's like I have a constant buzz in my cunt and I can't think straight until I fuck myself.....therefore this post will have to be continued until jacking has ended....
 
I give it...I much more willingly share it with a woman then waste it ....I only waste it when there's not another outlet....today only had to waste it once....

I often feel like a man jacking off is a waste of cum, too.

You shall not sap me of my vitality, succubus!

A friend of mine was recently telling me about a book called Succubus and the City, an obvious parody, but this time, the sexually promiscious women would kill men instantly upon orgasm.

While I loathe the original in all forms, this book sounded amusing, and perhaps more realistic.
 
I'm glad it is.

Like I've said, I'm greedy for cum, so I hate it - for my sake and the sake of other women - when men are so unwilling to give it.

Women are sperm vampires. They can't help it. It's all to do with the natural flow of energy in the universe. Check out Richard Calder's Dead Girls if I haven't already recommended this.

Mecha, it's very interesting to see the mind-body results of continence in an oversexed healthy young man like you. I'm fascinated by the nesting jacking dreams. Keep it going as long as you can.

Orgasmicle Bunny! welcome back.

Skaout, you've gone soft!

posterofagirl, I don't think I've seen you in here before. Welcome aboard. Feel free to let us know the intimate details of jacking off.
 
jacked to him watching me

pleasure and goodness, tinged with expectation

with fairly exhaustive results.
 
"batch" lol.

Reminds me of New Orleans pimps, 12 yards of readymix concrete, or enough cookies to feed everyone.
 
concrete cookies then enough for everyone

just got tired of the silliness of the handle
and logging in with that unwieldy thing

tiresome, Darling.
 
ooops, it ended a long time ago, I just got distracted. I have sufficiently fucked myself pretty good today, wow it's been a LONGGGGG time.

I hardly used any stimulation, I'm so sexually charged as it is. And I came in like 5 minutes. In the past 2 years, I can pretty much say, I've not exactly gotten off to porn pics or vids or anything like that, it's mostly my imagination or my boyfriend 99% of the time, which is probably why going back to how it was before the beau feels so interesting. I can't last long that's for sure, none of this sitting on the edge shit.

It was a good deep release because I used my purple vibe deep inside sort of sitting and rocking on it and held my vibey blue egg thingy on my clit where it was going bzzzz.......bzzzzz.........bzzzzzzz..........while looking at my bf's porn pics in slideshow mode i settled on a good one that sent me over the edge.

Fuck me, I'm horny!
 
Women are sperm vampires. They can't help it. It's all to do with the natural flow of energy in the universe. Check out Richard Calder's Dead Girls if I haven't already recommended this.

If that phrase is of your own invention, you should trade mark it. It's fantastic.

Also: You haven't, and I will.
 
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