I'm really sorry people

[Le Chevalier]

I'm really sorry because I just posted a message and now I'm back again. I'm so bored. The other day I called a national depression research study thing and they asked me some questions, "Had plans to kill yourself before?", "Feel depressed all the time?" Stuff like that. They never called me back! Punks. They were offering a new, anti-depression drug and they needed guinea pigs. I guess I just wasn't depressed enough. Oh yeah and something else too. I do this every time. I told this girl how I felt about her and what do you know? Haven't heard from her since. Made me feel so damn good. I finished my manuscrpit that I started writing a year ago....finally. Why do girls suck? Why the hell am I listening to "Rush, Rush," by Paula Abdul? I woke up at 8 today and that sucked. I usually sleep till at least three that way I don't feel so bad for so long. But no, today I just had to wake up that f**king early so now I feel like total crap.