That is, until everyone around me started getting married. First my friend W. and her boyfriend of 4 months (!) got engaged, then an old friend from gradeschool got married, one of my professors is marrying a former student of his that's graduated later this month, and the biggest dork in my old high school class got married a few months back.
It's not that I want to get married, exactly, but I miss being in love. Ever feel like that? I miss that giddy beginning when all you want to do is be with them, and the comfort that comes later on when you can get the flu and not shower for 3 days and they still love you, when you can have a real knock down drag out argument and not have to worry about breaking up.
*sigh*
Just feeling a little lonely tonight, I guess, and wallowing in self pity. I'm not ugly, but I'm not beautiful, average just like most of us, I'm intelligent and I think I'm a nice person, so I wonder what the hell I'm doing wrong. Oh well, I have a pint of ice cream, and that fixes everything.
It's not that I want to get married, exactly, but I miss being in love. Ever feel like that? I miss that giddy beginning when all you want to do is be with them, and the comfort that comes later on when you can get the flu and not shower for 3 days and they still love you, when you can have a real knock down drag out argument and not have to worry about breaking up.
*sigh*
Just feeling a little lonely tonight, I guess, and wallowing in self pity. I'm not ugly, but I'm not beautiful, average just like most of us, I'm intelligent and I think I'm a nice person, so I wonder what the hell I'm doing wrong. Oh well, I have a pint of ice cream, and that fixes everything.
