How I got here and where do I go now.

[BurningKaos]

Alright all. How I got into bondage and whippings and all the great little freak things we enjoy was actually quite innocent. I was with this girl and I find out that she is unwilling to fuck even though she really wanted to. She had suffered several rapes in her child hood by her father and was to terrified to have sex. I suggested that she tie me up and even blind fold me that way she would have the control. Well on that night another freak was born. I found that I really enjoyed it and I always new I enjoyed pain both getting and giving. So I went on to be a house slave for awhile then a bit of Doming. The problem is that I have children with the kind of women that have no real interest in what I like. That's why I am divorced and now where do I go from here?

 

[shewolf3003]

I'm not exactly clear on what you are asking, but if the mother(s) of your children are your ex-wives, then they have no bearing on your current situation. You can find new play partners and continue on, or find one permanent partner to be with perpetually.