Francois stood there for a moment waiting for Vivianne to collect her things. When she was done packing he offered to carry it for her. They both started walking downstairs. The narrow staircase forced their hands to touch each other. Occassionally, when she was really close to him, he could smell her sweet perfume - he was intoxicated. His lust growing for her with each passing moment.
"What a change does a few hours bring to him and his resolutions?" he thought. He had resolved in his heart that he won't have her body until he has her heart and he wanted to be sure he had it. Vivianne is not like other girls - girls whom he had met randomly in formal balls and parties.
He remembered how he used to be for a few days that spring. He had once again knocked on her uncle's doors. He had opened it and had yelled at him to not come back. "I shall call the police if you don't leave now!" he had said. Francois pleaded with him to let him see her once.
"She is getting married next week - to a more worthy gentleman than you! Why don't you leave her the hell alone, and let her be happy, Sir?".
Francois had reeled when he heard that. His feet was giving away and he slipped over a few of the steps. He walked the streets like a madman. Paris felt like a suffocating, nauseating place to him then - people's happy faces made him angry. He wanted to punch each and every one on their face, who were laughing.
"It can't be." he thought "She would never do that. She loves me!" How can she forget him and find someone else? Wouldn't she wait for him?
His sadness gave way to rage. Rage to madness. Madness, fed with alcohol. Madness, fed with cocaine. Madness, fed with lust.
He would walk into a brothel in the middle of the day, ask for the girl who is available for a fuck. He would take her to her room, and tie her down to a bed. He would drop a piece of cloth on her face and fuck her. He would fuck her until he was exhausted - sweating, panting and delirious.
Sometimes, he would walk into a whorehouse and ask for a girl who looked like Vivianne - no one ever can look like her. He would ask her to humiliate him - ask her to treat him like a stray dog. Ask her to throw him food from the garbage and force him to eat it. Ask her to slap him in his face and call him a bastard, a coward. Each time he was humiliated he would nod and smile and ask for more.
Madness, that didn't end until one day papa Auguste picked him up from a whorehouse in the worst part of the city - on the street, wearing nothing but his underwear. After he ran out of money in his pocket, the girls in the whorehouse had thrown him out into the street.
"Your mother would have not wanted you like this, Francois." Auguste said, holding back his tears. "You insult her memories and everything she has done for you."
Francois cried like he never had - on papa Auguste's shoulder. "I love her papa Auguste. I want her in my life. I am sorry for everything. Please, bring her back to me."
It was not Auguste who brought her back to him. It was fate. It was his love.
The carriage rattled on with Vivianne and Francois in it. It was taking them to his Chateau. He was elated, happy and had a smile on his face. He looked over at Vivienne sitting opposite to him.
A few more hours and they will be back safely, together in his home.
"What a change does a few hours bring to him and his resolutions?" he thought. He had resolved in his heart that he won't have her body until he has her heart and he wanted to be sure he had it. Vivianne is not like other girls - girls whom he had met randomly in formal balls and parties.
He remembered how he used to be for a few days that spring. He had once again knocked on her uncle's doors. He had opened it and had yelled at him to not come back. "I shall call the police if you don't leave now!" he had said. Francois pleaded with him to let him see her once.
"She is getting married next week - to a more worthy gentleman than you! Why don't you leave her the hell alone, and let her be happy, Sir?".
Francois had reeled when he heard that. His feet was giving away and he slipped over a few of the steps. He walked the streets like a madman. Paris felt like a suffocating, nauseating place to him then - people's happy faces made him angry. He wanted to punch each and every one on their face, who were laughing.
"It can't be." he thought "She would never do that. She loves me!" How can she forget him and find someone else? Wouldn't she wait for him?
His sadness gave way to rage. Rage to madness. Madness, fed with alcohol. Madness, fed with cocaine. Madness, fed with lust.
He would walk into a brothel in the middle of the day, ask for the girl who is available for a fuck. He would take her to her room, and tie her down to a bed. He would drop a piece of cloth on her face and fuck her. He would fuck her until he was exhausted - sweating, panting and delirious.
Sometimes, he would walk into a whorehouse and ask for a girl who looked like Vivianne - no one ever can look like her. He would ask her to humiliate him - ask her to treat him like a stray dog. Ask her to throw him food from the garbage and force him to eat it. Ask her to slap him in his face and call him a bastard, a coward. Each time he was humiliated he would nod and smile and ask for more.
Madness, that didn't end until one day papa Auguste picked him up from a whorehouse in the worst part of the city - on the street, wearing nothing but his underwear. After he ran out of money in his pocket, the girls in the whorehouse had thrown him out into the street.
"Your mother would have not wanted you like this, Francois." Auguste said, holding back his tears. "You insult her memories and everything she has done for you."
Francois cried like he never had - on papa Auguste's shoulder. "I love her papa Auguste. I want her in my life. I am sorry for everything. Please, bring her back to me."
It was not Auguste who brought her back to him. It was fate. It was his love.
The carriage rattled on with Vivianne and Francois in it. It was taking them to his Chateau. He was elated, happy and had a smile on his face. He looked over at Vivienne sitting opposite to him.
A few more hours and they will be back safely, together in his home.
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