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Have you ever had your son come tell you some girls were driving buy and flashed their tits at him?

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FurryFury said:
Have you ever thought, "I hate eating, boy do I love food?"
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Yea lol.

I like to eat of course, but i am often too lazy prepare me something. If i didnt have two lil kids i wouldnt eat at all sometimes. On days when i am home alone i usualy eat after i start feel really sick cuz my body is missing lol. Not much things i am bothered to do for 'myself', really.

Have you ever feel totaly without any motivation to do things??????????? Whatever it might be.

I ask cuz i feel just like that. I feel absolutely without any taste, desire and motivation to do a shit. When i get like that i often miss the sence of my being at all.
 
BiaTcHiNFiRe said:
Yea lol.

I like to eat of course, but i am often too lazy prepare me something. If i didnt have two lil kids i wouldnt eat at all sometimes. On days when i am home alone i usualy eat after i start feel really sick cuz my body is missing lol. Not much things i am bothered to do for 'myself', really.

Have you ever feel totaly without any motivation to do things??????????? Whatever it might be.

I ask cuz i feel just like that. I feel absolutely without any taste, desire and motivation to do a shit. When i get like that i often miss the sence of my being at all.
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yeah...I struggle with inertia constantly. And then, sometimes, it mixes with something else and I get where you are describing.
not for nothing, but if that goes on for very long, you really need to talk with someone about depression.
When that sense started going on for days on end, I got to a doctor and got on some meds


HYE wanted to leave and start over and never see anyone you know ever again?
 
Vail_Indigo said:
yeah...I struggle with inertia constantly. And then, sometimes, it mixes with something else and I get where you are describing.
not for nothing, but if that goes on for very long, you really need to talk with someone about depression.
When that sense started going on for days on end, I got to a doctor and got on some meds


HYE wanted to leave and start over and never see anyone you know ever again?
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Yup i do feel like that quite often. Not cuz i wouldnt love those i know right now, but simply cuz it would save me from lots of pain sometimes.

As for the meds etc, i used be on antidepressants. I am up and down for years now. Cant say if the meds really helped or not, but i have tend to take too much of them when i felt REALLY shit, which wasnt cool. I must say i remeber better days, but i'll be okay, hopefuly without the pills. Just not in my skin atm.
 
BiaTcHiNFiRe said:
Have you ever feel totaly without any motivation to do things??????????? Whatever it might be.

I ask cuz i feel just like that. I feel absolutely without any taste, desire and motivation to do a shit. When i get like that i often miss the sence of my being at all.
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Yes....... I also feel this way. It's a feeling of hopelessness, of being unable to focus... A feeling of being stuck inside myself and disconnected from the world... disconnected from humanity.

*hugs*
 
I felt that way yesterday and actually for most of the week. I've felt exhausted, sick and overwhelmed.

This too shall pass . . .

:rose:
 
Have you ever wake up asking yaself "will this be another ugly day?"

I noticed i feel this way quite often lately. I feel the bitterness getting under my skin and i fukin hate to feel like that. Something nice should happen for exchange. Not like i thought it will lol.
 
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No I can't say that I've ever been there. But I do feel for you. I'm sorry its rough for you now.


Have you ever had several things go wrong at once (a parent get sick, your car start acting up, your job becoming stressful), but some how you just can't seem to be upset by anything?
 
kinky_meh said:
Have you ever wake up asking yaself "will this be another ugly day?"

I noticed i feel this way quite often lately. I feel the bitterness getting under my skin and i fukin hate to feel like that. Something nice should happen for exchange. Not like i thought it will lol.
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*hugs* Yes, I've been there. I've been witness to illness and dying, wondering at times if we could endure one more day, one more hour, or even one more minute... I've been sad and depressed and alone, wondering how I could possibly face another day of feeling the same. Somehow, I'm still here... I understand, K... Hope there is a bright spot in your day today...something to give you hope for tomorrow. *hugs*

SweetGigi said:
Have you ever had several things go wrong at once (a parent get sick, your car start acting up, your job becoming stressful), but some how you just can't seem to be upset by anything?
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It is a 'choice' we make, isn't it? To allow external events to determine our state of being... Thank you SweetGigi for the reminder.
 
closerIam said:
*hugs* Yes, I've been there. I've been witness to illness and dying, wondering at times if we could endure one more day, one more hour, or even one more minute... I've been sad and depressed and alone, wondering how I could possibly face another day of feeling the same. Somehow, I'm still here... I understand, K... Hope there is a bright spot in your day today...something to give you hope for tomorrow. *hugs*
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I know you do understand S. *huggs back*

I feel like that lately. I feel like that for way too long now and its pissing me off. Everytime i think i have 'FINALY' hit the bottom and think things cannot possibly get worst for me anymore, i get a bit lower and see nuthing is impossible. Its funny. Well no its not funny, its just sad actualy.

I dont wanna be like this. I dont wanna be this kinda 'always' sad person. I feel like an wounded animal, i really do. And its FINE. Everybody hurts and cries sometimes, but fucking hell i wanna finaly broke down, so i could heal and start getting better. I dont wanna be this damn strong so i could take all the pain and move on with all that pain on my shoulders. And i feel thats what i am doing. I keep going, but the pain is still there, i feel it. Its like a poison. Not allowing me to smile with the rest. Not allowing me enjoy the sun and all the things i used to love. Not allowing me enjoy the life it self ya know??

I wanna care if its night or a day. I wanna mind if its sunny day or if its raining. I wanna smile when i see something funny and i wanna laugh with the rest. So why what makes others smile, makes 'me' cry??? I wanna mind if its better to live or die, but i dont give a damn. I just wanna be 'me' again. Happy, smiling and all. Meeting friends, reading books, watching movies, playing games and ENJOY IT. And i cant right now. The less people i see the better i feel. I havent read a book or watch some good movie for ages now, i have totaly no desire to do so.

I look into the miror in the morning and i see a broken person. I see no one. I spoke with many people who told me and keep telling me i am a nice person. I smile, say thank you and thats it, but i wanna feel it, too. And for some stupid reason i cant. I wanna see myself thro eyes of someone else cuz when i look thro my own, it usualy makes me cry.

I am sorry for rambing in your thread FuryFurry, today is obviously not my day. One of those when i should just stfu lol. Things will get better eventualy. Cuz i am so damn strong. Now i am not sure if its good or bad.

I am okay ya know, just dont feel like dancing. But i used too!! And i want it back. :(
 
kinky_meh said:
I look into the miror in the morning and i see a broken person. I see no one. I spoke with many people who told me and keep telling me i am a nice person. I smile, say thank you and thats it, but i wanna feel it, too. And for some stupid reason i cant. I wanna see myself thro eyes of someone else cuz when i look thro my own, it usualy makes me cry.

Hugs, hugs, hugs....... I know.. I know... Nothing I can say will make you see yourself differently. The words are empty unless you allow yourself to 'feel' them... Perhaps you will get a glance of yourself when you look into your children's eyes... You'll see, even if only for a moment, that strong person they love and depend on. Let that little sparkle in their eyes remind you how important you are and how much you are loved.

I am sorry for rambing in your thread FuryFurry, today is obviously not my day. One of those when i should just stfu lol. Things will get better eventualy. Cuz i am so damn strong. Now i am not sure if its good or bad.

I am okay ya know, just dont feel like dancing. But i used too!! And i want it back. :(
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YES!!!!! You ARE so damn strong!!! YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And it's good. :) hugs

Put on a song that's good for dancing... Pick up one of your little ones and dance. Watch them smile.. Look at the sparkles in their eyes...
 
closerIam said:

YES!!!!! You ARE so damn strong!!! YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And it's good. :) hugs

Put on a song that's good for dancing... Pick up one of your little ones and dance. Watch them smile.. Look at the sparkles in their eyes...
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I love you S. :heart::kiss:

You are right with the kids, they make me smile. And i am lucky i have them. I need them. And i like to think they need me too, yes.

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kinky_meh said:
I love you S. :heart::kiss:

You are right with the kids, they make me smile. And i am lucky i have them. I need them. And i like to think they need me too, yes.

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"Mother" is the word for God on the lips of every child.

Yes, they need you.:rose:
 
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SweetGigi said:
Have you ever had several things go wrong at once (a parent get sick, your car start acting up, your job becoming stressful), but some how you just can't seem to be upset by anything?
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Yes i know it when everything goes wrong at once. Its happens often here. As for the not being upset by anything, i really DO ENVY you this attitude. Feel free to teach tme that cuz i get upset by quite anything. And yes it SUCK.

Btw you are gorgeous woman Gigi!! I saw your pic in the other thread and WOW!! I wanna look like you lol. :eek:

:rose:
 
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