Have you ever . . .

[kinky_meh]

"Mother" is the word for God on the lips of every child.

Yes, they need you.

Well yes, the lil baby does needs me. My older daughter keep telling me my mom should be her mom tho, so... And i do understand that. My mom is fun and my girl loves it. Theres not that much fun with 'me', but i work on it. My kids deserves a bit more happier mom.

Not sure what would do that trick for me to be happy again tho. I am usualy just quiet and very serious. Not much fun for kids. But i try and do my best for them. If i had my kids when i was 18 yo i would have been so much better mom than i am right now. I used to fun, too. Hopefuly will be again, one sweet day.

And i really dont think that happiness is about a attitude, you really have to feel it inside. And i want. And do sometimes. But it always passes lol.

 

[faeriefire]

...felt like you were on the cusp of something really awesome...like you could do anything you set your mind to...indestructable and ready to take on the world...


...known how lucky you were to have good friends who show their love in large and small ways...knowing they would be there at your back *hugs* and *snuggles* around every corner...


...realized that love is infinate both in the giving and the receiving...

 

[rinka]

...felt like you were on the cusp of something really awesome...like you could do anything you set your mind to...indestructable and ready to take on the world...


...known how lucky you were to have good friends who show their love in large and small ways...knowing they would be there at your back *hugs* and *snuggles* around every corner...


...realized that love is infinate both in the giving and the receiving...

Yes, not today, but thankyou for reminding me of that feeling... I need a bit of that right now

Yes, my friends are my rock and my joy, more family than my family sometimes

Mhm...


Have you ever shared a random moment of connecting with someone, just once, and that moment stayed with you for a long long time?

 

[kinky_meh]

Yes, not today, but thankyou for reminding me of that feeling... I need a bit of that right now

Yes, my friends are my rock and my joy, more family than my family sometimes

Mhm...


Have you ever shared a random moment of connecting with someone, just once, and that moment stayed with you for a long long time?

Yes.

I will never forget that..

 

[FurryFury]

...felt like you were on the cusp of something really awesome...like you could do anything you set your mind to...indestructable and ready to take on the world...


...known how lucky you were to have good friends who show their love in large and small ways...knowing they would be there at your back *hugs* and *snuggles* around every corner...


...realized that love is infinate both in the giving and the receiving...

Rarely but that is a wonderful feeling!

 

[FurryFury]

Have you ever wake up asking yaself "will this be another ugly day?"

I noticed i feel this way quite often lately. I feel the bitterness getting under my skin and i fukin hate to feel like that. Something nice should happen for exchange. Not like i thought it will lol.

Yes, and it sucked but things got better eventually.

*HUG*

 

[FurryFury]

Well yes, the lil baby does needs me. My older daughter keep telling me my mom should be her mom tho, so... And i do understand that. My mom is fun and my girl loves it. Theres not that much fun with 'me', but i work on it. My kids deserves a bit more happier mom.

Not sure what would do that trick for me to be happy again tho. I am usualy just quiet and very serious. Not much fun for kids. But i try and do my best for them. If i had my kids when i was 18 yo i would have been so much better mom than i am right now. I used to fun, too. Hopefuly will be again, one sweet day.

And i really dont think that happiness is about a attitude, you really have to feel it inside. And i want. And do sometimes. But it always passes lol.

I actually think attitude has a lot to do with happiness. I think positive affirmations can help. When you don't feel it inside you need to work on it. There is a lot of good in faking it until you do make it, IMO.

*hug*

 

[FurryFury]

Yes, not today, but thankyou for reminding me of that feeling... I need a bit of that right now

Yes, my friends are my rock and my joy, more family than my family sometimes

Mhm...


Have you ever shared a random moment of connecting with someone, just once, and that moment stayed with you for a long long time?

Oh yes! that is sooo amazing when something like that happens. It's happened to me with no words being exchanged.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Have you ever feel like theres some kind of intruder in your body? Somethin that poisons your moods, sucks up all your energy and leaves you empty, numb and exhausted???



I did almost nothing today, but I am so exhausted. Running totaly out of energy.

I got so much things to do, but cannot make myself do a thing. Good I live on my own! cuz my mom would kill me lol. Oh well, its not like the things that needs to be done will run away so I will do it tomorrow hopefuly. Who cares. I surely dont. Right now I cannot be bothered at all. Maybe tomorrow.

Sometimes I feel like a holey vase. No matter what or how much you pour into it, its totaly empty really fucking fast. Kinda annoying. I am.

 

[closerIam]

Have you ever feel like theres some kind of intruder in your body? Somethin that poisons your moods, sucks up all your energy and leaves you empty, numb and exhausted???

(snip)

Sometimes I feel like a holey vase. No matter what or how much you pour into it, its totaly empty really fucking fast. Kinda annoying. I am.

*hugs hugs hugs*

I understand, K... I'm sorry you are feeling this way. It's hard to climb out of that dark place once you fall in...but you can do it. You have friends reaching out their hands to you. Reach out and accept their offers of kind words and hugs and whatever else you need. Wish I could give you a hug (and a swat!) in RL. *hugs*

 

[FurryFury]

Have you ever feel like theres some kind of intruder in your body? Somethin that poisons your moods, sucks up all your energy and leaves you empty, numb and exhausted???



I did almost nothing today, but I am so exhausted. Running totaly out of energy.

I got so much things to do, but cannot make myself do a thing. Good I live on my own! cuz my mom would kill me lol. Oh well, its not like the things that needs to be done will run away so I will do it tomorrow hopefuly. Who cares. I surely dont. Right now I cannot be bothered at all. Maybe tomorrow.

Sometimes I feel like a holey vase. No matter what or how much you pour into it, its totaly empty really fucking fast. Kinda annoying. I am.

You sound depressed.

*HUG*

Remember the story of the holey pot that was used to water the garden around it. Therefore it made a most beautiful contribution to the yard.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Well yea, kinda. ~soft smile~


Thank you for the kind words and for the hug FurryFury.

*HUGGS BACK*

 

[FurryFury]

You are very welcome.

*HUG*

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Have you ever sneeze while eating, with mouth full of food???

Well I didnt, but I saw someone who did! Was fuckin funny, food all over the place ya know. As much as funny it is, its also disgusting when it happens. I was still ROFL when it happened to her tho. lol

 

[FurryFury]

LOL!

Gross!

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

LOL!

Gross!

Well it was funny really and she laughed too!

 

[FuckFantasy]

YES! I get sooo... emotional sometimes. Sometimes I don't realize that I'm upset until someone swoops in and baffles me by doing a kind thing for me, and I get upset because I realize how stressed I've been and how much I needed a sweet person to say or do something nice.

And I'll probably weep tears of joy right now if someone could assist me in getting my profile pic to show up in threads! If you look at my profile, you can see my picture, but oddly enough it won't show up in posts. What am I doing wrong? Thanks!

 

[the_mgp]

Your profile picture and avatar (the pic you can see when people post in the forums) are separate. You need to have 100 posts before you can upload an avatar

 

[FuckFantasy]

Bless your heart! Thanks, mystery solved! ;D

 

[the_mgp]

No worries mate

 

[VelvetDarkness]

Also, the avatar must be no larger than 150x150 pixels or 15KB. If you have trouble resizing the image you want when the time comes, there are some talented peeps on the How To forum who will happily oblige.

 

[FurryFury]

Have you ever wondered why raisin bread loaves are soooo small?

*whimper*

 

[FurryFury]

Have you ever thought, please just give me a tiny break life, just a tiny little break?

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Have you ever thought, please just give me a tiny break life, just a tiny little break?

Yea, I feel like that very often...


Hope you feel better soon FurryFury! *HUGGS*

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Have you ever wished to just break down and FINALY hit the bottom, so you could eventualy start getting better?????