God Fucking Dammitall To Hell!!!!!!!!!!!

[nasty1]

Well, it looks like your friend nasty1 wont be alive for much longer. Remember a few months ago, I was talking about a girl I was interested in? Well, she told me, "I'm not ready to be bogged down." Even a few weeks ago, when she told me another guy wanted her number, she didn't know what she wanted. NOW, she just e-mailed me, &, told me she & him are going out. HELLO!!! You tell me you don't know what you want, THEN, go out with him, after I tell you how I feel about you, &, I would be disappointed in you if you went with him. I guess I'll never find anyone,(I know I wont, since, EVERYONE I like, is taken, &, the one friend I HAD stabbed me in the back.) Suicide is the answer, people. So, if you don't hear from me, you'll know why.

 

[k¡tty]

OMFG Nasty!!



Lemme just say from someone who's been screwed over in relationships again and again that taking your life period.. much less because of some ignorant twit isn't the way to h andle things.

 

[Guest]

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[mbb308]

Suicide is never the answer. It is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

Always.

 

[Johnny Mayberry]

No reason to die...you'll miss what comes next, and you can't say for certain taht it won't be better.

 

[Debbie]

Nasty don't say this, ok?
Nothing is worth taking your life over.
I am sorry things aren't working out the
way you want but there is someone out
there for you.
Take care.

 

[glamorilla]

i feel the same.

i'm all alone too nasty and if i can find the strength to go on so can you.

you're here among friends. post some sad song lyrics,look at dirty pictures,make some jokes till youre tired enough to fall asleep and be here tomorrow.

 

[k¡tty]

btw sugar this is His_kitty ... I changed my nick almost two weeks ago.



I just wish you'd come and talk to us cause we do care.

 

[nasty1]

Everyone,

I wont commit suicide. I'm too damn chicken for that. I feel bad for making you all worry. BUT!!! This girl did not only stab me in the back, she was my 1(yes, you read right,)person in RL who I humg ou with,(siblings don't include, cause, their your blood,)) whom I hung out with,(after work.) And, that was great going o the movies, &, thinking your life,(albeit no sex life,)was getting it's(pardon the phrase,)shit back together. But, NOW, having it all come crashing down on you is EXTREMELY painful. So, the fact that I am too chicken to die, so, I have to live with the EXCRUCIATING pain, makes it seem all the more worse having to live with. If dating & making friends was easy for me, then, it wouldn't seem so bad. But, unfortunetely, cause of my Spina Bifida, it makes making friends,(and, potential girlfriends,)REALLY difficult.

 

[nasty1]

btw sugar this is His_kitty ... I changed my nick almost two weeks ago.



I just wish you'd come and talk to us cause we do care.

I know you mean well, but, I feel so hurt right now, &, just so upset, that really doesn't do uch good. Hell, here come teh waterworks*crying*

 

[k¡tty]

There is no shame in crying nasty. It's our way to release those toxins in us.


I am terribly glad that you aren't going to commit suicide, and even while I don't have to deal with everything that you do on a daily basis.. we just have to keep believing that tomorrow will get better.

 

[nasty1]

i feel the same.

i'm all alone too nasty and if i can find the strength to go on so can you.

you're here among friends. post some sad song lyrics,look at dirty pictures,make some jokes till youre tired enough to fall asleep and be here tomorrow.

I'm so pissed, I don't really feel like making jokes. And, since it was a girl that I could of potentially had intimate relations with, that makes thinking about sex all the more difficult.

 

[nasty1]

There is no shame in crying nasty. It's our way to release those toxins in us.


I am terribly glad that you aren't going to commit suicide, and even while I don't have to deal with everything that you do on a daily basis.. we just have to keep believing that tomorrow will get better.

Yeah. Maybe your tommorrow. I can accept the fact that she's going out with someone else,(well sort of,)cause, I wasn't getting any before, so, I'm used to it. What I CAN'T accept, is, that she told me she was't interested in any relationship,and, (up until now,) she was my only friend IRL. Sory, I hope you understand what I mean.

 

[SpiceCake]

*lots of hugs*

 

[mbb308]

Look at it this way - it probably has worked out for the best in the long run. What we want right now isn't always what's best long term.

Something better will come your way. I've been waiting a while myself, but I haven't given up hope, either.

 

[k¡tty]

Yeah. Maybe your tommorrow. I can accept the fact that she's going out with someone else,(well sort of,)cause, I wasn't getting any before, so, I'm used to it. What I CAN'T accept, is, that she told me she was't interested in any relationship,and, (up until now,) she was my only friend IRL. Sory, I hope you understand what I mean.

I know what you meant hon. I also know that it won't help you for me to say all the mean things about her I want to right now.. just know they are there.

While you might not have many friends irl you do have friends here.. small comfort but still something none the less.

 

[nasty1]

Look at it this way - it probably has worked out for the best in the long run. What we want right now isn't always what's best long term.

Something better will come your way. I've been waiting a while myself, but I haven't given up hope, either.

I'm not really that upset that she is going out with someone else,(well, a AM a bit.) I'm use to not having a date. What I REALLY am pissed about is that I told her I was interested in her, yet, she said she wasn't ready for a serious relationship. SWo, either she changed her mind overnight, or, blatenly lied to me. That, and the fact she was my only friend IRL that I hung out with,(relatives & acquiantances don't count.)

 

[glamorilla]

I'm so pissed, I don't really feel like making jokes. And, since it was a girl that I could of potentially had intimate relations with, that makes thinking about sex all the more difficult.

would the micheal jackson dead baby game cheer you up?

 

[nasty1]

I know what you meant hon. I also know that it won't help you for me to say all the mean things about her I want to right now.. just know they are there.

While you might not have many friends irl you do have friends here.. small comfort but still something none the less.

Again, I know you mean well, &, for what it's worth, I appriciate it. But, Lit. can't take me out to a movie, &, hang out with me, making my life seem someone happy & worthwhile. Guess I'll have to go back being a loser, &, hanging out with my Dad. I just LOVE going to a movie, seeing everyone else with a bunch of friends,(or girlfriends,)&, there I am with my Dad.

 

[nasty1]

would the micheal jackson dead baby game cheer you up?

Thanks Glam. That's the 1st smile I've had in the past half hour.

 

[mbb308]

I'm not really that upset that she is going out with someone else,(well, a AM a bit.) I'm use to not having a date. What I REALLY am pissed about is that I told her I was interested in her, yet, she said she wasn't ready for a serious relationship. SWo, either she changed her mind overnight, or, blatenly lied to me. That, and the fact she was my only friend IRL that I hung out with,(relatives & acquiantances don't count.)

Expand your horizons. You'll meet people, make friends, and get to know some nice people - guys and girls. Someone will know someone you want to meet.

It happens every day.

Just suit up and show up. That's that part that's on you. The rest will take care of itself.

 

[nasty1]

Expand your horizons. You'll meet people, make friends, and get to know some nice people - guys and girls. Someone will know someone you want to meet.

It happens every day.

Just suit up and show up. That's that part that's on you. The rest will take care of itself.

I HAVE expanded my horizons. The problem, is, evyone I know is either attached, or, in their late 30's & older.

 

[mbb308]

I HAVE expanded my horizons. The problem, is, evyone I know is either attached, or, in their late 30's & older.

Yeah, but the 30-somethings aren't dead yet. I dated mostly women pushing 40 before I was 30, and I didn't mind it a bit.

Then, I met someone my own age.

When it happened, not when I wanted it to.

Patience isn't my long suit, either, but I'm fairly good at it these days.

 

[nasty1]

Yeah, but the 30-somethings aren't dead yet. I dated mostly women pushing 40 before I was 30, and I didn't mind it a bit.

Then, I met someone my own age.

When it happened, not when I wanted it to.

Patience isn't my long suit, either, but I'm fairly good at it these days.

But, the older ones are already married.