Well the boy and I have been dating for a little over a year now.. and Ive introduced a few things/let him know its okay to be all dom on me.. Never really pushed him.. never really made him feel guilty for not doing it..
yet it seems like once again we're at a dead end.. where I have to find a way to dig out and get him started up again...
After all this time of not being used properly and just... 'fucking'. I have this strange feeling and fear that Im getting rusty.. that if something happends and Im in a good situation again *not saying he's not good for me* I dunno if I'll be able to match my standards :/
Am I just being stupid for thinking this at all?
yet it seems like once again we're at a dead end.. where I have to find a way to dig out and get him started up again...
After all this time of not being used properly and just... 'fucking'. I have this strange feeling and fear that Im getting rusty.. that if something happends and Im in a good situation again *not saying he's not good for me* I dunno if I'll be able to match my standards :/
Am I just being stupid for thinking this at all?
