Etoile's Corner

[Etoile]

Okay, here's my little thread for babbling randomly with people who know my sexual proclivities and whatnot. Which is to say, my friends here!

I am feeling all anxious tonight. I am going to go see Daddy this weekend but I am just feeling very apathetic about packing and hauling myself to the bus station after work tomorrow. Once I'm on the bus, I'll probably be fine, but meanwhile I am totally anxious. I want to see Daddy, of course, but the logistics are freaking me out. Hmm, maybe I'll take one of the wife's Ativans. That would calm me down. (She doesn't use them much anymore.)

Yeah, I called her the wife. She told me a little bit ago that it would be okay if I did that. Most of the time I just use "girlfriend" but sometimes I use wife now. She says we're practically married anyway!

Once she comes back upstairs I will be giving her the computer again so that I can have control over the TV. I am watching Stargate right now and then it will be a 3-hour CSI marathon, starting on Spike and moving to whatever channel CSI usually airs on - I think it's a rerun but I probably didn't see it in the first place.

Oy, I have a headache! Anyway, love you all.

 

[Quint]

Sounds busy but fun! Do you have any special plans for what to do once you're there, or do you two tend to play it by ear?

(I'm snooping because I love how your relationship works!)

 

[WriterDom]

I'm glad you dropped the pronoun thingy.

 

[InnerDarkness]

Oh please be SURE to keep us posted Etoile! I am just fascinated by all the fun you get to have....

move over Delia Day...Etoile is my new obsession!

 

[snowy ciara]

(I'm snooping because I love how your relationship works!)

Me too. I think you mentioned once a long time ago on another thread (obviously ) that your girlfriend was spending the day with your daddy. I remember thinking how cool it was.

 

[FungiUg]

Me, I'm just stalking.

 

[snowy ciara]

sitting in Etoile's corner waiting for her to get back and admiring Fungi's backside

 

[redelicious]

She says we're practically married anyway!

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Once she comes back upstairs I will be giving her the computer again so that I can have control over the TV.

Yep, that's about right. I hope the weekend was a good one.

 

[Etoile]

Sounds busy but fun! Do you have any special plans for what to do once you're there, or do you two tend to play it by ear?

(I'm snooping because I love how your relationship works!)

Hee! We pretty much always play it by ear. Sometimes Daddy has plans - which may or may not be sexual - but most of the time we just get together to spend time together and whatever happens, happens. But that usually includes fucking.

 

[Etoile]

I'm glad you dropped the pronoun thingy.

I didn't, really. Sorry! Is it really that much trouble for you? http://www.amanita.net/images/smilies/frowny.gif

 

[Etoile]

Oh please be SURE to keep us posted Etoile! I am just fascinated by all the fun you get to have....

move over Delia Day...Etoile is my new obsession!

Heh! I've been through a lot of heartache in the past couple of years (mostly my own fault) but I think I've finally reached a point where I can have fun.

I wonder whatever happened to Delia Day, though...

 

[Etoile]

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Yep, that's about right. I hope the weekend was a good one.

Ha! Yeah, we have a lot of little things like that worked out.

So far the weekend is going pretty well; Daddy and I had some serious stuff to talk about and I got pretty anxious about it, but we watched some porn and I forgot all about my anxiety! http://www.amanita.net/images/smilies/haha.gif

I'll let you know more soon...

 

[Betticus]

Okay, I have to admit that I'm becoming fascinated with this too.

 

[RavenSpirit2k4]

I'm confused. Daddy? Wife? You have one of each? I thought they were the same person.

 

[Etoile]

I'm confused. Daddy? Wife? You have one of each? I thought they were the same person.

Nope, they are two different people. Check out my sig. I am in a poly relationship with two other people.

 

[Etoile]

Okay, I have to admit that I'm becoming fascinated with this too.

Hee, thanks! It's nice to feel that I'm fascinating.

http://www.hut.fi/~spock/gif/spock2.gif

 

[Betticus]

I'm jealous too. I don't have a little girl of my own to fuss over and play with. Damnit!

I would love to hear what it is like for you to have your daddy though, what it means to you and what it feels like. I can't really relay my thoughts from my side too well without it sounding like it's bordering on something very not okay in any society. I will try though.

It's an emotional thing for me. When a girl calls me daddy it warms me up from the inside out. It makes me feel protective and nurturing and loved all at the same time. There is a level of trust and closeness that I can only picture happening at a time before you become jaded by the world. There is a naughy factor involved too with being called daddy. It's not always sex either, some of my girl friends call me daddy when we are alone and they just need a hug or to flirt and play a little. They know that they are safe with me. That nothing bad can get to them.

It's innocence and trust and closeness. It's a way for me to let down my guards and let her in when she needs to be comforted. It makes sex intensely intimate. Very close and a little dirty. This whole daddy/little girl thing is quite special.

 

[RavenSpirit2k4]

It's an emotional thing for me. When a girl calls me daddy it warms me up from the inside out. It makes me feel protective and nurturing and loved all at the same time. There is a level of trust and closeness that I can only picture happening at a time before you become jaded by the world. There is a naughy factor involved too with being called daddy. It's not always sex either, some of my girl friends call me daddy when we are alone and they just need a hug or to flirt and play a little. They know that they are safe with me. That nothing bad can get to them.

I guess that confirms it - I am a daddy domme. That's pretty much how I feel and how I want things to be with my subs.

Still prefer to be called Mistress though. Actually, I kind of have a taste for the ancient-world style pleasure slaves too. So it's kind of both those combined.

I hope that made sense. I need sleep.

 

[Betticus]

I guess that confirms it - I am a daddy domme. That's pretty much how I feel and how I want things to be with my subs.

Still prefer to be called Mistress though. Actually, I kind of have a taste for the ancient-world style pleasure slaves too. So it's kind of both those combined.

I hope that made sense. I need sleep.

That made perfect sense to me. I want to hear the sub side of it though. I know what I feel like and how I love it but I need to hear from the little girl side.

 

[MissTaken]

Hello Etoile!



I was just popping in to see what you may have done to be put in the corner?

 

[CherryPop22]

That made perfect sense to me. I want to hear the sub side of it though. I know what I feel like and how I love it but I need to hear from the little girl side.

It is a big protection thing for me. I need my daddy to protect me at all times. It is not just about sex it is a feeling a baby and daddy share. Daddy knows her inner most dirty secrets but loves her anyway. He teachers her how to be the best person she can be and picks her up when she falls down. There is just so many aspects of this relationship.

 

[Etoile]

I'm jealous too. I don't have a little girl of my own to fuss over and play with. Damnit!

I would love to hear what it is like for you to have your daddy though, what it means to you and what it feels like. I can't really relay my thoughts from my side too well without it sounding like it's bordering on something very not okay in any society. I will try though.

It's an emotional thing for me. When a girl calls me daddy it warms me up from the inside out. It makes me feel protective and nurturing and loved all at the same time. There is a level of trust and closeness that I can only picture happening at a time before you become jaded by the world. There is a naughy factor involved too with being called daddy. It's not always sex either, some of my girl friends call me daddy when we are alone and they just need a hug or to flirt and play a little. They know that they are safe with me. That nothing bad can get to them.

It's innocence and trust and closeness. It's a way for me to let down my guards and let her in when she needs to be comforted. It makes sex intensely intimate. Very close and a little dirty. This whole daddy/little girl thing is quite special.

Oooh, that sounds very accurate. I will definitely still think about what my Daddy means to me, and maybe I will ask em about it too - how e feels being my Daddy.

Sounds like a great "journal project" to share.

 

[Etoile]

Hello Etoile!



I was just popping in to see what you may have done to be put in the corner?

Ha, I hadn't thought of that! I guess rather than putting me in the corner for something bad, it's more that I prefer to have my back to the wall so I can see what's going on around me. In restaurants I always take the seat closest to the wall, looking out at the rest of the customers. So in a corner I can see everybody, I guess!

 

[CutieMouse]

*****

 

[Betticus]

I forgot to mention. The protective feeling.

God help anyone who tries to come between me and my little girl or hurts her.