Distance Domination-Support Thread

[myinnerslut]

Thats so great myinnerslut, I'm really happy for you!


I just saw mine for the last time for a month yesterday, which is really a bummer. I was in tears for much of the bus ride back last night.

But then again, only a month to wait!

*nods*

im always in tears afetr we sayi goodbye for a long timie, whether its on a bus, in an airport of him walking away from my house. {{hugs}}

 

[EmpressFi]

YAY MIS! That is great news

The first time we separated, he cried...

The second, it was my turn to sob while he comforted me...

Each time .. we both get a little weepy.. and last time.. he asked me if the pain was worth it..

A week from Friday..and he'll be here for 4 days..

I cant wait until we move to Cleveland.. he'll only be a 4 to 8 hour drive.. no more waiting 3 months...

 

[~His Kitten~]

I didn't cry until two nights later. Delayed reaction I guess. I just started bawling. It felt like the world had ended and was crushing me. I couldn't breath. Thankfully he there to help me through it, otherwise I might have done something not so healthy to cope with it. And I totally agree, the emotional pain and bad days are very much worth it.

 

[00Syd]

Its always worth it.

 

[myinnerslut]

Its always worth it.

agreed. just remind of that next time im having once of those bad days.

 

[serijules]

It's strange, but I no longer cry when I leave or have the crashy days afterwards. I used to start getting weepy a day in advance of leaving, cry at the airport, cry when I got home for a few days....

Now I'm just....happy. Not at having left her or being apart, but thrilled for the time we had and knowing there will be many more. I spend my time at the airport smiling as I think of the fun we had, the closeness, etc.

I still MISS her, every day....I've just somehow gotten past focusing on that sadness. Took me a good 3 years but I'm very happy with the change. At first I felt GUILTY, wondering if this meant I somehow loved her less or was growing out of the relationship, but then I realized that I was actually growing in a positive way.

 

[00Syd]

It's strange, but I no longer cry when I leave or have the crashy days afterwards. I used to start getting weepy a day in advance of leaving, cry at the airport, cry when I got home for a few days....

Now I'm just....happy. Not at having left her or being apart, but thrilled for the time we had and knowing there will be many more. I spend my time at the airport smiling as I think of the fun we had, the closeness, etc.

I still MISS her, every day....I've just somehow gotten past focusing on that sadness. Took me a good 3 years but I'm very happy with the change. At first I felt GUILTY, wondering if this meant I somehow loved her less or was growing out of the relationship, but then I realized that I was actually growing in a positive way.

Thats so great! It sounds like you have a wonderful relationship. I can't imagine every getting to that point... but I hope I do. I still can't help but dwell on how long it will be until I feel his arms around me again.

 

[SubKekiLee]

It's strange, but I no longer cry when I leave or have the crashy days afterwards. I used to start getting weepy a day in advance of leaving, cry at the airport, cry when I got home for a few days....

Now I'm just....happy. Not at having left her or being apart, but thrilled for the time we had and knowing there will be many more. I spend my time at the airport smiling as I think of the fun we had, the closeness, etc.

I still MISS her, every day....I've just somehow gotten past focusing on that sadness. Took me a good 3 years but I'm very happy with the change. At first I felt GUILTY, wondering if this meant I somehow loved her less or was growing out of the relationship, but then I realized that I was actually growing in a positive way.

Seri...
I JUST love this.... I know how hard it had been for me to leave him as well.. the last time I saw him in Decemeber.. I wanted to cry.. but didnt looked back at the time we spent and felt complete.. and now I am on my way to see him again in 2 weeks and I am so looking forward to it..
and I know I wont be sad cause I know it is only a matter of time before I see him again..

 

[MasterPhoenix]

Today has been a hard day... I don't know why....

not enough booze to kill the pain
somewhere I hope to find the sane
day to day to night to day
living until I find my way
to get home
where I belong

 

[Little_Kitten]

Hey people! I'm not dead yet.

So... I've been with my love(god I'm just gonna call him Chris from now on x_x) from 19th of December till 10th of January. But since I got home I've been on such an emotional roller coaster Been crying the whole week after I got home(but that was because I was stressed about other things too).

But now I'm just depressed alot of the time. Sometimes I'm perfectly fine, and then my mood crashes in a second, and apparently I'm stressing Chris out too now. Cos I just wont get better. I'm like a ticking bomb.

I don't really know what to do though. Trying to keep my mood up, but it's hard.


Anyways, how are you all?

 

[EmpressFi]

Hey people! I'm not dead yet.

So... I've been with my love(god I'm just gonna call him Chris from now on x_x) from 19th of December till 10th of January. But since I got home I've been on such an emotional roller coaster Been crying the whole week after I got home(but that was because I was stressed about other things too).

But now I'm just depressed alot of the time. Sometimes I'm perfectly fine, and then my mood crashes in a second, and apparently I'm stressing Chris out too now. Cos I just wont get better. I'm like a ticking bomb.

I don't really know what to do though. Trying to keep my mood up, but it's hard.


Anyways, how are you all?

*hugs* I get that way too.. as does my Master, especially the week before a visit.. and the week after. Sometimes he says, through sniffles, "It's not like we're never going to see each other again..."

LDR's are an emotional roller coaster at times, just cling to each other. This too shall pass.

 

[EmpressFi]

Its always worth it.

That's what I told him, that it's always worth it.. and now we just remind ourselves that soon .. soon we'll be closer.

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

Today has been a hard day... I don't know why....

not enough booze to kill the pain
somewhere I hope to find the sane
day to day to night to day
living until I find my way
to get home
where I belong

Leaving you HUGS

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

Hey people! I'm not dead yet.

So... I've been with my love(god I'm just gonna call him Chris from now on x_x) from 19th of December till 10th of January. But since I got home I've been on such an emotional roller coaster Been crying the whole week after I got home(but that was because I was stressed about other things too).

But now I'm just depressed alot of the time. Sometimes I'm perfectly fine, and then my mood crashes in a second, and apparently I'm stressing Chris out too now. Cos I just wont get better. I'm like a ticking bomb.

I don't really know what to do though. Trying to keep my mood up, but it's hard.


Anyways, how are you all?

Good to hear from you Kitten..Glad that you got to spend time with your love...

It is hard to keep your moods up...Hope that things will get better for you..

HUGS for you

 

[00Syd]

Hey people! I'm not dead yet.

So... I've been with my love(god I'm just gonna call him Chris from now on x_x) from 19th of December till 10th of January. But since I got home I've been on such an emotional roller coaster Been crying the whole week after I got home(but that was because I was stressed about other things too).

But now I'm just depressed alot of the time. Sometimes I'm perfectly fine, and then my mood crashes in a second, and apparently I'm stressing Chris out too now. Cos I just wont get better. I'm like a ticking bomb.

I don't really know what to do though. Trying to keep my mood up, but it's hard.


Anyways, how are you all?

I get like that too sometimes, but it always passes. That mood comes and goes. Just keep on living and soon the mood will pass, and then soon you'll be together again.
*Hugs!*

I'm just sort of getting back to normal after seeing him last weekend, but knowing me I'll probably just break down randomly in the middle of the month. Haha oh well.

 

[myinnerslut]

you know my life has been insanely busy becuas i am going to see A in a week, and i havnt even thought about packing yet. far too much craziness in my life right now.

 

[00Syd]

you know my life has been insanely busy becuas i am going to see A in a week, and i havnt even thought about packing yet. far too much craziness in my life right now.

Mostly good craziness, I hope!

 

[EmpressFi]

you know my life has been insanely busy becuas i am going to see A in a week, and i havnt even thought about packing yet. far too much craziness in my life right now.

I know that feeling.. we're packing to move, we've also got our other significant others coming in next weekend.. and Master has two finals he needs help with... it's madness

 

[myinnerslut]

Mostly good craziness, I hope!

I know that feeling.. we're packing to move, we've also got our other significant others coming in next weekend.. and Master has two finals he needs help with... it's madness

unfortunatly not such good craziness. school is overwhelmingly busy, and other obligations are just making it worse. not to mention my shouder has been acting up again which is sapping my energy.

A actually called me up to remind me that i was coming to visit i a week becuase i had become so involved in life this week i had completly forgotten i had break coming up.

 

[00Syd]

unfortunatly not such good craziness. school is overwhelmingly busy, and other obligations are just making it worse. not to mention my shouder has been acting up again which is sapping my energy.

A actually called me up to remind me that i was coming to visit i a week becuase i had become so involved in life this week i had completly forgotten i had break coming up.

I'm sorry to hear your having a rough time, I understand how busy school can be. Its tough about your shoulder, I hope it feels better. You'll pull through it all, I'm sure! And soon you'll have break

 

[Little_Kitten]

Thanks for your support people.. Right now I feel good actually.. Whent through a long talk with Chris... and.. it just made me feel so much better ^_^
I just hope it lasts, and that things will change now.

 

[00Syd]

Thanks for your support people.. Right now I feel good actually.. Whent through a long talk with Chris... and.. it just made me feel so much better ^_^
I just hope it lasts, and that things will change now.

Thats great! I hope everything works out. I'm happy for you and so glad that your feeling good

 

[MasterPhoenix]

Leaving you HUGS

Thanks, DWB.... Right back atcha....

 

[Eiseria]

...and it was no where near as fulfilling as when He's on the phone. it usually still leaves me feeling unsatisfied. there's even been times that He told me i could, and i didn't, simply because it's not the same. anyone else feel this way??

Oh my Goddess! You are so correct!

 

[Eiseria]

Thank you all so much for this thread!