Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!

I've shared with my wife fantasies of sharing her with other men, swinging, etc. eventually this became part of our bedroom talk with her expressing some interest too, but is a very "fantasy only" way. Having sex with celebrities etc, almost never a more real life scenario.
I think she doesn't know the extent of my interest. That it's my primary fantasy and that under the right scenario, I'd like to see it happen. It's been hard being completely honest with her because she was very judgmental earlier in our marriage.
I think her interest would be a hall pass, open relationship scenario. She's allowed to have a tryst on a trip or flies to another city to be the sex toy of her celebrity crush for a weekend. Almost a cuckold situation without humiliation. she doesn't know that I'd like to see her gangbanged or have her pull a train. Complete with spit roasting, DP, DVP, etc. a bit more depraved than her version, lol.

While having sex talk recently she also indicated that she wouldn't mind being with a black guy. She had never expressed an interest in that before. That also piqued my interest as its been another fantasy of mine.

I've made it very clear that Id find it very sexy to hear of her sexual exploits before we were married, but I'm afraid she was quite a good girl. drat! I hope that she has some deep, dark sexual experiences she'll eventually share with me but I doubt it.
 
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I've shared with my wife fantasies of sharing her with other men, swinging, etc. eventually this became part of our bedroom talk with her expressing some interest too, but is a very "fantasy only" way. Having sex with celebrities etc, almost never a more real life scenario.
I think she doesn't know the extent of my interest. That it's my primary fantasy and that under the right scenario, I'd like to see it happen. It's been hard being completely honest with her because she was very judgmental earlier in our marriage.
I think her interest would be a hall pass, open relationship scenario. She's allowed to have a tryst on a trip or flies to another city to be the sex toy of her celebrity crush for a weekend. Almost a cuckold situation without humiliation. she doesn't know that I'd like to see her gangbanged or have her pull a train. Complete with spit roasting, DP, DVP, etc. a bit more depraved than her version, lol.

While having sex talk recently she also indicated that she wouldn't mind being with a black guy. She had never expressed an interest in that before. That also piqued my interest as its been another fantasy of mine.

I've made it very clear that Id find it very sexy to hear of her sexual exploits before we were married, but I'm afraid she was quite a good girl. drat! I hope that she has some deep, dark sexual experiences she'll eventually share with me but I doubt it.
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We don't have any secrets. We are open with each other and all of our friends and family about everything we do, sexually and otherwise.
 
Dreams and fantasies i keep from my husband are how my fantasies of another man fucking me on our maritial bed as he watches. A nicely hung, endowed show him how he fucks his loving caring religious wife. Hotwife sharing stories place such thoughts in my mind. I masturbate myself into intense volcanic Orgasms. If only he knew.



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Cum Fantasies

Yes, my wife knows I am a crossdresser, I am bi-curious and that I am currently looking for an FWB, but does not know about my fascination with cum. I love watching videos of guys giving and getting creampies, facials, and of course eating it. This is one thing I may keep to myself.
 
She doesn't know that I used to be actively bisexual. I've cruised gay parks, been to gay bars. I love getting fucked up the ass. All my fantasies are gay.
She suspects, but doesn't know for sure.
I'm pretty sure I've slept with more men than she has.
 
40 years ago, I was having sex with my husband's parents and their friends, for about a year, when hubby was off at sporting events. His Dad fucked me in every hole, shared me with his friends etc. I have fisted his mom and she has eaten his cum from my pussy.

When I stopped it, he was cool with it, but she took a long time to forgive me, only once she knew for sure I would keep the secret.

She is still alive and I'll only tell him when she has gone.
 
40 years ago, I was having sex with my husband's parents and their friends, for about a year, when hubby was off at sporting events. His Dad fucked me in every hole, shared me with his friends etc. I have fisted his mom and she has eaten his cum from my pussy.

When I stopped it, he was cool with it, but she took a long time to forgive me, only once she knew for sure I would keep the secret.

She is still alive and I'll only tell him when she has gone.

How do you expect him to react
 
Yes, my wife knows I am a crossdresser, I am bi-curious and that I am currently looking for an FWB, but does not know about my fascination with cum. I love watching videos of guys giving and getting creampies, facials, and of course eating it. This is one thing I may keep to myself.

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He doesn’t know.

I worked as a stripper in Toronto from the time I was 18 to 23

During this time I also worked at a massage parlour..

I wished I had the opportunity to have sex with some of my regulars.

I think this is where I got my desire to be with much older men

And he doesn’t know my online activities
 
Not very long ago, in a moment of candor (after smoking a joint!) I confessed to my wife of more than thirty years that as a teenager I had been my best friend's eager and willing personal cocksucker all through high school, and that I enjoyed sucking his very big cock every day as soon as we returned home from school. She was surprised, but ultimately dismissed this as adolescent sexual experimentation, which in a sense, I guess it was. I omitted telling her that I'm still a Cocksucker and that I regularly meet with men to suck their cocks.
 
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He doesn’t know.

I worked as a stripper in Toronto from the time I was 18 to 23

During this time I also worked at a massage parlour..

I wished I had the opportunity to have sex with some of my regulars.

I think this is where I got my desire to be with much older men

And he doesn’t know my online activities

All of this sounds pretty exciting. But I’m assuming your hubby wouldn’t be thrilled to hear this.
 
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