Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!

Dreams and fantasies i keep from my husband are how my fantasies of another man fucking me on our maritial bed as he watches. A nicely hung, endowed show him how he fucks his loving caring religious wife. Hotwife sharing stories place such thoughts in my mind. I masturbate myself into intense volcanic Orgasms. If only he knew.

You should’ve found a husband that encourages your fantasies.
 
Dreams and fantasies i keep from my husband are how my fantasies of another man fucking me on our maritial bed as he watches. A nicely hung, endowed show him how he fucks his loving caring religious wife. Hotwife sharing stories place such thoughts in my mind. I masturbate myself into intense volcanic Orgasms. If only he knew.

I have a feeling you already know he'd never go for it. That's too bad. If you were my wife I'm sure it would've happened for you by now.
 
I wore panties twice

Never told anyone this before. When I was in my late teens I was visiting a friend who had moved away after high school. He was house sitting for a relative. It was a large home with a large pool complete with change room and showers in the back yard. We had been swimming and after in the change room he commented on how very tiny my penis was. It is naturally very small but after the swim it had shrivelled to miniscule proportions. In his case his very large member if it had suffered shrinkage it hardly mattered and he was hung like a donkey compared to a hamster. I admit we had played around a bit when we were much younger but that was eons ago. There was a pair of girls bikini bottoms left hanging about and he asked me to put them on. I obliged. He pressed me up against the wall and pushed his cock against mine inside the panties and started rubbing against me. He said I was like a girl and my cock was like a clit. I got an erection and came first before he exploded on my belly. I have lived for the most part lived a hetero life since then but he came out of the closet when he was in university about a year later.
 
I think most of the time I have been on the side of being the secret kept from a spouse or partner.

I think my biggest one was when a friend of mine asked me if I'd help her give her husband a threesome as a naughty gift. We did and then her husband and I continued to hookup for a few months following.
 
Dreams and fantasies i keep from my husband are how my fantasies of another man fucking me on our maritial bed as he watches. A nicely hung, endowed show him how he fucks his loving caring religious wife. Hotwife sharing stories place such thoughts in my mind. I masturbate myself into intense volcanic Orgasms. If only he knew.

Am I the only one to be totally turned on by Rosies’s post?

Hot! :)
 
Twice?

Never told anyone this before. When I was in my late teens I was visiting a friend who had moved away after high school. He was house sitting for a relative. It was a large home with a large pool complete with change room and showers in the back yard. We had been swimming and after in the change room he commented on how very tiny my penis was. It is naturally very small but after the swim it had shrivelled to miniscule proportions. In his case his very large member if it had suffered shrinkage it hardly mattered and he was hung like a donkey compared to a hamster. I admit we had played around a bit when we were much younger but that was eons ago. There was a pair of girls bikini bottoms left hanging about and he asked me to put them on. I obliged. He pressed me up against the wall and pushed his cock against mine inside the panties and started rubbing against me. He said I was like a girl and my cock was like a clit. I got an erection and came first before he exploded on my belly. I have lived for the most part lived a hetero life since then but he came out of the closet when he was in university about a year later.

This is one of the hottest responses here, and deserves it's own topic and section! But you hint at 'twice'... tell us about the other time?
 
Never told anyone this before. When I was in my late teens I was visiting a friend who had moved away after high school. He was house sitting for a relative. It was a large home with a large pool complete with change room and showers in the back yard. We had been swimming and after in the change room he commented on how very tiny my penis was. It is naturally very small but after the swim it had shrivelled to miniscule proportions. In his case his very large member if it had suffered shrinkage it hardly mattered and he was hung like a donkey compared to a hamster. I admit we had played around a bit when we were much younger but that was eons ago. There was a pair of girls bikini bottoms left hanging about and he asked me to put them on. I obliged. He pressed me up against the wall and pushed his cock against mine inside the panties and started rubbing against me. He said I was like a girl and my cock was like a clit. I got an erection and came first before he exploded on my belly. I have lived for the most part lived a hetero life since then but he came out of the closet when he was in university about a year later.

What a hot story, I would so enjoy reading a longer version of this and what went thru your mind when you decided to wear the bikini.
 
As human beings we all have those secrets we keep to ourselfs. My feelings, desires and fantasies are my secrets i keep to myself. The reason why my husband has no knowledge of. Secrets work both ways. Words and thoughts create erotic passions.

Words are nothing else than the formulation of our thoughts.
We write what we think.

How I love reading about what others thoughts are. ,)
 
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... The last 4 years

She still thinks I'm bi curious and sub-curious. What she doesn't know is that I went to an interracial bi party and sucked a few BBC's. That's just one of many trysts I've had with men, women, and couples over the last four years.

I don't believe she would leave me, even if she knew everything. I've confessed a few of my kinks to her, but prefer to keep it to myself that I've explored those and many more .. :eek:
 
secrets

If only she knew
I,v been bisexual all my life, and at 75 would suck another cock in a heartbeat.
I always swallow, and love it.
I have been in MMF and MMM threesomes as both top and bottom
Have been fucked by a gay friend whilst wearing black lace panties garter belt and holdups
and would do it all again if the chance arose.
 
What a hot story, I would so enjoy reading a longer version of this and what went thru your mind when you decided to wear the bikini.

In hindsight I believe it was an early indicator of my eventual realisation that I had An SPH fetish way before I even knew there was such a thing. I was aroused by his observation of how tiny my penis was particularly compared to his. It made me feel submissive to this perceived superior manliness.
 
What a hot story, I would so enjoy reading a longer version of this and what went thru your mind when you decided to wear the bikini.

This is one of the hottest responses here, and deserves it's own topic and section! But you hint at 'twice'... tell us about the other time?

Before this he liked to engage in wrestling matches. He was bigger and stronger than me back then so he always triumphed and sometimes marked his victory by grabbing my penis. He also liked to wrestle with a certain tomboyish girl in our neighbourhood and would fondle her breasts a bit. I wrestled with her on one occasion when he was around and he helped her pin me so she could pull my pants down and grab my genitals. I did get to cop a feel of one of her tits in the process though.
 
My wife and I discuss fantasies, mostly mine. She says she doesn't have fantasies. We all have fantasies and I have said this to her. She was used as a living fantasy by an ex and I guess this part of her past has shut down some of her imagination. She is very willing to learn of my fantasies and has helped to make some of them become reality.
These have been great experiences. I hope to get her to realize she can have fantasies and we can share them.
 
Like others, I set up an alt to post this. She may someday read my stories, but she has no idea that I'm the most perverted person she's ever met. When I say perverted, I mean that when they have a "kinkiness test" with 20 "have you ever" questions I usually rank 19 out of 20. The only things I have drawn the line at are scat and blade play.

If she knew how perverted I am she would be disgusted, appalled, disappointed and probably hurt too. You see, her last boyfriend was a bit kinky, and she blames their breakup on that. So when we met she thought that she'd found a perfect match. We fell in love and have remained deeply in love for decades.

Outwardly, I am as vanilla as they come. When we met I was raising a couple of kids, had a great job, my own house and I was more than happy to please her in any way that she wanted. On top? OK! Cowgirl? Giddy-up. 69? Let's do 77 since its ate more! Doggy style? Ruff Ruff! But I did not suggest dildos and strap ons and whips and public sex. I was used to keeping things on the down-low since I had kids at home.

What she does not know is that I'm omnisexual. I'll fuck, suck or lick anyone, any time. I get off on the forbidden as well as everyday vanilla sex. If your mother ever told you to "never do THAT", I want to try it, and probably have.

I also have a voracious appetite. A day without an orgasm is like a day without sunshine. Since I hide my perversions I end up masturbating most days. A good story on Literotica about a gang bang will get me off. So will one about humiliating, dirty public sex. Online videos are a godsend, and there are a million of them.

Twice a year I get a two week vacation where I'm home alone while the wife is out of town. So for 28 days a year I get to enjoy orgies, bath houses, dark XXX theatres, sadists and submissives. I can usually find a couple advertising for a third so that he and I can delight her, or she and I can delight him. More than once I've had sex with everyone (and everything) in the house.

I'm always invited back. I never see the same people twice. No affairs for me! Actually, I lied about that. There was a submissive I liked to abuse, and that takes time to really build trust so we met monthly for a couple years.
 
Not with anyone now, but at the time I was looking into ANR (Adult Nursing Relationships). It's something I find myself wanting for the bonding purposes, along with the sexual aspect of it. Never told her ever.

A tad vanilla compared to others here I guess.
 
She doesn't know

- That I visit escorts
- That I have a BDSM fetish
- That I have a piercing fetish
- That I paid for girls to get pierced
- That I have videos of myself and girls having sex
- That I were involved in several FFM and one MMF threesome
- That I would like to involve her in threesomes
- That I have a video of me getting a Lorum piercing(she thinks it was DIY)
 
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