Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!

still sucking

Although I am no longer serving my ex as her cuck, I still an getting a steady diet of sperm. Found a local guy on a cruising site and he has a Mon-Fri bud who cooks his breakfast and drains his balls. I've been retired for a few years and everyone told me I needed a hobby. I found one.
 
Love this....and she may not be as surprised as you think! ;)

Hi Kelly!

You might be right. I know I've danced around talking about various fantasies with her including specifically discussing my desire to be pegged. She was not interested in that but that was no surprise. She hasn't ever been interested in giving or receiving oral sex so my hopes that she'd get into other kinks was pretty slim.

Gem
 
I started working at the glory hole, again, about 4 weeks ago.

Working for pay or working as in making sucking cock a real devotion? :)

Maybe I need to find if there are any glory holes around my town. I'm thinking I'm almost ready to perform as a cock-sucking sissy.
 
Hi Kelly!

You might be right. I know I've danced around talking about various fantasies with her including specifically discussing my desire to be pegged. She was not interested in that but that was no surprise. She hasn't ever been interested in giving or receiving oral sex so my hopes that she'd get into other kinks was pretty slim.

Gem

Hi Gem!

I am actually in a similar situation so I completely get what you are saying.

Kelly
 
My wife told me about having sex with different guys in college when she was supposed to be faithful to me. I enjoy stories. What she doesn't know is that one of her sexual partners got drunk at a class reunion and told me about their sex sessions. Their stories don't exactly match. Apparently she left out a few hot details. She has no idea that the guy gave me his side of the story.
 
My present hubby knows absolutely nothing about my sex life with my ex-hubby x he obviously knows that Im sexually experienced and enjoys the pleasure but never asks questions x We moved 2 counties away before we got married and so no risk of him finding out about my past. He has a figure in his head of me having probably 10 sexual partners in my life besides him and my ex.

He has no idea of the swinger and dungeon parties I used to attend, the fact that my ex was a cuckold and used to encourage and watch me have sex with other men, the gangbangs etc x He has no idea about my online life here either as nearly always away x x x
 
My wife told me about having sex with different guys in college when she was supposed to be faithful to me. I enjoy stories. What she doesn't know is that one of her sexual partners got drunk at a class reunion and told me about their sex sessions. Their stories don't exactly match. Apparently she left out a few hot details. She has no idea that the guy gave me his side of the story.

What was his side of the story?
 
What was his side of the story?

Her story was that they went to a drive-in theater, made out, and then went to a parking spot where they had a quick fuck and went home. His story was that she got in his car, said, "I'm horny and don't want to waste time at a movie." The guy had some money, so he got a motel room and they did nothing but drink, smoke, and fuck for three hours. Quite a difference!
 
Her story was that they went to a drive-in theater, made out, and then went to a parking spot where they had a quick fuck and went home. His story was that she got in his car, said, "I'm horny and don't want to waste time at a movie." The guy had some money, so he got a motel room and they did nothing but drink, smoke, and fuck for three hours. Quite a difference!

Interesting, who do you believe?
 
My wife has no idea that I'm on this site, or another site where I have a few pictures of me posted.
She also does not know I absolutely LOVE to chat with other woman online or some of the subjects I like to talk about ;)
 
Hidden Cameras, Mixed feelings

My wife and I had a young friend her age over for dinner and for her to have sex with for the first time while "an urgent phone call" kept me out of the house more than an hour. But the following morning we broke the charade when I sent her to the guest room to invite him into our bed. (She'd gone in to discover him with obvious morning wood.)

A couple of days later I phoned him, without my wife's knowing. The conversation with him went from awkward to hot. I suggested he "visit" her the following morning while I was away. But he had to promise me that if he wanted to see her again and still be my friend he'd never tell her I knew, and that he'd tell me everything afterward. That day I bought a good camera surveillance system and deployed it, hiding 4 cameras in the kitchen, one in our bedroom, and the image reception to my personal computer upstairs in my study.

Next morning I snuck back into our house after having "left for the day", and watched her barefoot and with one of my white undershirts on at the kitchen sink washing our breakfast dishes; saw her surprise when she saw who knocked so early at our door; saw her serve him coffee; saw her return to the sink and at the same time watched him stand and go to her as she stood with her back to him; watched him embrace her from behind, holding her breasts as he kissed her neck.

I saw her kiss him back over her shoulder; saw him ruck up my undershirt over her bottom, push his running shorts down to his ankles and enter her. (Unmistakably, he came inside her, shoving her belly hard enough against the counter that I noticed a bruise over one hip bone that night. When he pulled out he turned just enough for me to see, as I'd suspected, no condom.)

I am positive that until that moment she was never unfaithful to me. (Sharing is not cuckoldry.) To my surprise, although I'd been immensely aroused when he thought I didn't know when she'd seduced him while I was away, and then when the three of us were together the next morning, this time I was suddenly jealous as I watched with neither of them knowing I could see. I was turned on, yes. But that she let him fuck her in the kitchen without my being involved as co-conspirator or, as far as she knew, doing it completely behind my back -- between him and her, no me involved -- I think I know how it feels to be cuckolded.

I don't know where to go from here. Tell her or keep the secret with our friend, never knowing where things might go, or go on. in the week since this happened, she's given no hint that she "betrayed" me. I've talked with him, on the phone. He was grateful and, as promised, gave me all the details as he remembered them. It's driving me crazy, between jealousy, feeling betrayed and incredibly turned on. I am sure she knows nothing. She'd have confronted me immediately, in some kind of explosion.
 
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My wife doesnt know I'm on this site and have sext with other girls in the past. It's not that I want to ruin our marriage, it's that I want more. That I take my sexting session and apply them in our bedroom with her.
 
Interesting, who do you believe?

I don't believe she said, "I'm horny, let's fuck." She wouldn't do that, but I do believe they might have spent the entire time in a motel room having sex. She would be ashamed to tell me that story, so I believe his story might be more accurate.
 
Darkest Secret Is....

That the lips she kisses (mine) once were once sealed over the head of another man'e cock as my tongue swirled all over it..... And if given the opportunity to do it again I would, without hesitation....
 
I don't believe she said, "I'm horny, let's fuck." She wouldn't do that, but I do believe they might have spent the entire time in a motel room having sex. She would be ashamed to tell me that story, so I believe his story might be more accurate.

I would bet that your assessment here is correct. It's a safe bet she never used those words (I can see a woman using those with her husband in a playful manner after many years of marriage). Sounds like something a guy would say for embellishment. Adding they went to drive inn gives it the elements of it being a date, which to a woman makes it sound less "slutty".
 
About my slutty side

Wife knows I'm interested in mm sex and that I crossdress. She doesn't realize how happy I would be to dress for and be taken by the right black lover - and even less does she know I want her to watch and for us to share.
 
Actually I can't think of anything I haven't told the BF. There aren't any experiences or fantasies that I have held back, and he is still here! It took a long time to get them all out. There were several that he had to jack off while I was describing them.
 
Probably that, if given the slightest chance of doing it without getting caught, I'd dress in a slutty outfit and let multiple strangers use my body however they saw fit.
 
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