Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!

for a time after my first marriage ended...I engaged in the gay sex lifestyle. :eek:actually thought I was gay (boy was I wrong):eek:. That was until one night at the bar, I literally bumped into an old H.S. crush... She was with someone. as they were leaving she walked by and dropped a cocktail napkin on the table with her phone number.

we hooked up the next day and ravaged each other. 15 yrs sexual fantasy Came pouring out... up until recently, she's the only person I every told of my mm sex activity.

I did have one MFM with a married cpl that same summer. that was the Last M/M contact...24 + yrs ago

dont judge me :D
 
For me, my wife has no idea i'm on Lit. She also has no idea I enjoy the family fun threads the most. She knows all about exposing myself to my mom when I was in my late teens but I never told her I wish I or my mom would've taken things further back then..
 
I dated a woman that had and enormous walk in closet. When I first saw it I felt like a kid in a candy shop. She didn't know I love to cross dress and wanted to try on every thing
 
That Iam submissive.
That the idea of being a cuck makes me hard
That i want her to dress me completley.. bra panties wig makeup skirt blouse heels and i wanna be her sissy whore.
That i lust after my own mom
That i want to satisfy a man..smell his scent...have him sit me on his lap and kiss me.
That i love to be humiliated.
 
breast kink

that I am on here
that I secretely fantasize about having female breasts
that I even chat with men here, who like my breasts and mostly are gay
that I post pics and GIFs of my own breasts
 
She doesn't know I love wearing panties.
She don't know that I want her to dom me and deny me.
 
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She doesn't know about Lit, or that I've posted mostly true stories about us on here, and reveal details of our current sex life here as well. She doesn't know I wear a cock ring to work, and would love to wear a butt plug on a regular basis.

Fortunately she DOES know I love to be naked, indoors or out, that I love anal play and her shoving a dildo up my ass, and I guess pretty much all my other kinks, and is supportive and glad those things turn me on.
 
He doesn't know I'm on Lit. He doesn't know I chat while we're being naughty...or he's eating my pussy. He doesn't know I want to be forced. He doesn't know I really enjoy taboo. He doesn't know a lot.
 
Wife doesnt know....

I play online
I have meet a girl from online
I am attracted to my 18 year old step-daughter
I masturbate with 18 year old step-daughter's panties
I am a little bi-curious
 
I no longer have a spouse (yay for me), but I never told him I once worked as a phone sex operator when I really needed the money. I started to broach the subject after watching Girl 6 but he called those women whores so.....yeah. :eek:
 
My wife does not know that I have thousands of fans here, that my erotic stories have had nearly 500,000 reads. My fans write to me and tell me they love my stories and that some of them are part true and involve my real (now non-existant sex life.) Many fans describe how they jerk off when they read my erotica, many, many women have contacted me. I spent a half year I'm-ing with a woman who also writes here and wanted to suck my cock while I licked her ass in a 69 suck fest. I decided not to meet her because she was getting engaged.
I am really happy to have so many friends and followers.
Jay
 
I really want to do this. I want to feel that power and control over a man. I want a little sissy to spread their ass for me so I can put my strap on in their and fuck them like they want and deserve. I want to be the masculine one for once. But then right after I fuck you hard and leave your asshole gaping I want to have two really masculine black or latino guys DP me, leave my holes gaping and dripping, and to have you eat their cum out of me. Would you submit to me?
ready and willing!
 
Oh my! You guys are digging deep into my soul.

After five months of being married, I went to a party with my best friend and her cousin. My friends cousin was very good looking and seductive, and the target of his seduction that night was me. My friend got drunk to the point of passing out and we took her home, after putting her on her bed the seduction intensified to the point of my mind going from, "wow, what a compliment" to "yes, I want this, but..." The attention made me linger and accept another drink, and soon I was on my knees giving him a passionate blow-job. The act itself I would admit, but not so soon after being a bride!

Hot.

And if you were my wife I would've been ok with it.
 
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