Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!

A few times a week I get on Gr..r to see who wants to have their cock sucked. Blow and Go except for this one guy that is fairly regular. Great Cock and a genuinely nice guy. Gets me excited just thinking about it. Saturdays are usually good...
 
My wife knows all about my cuckold fantasies, but doesn't know about my cock sucking fantasies. That there are like 10 guys I know, that I get so hard thinking about. Thinking about being on my knees sucking them off, and a couple of them are old fat gut guys she works with. If my wife even knew I'm such a bad closet faggot wannabe.
 
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A while back I posted about my wife not knowing of my many experiences with other men. She eventually told me she wants to see me sucking cock and getting fucked, and to have MMF threesomes and more… then some time later she started getting really turned on by glory hole porn and adult theater scenes. Finally about two weeks ago I confessed to her the true story of my fist time swapping bjs with a guy in an ABS booth. She absolutely loved it! She was so turned on and immediately pulled my pants off and started sucking me. While doing so she kept asking questions, for more details, for me to tell the whole thing from the beginning. Asking me if I would do it again.

I didn’t tell her it was not a one-time thing… didn’t tell her I had many more encounters, for so many years. But telling that one story has opened up so many new possibilities for us. Even if we never involve another guy, just being able to talk about it is so hot.
 
Ex BF

I bump into my Ex Brad over the July 4th weekend. We catch up and we remind each other about how I dump my previous BF before him for him.

My Ex Ex Greg and Brad was good friends. One afternoon I overheard them talking about making plans to blow me off and go out to party. Brad didn't want to step on any plans Greg and I had, but Greg didn't have any issue and had no problem ditching me. I hear him say "Hey don't worry about it man, she'll figure it out, it's not like it's the first time I've blown her off to go out and party and it won't be the last. She'll be pissed for a couple of days, but then she'll want some loving and her little world will be right again."

Of course I was piss. I knew when Greg and his friends go out. they go overboard and gets totally wasted. That night I decide to teach him a lesson. That night I went over to Greg house and was laying there in the living room pretending to be asleep. I knew Greg would just come home and go straight upstairs and pass out. And just as I expected, he did just that. Brad on the hand stay down stairs. I had a whisper. "Oh shit" and hear Brad call out my name. I mumbled and move a little. When I moved the blanket that was covering my body moved and revealed a large portion of my breast.

He walk away a couple times, but came back and pull more of the blanket off until I was completely naked. He then was touching my breast and got between my legs. I felt him sliding a finger and then two in me. I let out a moan, but still pretend to be sleeping. When I felt his tongue I couldn't stand it anymore I wrapped my legs around his shoulders.

I moaned even louder as his tongue connected with my hard swollen clit again and again.
 
I bump into my Ex Brad over the July 4th weekend. We catch up and we remind each other about how I dump my previous BF before him for him.

My Ex Ex Greg and Brad was good friends. One afternoon I overheard them talking about making plans to blow me off and go out to party. Brad didn't want to step on any plans Greg and I had, but Greg didn't have any issue and had no problem ditching me. I hear him say "Hey don't worry about it man, she'll figure it out, it's not like it's the first time I've blown her off to go out and party and it won't be the last. She'll be pissed for a couple of days, but then she'll want some loving and her little world will be right again."

Of course I was piss. I knew when Greg and his friends go out. they go overboard and gets totally wasted. That night I decide to teach him a lesson. That night I went over to Greg house and was laying there in the living room pretending to be asleep. I knew Greg would just come home and go straight upstairs and pass out. And just as I expected, he did just that. Brad on the hand stay down stairs. I had a whisper. "Oh shit" and hear Brad call out my name. I mumbled and move a little. When I moved the blanket that was covering my body moved and revealed a large portion of my breast.

He walk away a couple times, but came back and pull more of the blanket off until I was completely naked. He then was touching my breast and got between my legs. I felt him sliding a finger and then two in me. I let out a moan, but still pretend to be sleeping. When I felt his tongue I couldn't stand it anymore I wrapped my legs around his shoulders.

I moaned even louder as his tongue connected with my hard swollen clit again and again.

yeah..got my blood flowing...good prose. hit some buttons.
 
That I've been sucking my younger brother's cock since we were teens and I constantly think about doing the same with a nice big black cock while wearing my wife's lingerie!
 
My wife doesn't know that I get on here and talk about her and occasionally share photos of her that I took of her when she also didn't know. I also share many fantasies that I have on here that she has no idea about. I like to talk about how she got me to like eating my own cum when she MADE me swallow it after giving me a blowjob once. Now 'm hooked. She used to not know how much I liked to eat it but now she does. The other night we were drinking and I finally got up the never to tell her about how much I like to eat my own cum and how she helped me get that way. At first I think she was freaked out but later seemed more ok with it. Time will tell. Oh, and she also doesn't know that I share photos of my cock on here and discuss what it might be like to get it sucked by another guy.
 
that I am here on Lit, that I have chats with women here about breastplay, that I fantasize to suckle another womans breasts (however considering the way I treat his breasts as if they were a womans breasts, he might guess something in that respect...), that I fantasize having my breasts worshipped and suckled by one or even two women :eek:
 
that I am here on Lit, that I have chats with women here about breastplay, that I fantasize to suckle another womans breasts (however considering the way I treat his breasts as if they were a womans breasts, he might guess something in that respect...), that I fantasize having my breasts worshipped and suckled by one or even two women :eek:

First off, I want to say that that is really hot. Second, why haven't you told him? It might be something that you two could share during sex. Even if it is only in a fantasy/roleplay sort of way. I have admitted to my hubby about fantasy of kissing other women. I just love how sensual it is. Very different than kissing a man. He knows that I had a few "experiments" during college and so he knows I am speaking from experience. He tells me that it is hot and he will bring that up during sex. I have tried to show him how to kiss me like a woman and even though I tell him he's good at it, it's just NOT the same. ;)
 
Quite a few years ago my cousin was married to this a-hole of a man or so we know now. Anyways they had been trying to conceive for about a year with no luck. They did not really have the money to go on any special programs so they approached me. The idea was for him to fuck both of us and see if they could up their chances of having a baby. I felt bad for my cousin since she was a great mom to their one child and they both really wanted another close in age as possible so I agreed and stopped taking my birth control. I would go down and spend the weekends with them trying. In the end she did get pregnant and luckily before I did because the more I thought about it the less I was feeling it.
 
Quite a few years ago my cousin was married to this a-hole of a man or so we know now. Anyways they had been trying to conceive for about a year with no luck. They did not really have the money to go on any special programs so they approached me. The idea was for him to fuck both of us and see if they could up their chances of having a baby. I felt bad for my cousin since she was a great mom to their one child and they both really wanted another close in age as possible so I agreed and stopped taking my birth control. I would go down and spend the weekends with them trying. In the end she did get pregnant and luckily before I did because the more I thought about it the less I was feeling it.

I don't know if I could do that for my sister if she asked.
 
I don't know if I could do that for my sister if she asked.

Like I said the more I thought about it the less I was into it. I thought how it was going to suck carrying a baby and then giving it away to someone I would see and pretending it's not mine. Thought they might hold some resentment not being biologically theirs.
 
that I am here on Lit, that I have chats with women here about breastplay, that I fantasize to suckle another womans breasts (however considering the way I treat his breasts as if they were a womans breasts, he might guess something in that respect...), that I fantasize having my breasts worshipped and suckled by one or even two women :eek:

First off, I want to say that that is really hot. Second, why haven't you told him? It might be something that you two could share during sex. Even if it is only in a fantasy/roleplay sort of way. I have admitted to my hubby about fantasy of kissing other women. I just love how sensual it is. Very different than kissing a man. He knows that I had a few "experiments" during college and so he knows I am speaking from experience. He tells me that it is hot and he will bring that up during sex. I have tried to show him how to kiss me like a woman and even though I tell him he's good at it, it's just NOT the same. ;)

Sometimes I wish I was a woman ... or at least that I could persuade my wife to do these things with another woman whilst I watch

Quite a few years ago my cousin was married to this a-hole of a man or so we know now. Anyways they had been trying to conceive for about a year with no luck. They did not really have the money to go on any special programs so they approached me. The idea was for him to fuck both of us and see if they could up their chances of having a baby. I felt bad for my cousin since she was a great mom to their one child and they both really wanted another close in age as possible so I agreed and stopped taking my birth control. I would go down and spend the weekends with them trying. In the end she did get pregnant and luckily before I did because the more I thought about it the less I was feeling it.

Like I said the more I thought about it the less I was into it. I thought how it was going to suck carrying a baby and then giving it away to someone I would see and pretending it's not mine. Thought they might hold some resentment not being biologically theirs.

That's a pretty brave thing to do and reveal to us here! I'm sure it would have been really difficult for you to watch your baby grow up in another part of the extended family - so much harder than being a surrogate for strangers who you're unlikely to see again.

I bet the husband really enjoyed having permission to go bareback on another woman - especially if you were a better fuck than your cousin (possibly how you found out he was an asshole?!)
 
That I would love to be underneath her while she is fucked doggie style so I can lick her clit and his cock and then clean her freshly fucked pussy...
 
Sometimes I wish I was a woman ... or at least that I could persuade my wife to do these things with another woman whilst I watch





That's a pretty brave thing to do and reveal to us here! I'm sure it would have been really difficult for you to watch your baby grow up in another part of the extended family - so much harder than being a surrogate for strangers who you're unlikely to see again.

I bet the husband really enjoyed having permission to go bareback on another woman - especially if you were a better fuck than your cousin (possibly how you found out he was an asshole?!)

Oh looking back and just thinking on it in general I do not think it would have gone well for me especially in the manner of mental health and that could have been the starting to problems and drama all down the line.

No his asshole side began showing in other manners of life.
 
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