Azuldrgon
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With all the key members? Or has Exene hired a bunch of musicians to carry on the name?

Dear Friends that have been pushing too hard,
I realize, that since I don't have a job, it can appear as though I have all the time in the world, to sit next to my phone and speed replay to you when you message, but believe it or not, I actually do, do things on occasion. I've tried asking for a cleaning fairy and a do my laundry, fairy, But they haven't arrived. One that will do my errands, and just let me sit in front of the TV and eat chocolate every day, all day, with my phone, so I wouldn't dare miss your messages.
There are times I sent a message and don't hear from you for days, but my god, I'm in the barn feeding animals and you are freaking out about my 10 minutes away from my phone.
I also realize that many of you don't know what it's like to deal with depression and part of that for me, is constantly pushing people away, and then missing them and pulling them back in. I'm sorry for the roller coaster ride that I take you on. It's not like I like being the way I am. Sometimes I just need to be alone and I do it so I don't take my bad mood out on you.
Signed, feeling pathetic for letting my emotions get the better of me and crying myself to sleep. Grumpy, Moody, emotional and still me.
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Dear real woman,
I get this. Everything you've said, I understand. I know that people care, and that it's not easy to try and juggle every single ball. I drop balls all the time. Sometimes they bounce away, sometimes they land at my feet waiting patiently until I'm ready and able to pick them up again when I can. Those bouncers are fun, but they don't have the qualities to stay at my feet - they're too rubbery and need a better juggler than myself. Those balls don't understand that if the juggler is too tired, too stressed, or her vision is blurred from the alcohol, then she can't handle them well. Let the bouncers bounce away, don't try and run after them. Your less rubbery balls that wait at your feet understand. They're your balls.
Signed, a reflection of you![]()
Dear Woman #1 and Woman #2
Y'all have my number. Operator's are standing by.
Dear Woman #3
It may not be my fault, but I still blame myself....see previous answer.
Dear Friends that have been pushing too hard,
I realize, that since I don't have a job, it can appear as though I have all the time in the world, to sit next to my phone and speed replay to you when you message, but believe it or not, I actually do, do things on occasion. I've tried asking for a cleaning fairy and a do my laundry, fairy, But they haven't arrived. One that will do my errands, and just let me sit in front of the TV and eat chocolate every day, all day, with my phone, so I wouldn't dare miss your messages.
There are times I sent a message and don't hear from you for days, but my god, I'm in the barn feeding animals and you are freaking out about my 10 minutes away from my phone.
I also realize that many of you don't know what it's like to deal with depression and part of that for me, is constantly pushing people away, and then missing them and pulling them back in. I'm sorry for the roller coaster ride that I take you on. It's not like I like being the way I am. Sometimes I just need to be alone and I do it so I don't take my bad mood out on you.
Signed, feeling pathetic for letting my emotions get the better of me and crying myself to sleep. Grumpy, Moody, emotional and still me.
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Dear Daughter,
So, today is/was the day! It's now public knowledge and Facebook is kind of going a bit berserk as people find out. I know that this past month has been super difficult for all of us, but mostly for you. It's been a month of tears, of sleepless nights, of more hospital visits than you've ever known. But you're past the 3 month line now, and yesterday, seeing that image on the ultrasound screen and holding your hand whilst you wept with happiness, was long but worth it.
You know that I still have concerns about you, about your health and well-being, but I have confidence in all the professionals that are involved will be taking great care of you, both before, during and after. I'm here, by your side, every single step of the way.
Your mum![]()
