Dear X:

[DeepGreenEyes]

Dear X-X-X,
Thank you so much for the IM/email/PM help. It means a lot to me. I'm taking you each out for ice cream.

 

[plenty_of_curvs]

Dear X,

Thank you for the amazing time we had together the other night. But could you please not wait quite so long to call next time?

Yours.

 

[shy slave]

Dear X

I am tired of wondering 'what next' and feeling insecure on the job front. I want my self-respect and self-confidence back. I want to do the job I was employed to do. I don't trust this temp detour.

Why do relationships worry me? Why do I feel so unsettled when things seem ok?

After brief Ds flings for past three years, which never worked because some men choose to believe they are Dom when they are not. I made a decision to walk away, try to be normal and meet ordinary men. That was dull.

Happy enough in limbo, I have met a vanilla man whom I really like.

But can I accept never crawling, begging, being hurt for another persons pleasure? Can I give up those feelings, or will they re-surface in dark corners of my mind at unexpected times?

What if he likes me? what if he is fooling with me and he doesn't like me? I hate the not knowing. I hate coping with grey areas.

In a nutshell between work and relationships I feel lost.

Dear X, when will you stop throwing curve balls into my life?

 

[naxalite0906]

Dear X

I am tired of wondering 'what next' and feeling insecure on the job front. I want my self-respect and self-confidence back. I want to do the job I was employed to do. I don't trust this temp detour.

Why do relationships worry me? Why do I feel so unsettled when things seem ok?

After brief Ds flings for past three years, which never worked because some men choose to believe they are Dom when they are not. I made a decision to walk away, try to be normal and meet ordinary men. That was dull.

Happy enough in limbo, I have met a vanilla man whom I really like.

But can I accept never crawling, begging, being hurt for another persons pleasure? Can I give up those feelings, or will they re-surface in dark corners of my mind at unexpected times?

What if he likes me? what if he is fooling with me and he doesn't like me? I hate the not knowing. I hate coping with grey areas.

In a nutshell between work and relationships I feel lost.

Dear X, when will you stop throwing curve balls into my life?

I was gonna post something to saying how nice it was to see you around, but I have a feeling that a hug might be more appropriate. You deserve to be happy and I hope the uncertainty works itself out.

 

[chy_girl]

Dear X,

Everyone experiences fear. Everyone gets afraid. Everyone has taken the easier way at some point... But you, dear X, are raising the bar on what cowardice looks like.

I thought you were a better person than that.

 

[shy slave]

I was gonna post something to saying how nice it was to see you around, but I have a feeling that a hug might be more appropriate. You deserve to be happy and I hope the uncertainty works itself out.

Hi Nax, its great to be back hope life is fun for you right now.

I am ok and my Dear X was probably due to a lack of sleep, insomnia has that affect lol.

Must consider getting drunk as a way to relax instead of over thinking things!

 

[Lady_Moldovie]

Dear person who has the power over my happiness,

Cut this shit out already, do you not think i've been through enough, two members of my family are dying, my ex tries to kill me, what do i have to go through to be happy....

Desperately seeking happiness..

 

[satindesire]

Dear Satin,

You're back? O.O When did this happen? Did I miss the party? Do I need to start throwing one?

Oh, huh...it happened a week or so ago. I decided I'd mosey on back and see if things had gotten better.

Apparently, some of it has.

 

[BiBunny]

Dear X,

Everyone experiences fear. Everyone gets afraid. Everyone has taken the easier way at some point... But you, dear X, are raising the bar on what cowardice looks like.

I thought you were a better person than that.

Yours, too?

 

[chy_girl]

Yours, too?

If you were closer I'd suggest a nice long coffee date.

 

[ShyVixen]

Dear X,

Not long now I can't wait!

Love always,

Me

 

[chy_girl]

Dear X,

If half of what I'm seeing is true - or even a little accurate - you are redefining the "dirty pool" and taking it to an entirely new level.

Keep it up and the urge to hit you won't be so weak and fleeting.

Sincerely,
A not so chinchilla-like doberman

 

[ToPleaseHim]

Dear X,

You are still my favorite fantasy. Sure, I'm having the fantasy less often and my feet are firmly planted in reality (which I'm loving). Still, you cross my mind often, especially when I'm alone.

Me

 

[gypsy*seer]

Dear X,

What now?

 

[KayKat]

Dear X

Missing you tonight.Hope to hear from you this weekend...If not I look forward to our next time together..

 

[shyzoey]

Dear Universe:

I hope I'm understanding the messages that you keep sending me and seem to be pounding into my head sometimes. Thank you for the many life lessons, including tonight's. I'd like to think I understood the one from this morning the most but only time will tell.

~zoey

 

[teknight]

Dear Universe:

I hope I'm understanding the messages that you keep sending me and seem to be pounding into my head sometimes. Thank you for the many life lessons, including tonight's. I'd like to think I understood the one from this morning the most but only time will tell.

~zoey

Errr...the Universe hangs out in the Playground and AmPics thread. You might have more luck catching its eye there.

 

[neci]

Dear X,

please leave me alone. i don't know how else to say it. if you don't understand why i need space, then you never really understood me. if i ever get another message from you trying to guilt trip me into talking to you, i will block you out of my life forever.

me.

 

[Annamichele]

I'm an asshole!

I am the worlds biggest asshole!!!! Totally flirted with a guy I grew up with who I like on an intelligent/ humor level. Have been friends for the last 25 plus years. Problem is my sister is so totally in love with him and she was there. I never get to see my sister, she lives out of state, and tonight for the first time in years, yeah years, I agree to go out, have some drinks, listen to kareoke and he is there. Nothing happened with him other than flirting, well, I did bite his tie in a couple of pic's... But seriously forgot she liked him so much! I remembered after all was said and done, went home and apologized profusely!!! Meanwhile, still feel like a giant bag of ass crap!!!! She's my fav sister, my only family really, and you would think I would remember something this freaking important, but NO! I get a couple of drinks in me, one shot of tequila and what do I do??? Flirt with the only guy she has liked for years, who by the way has been in love with me since day freaking 1 way back in High School! I feel like crap... yes I know I said that! AND...the biggest part of this all is my Master is not available for the night so I'm Masterless, and in need of a really good ass whipping!!!! Why is it no one is there when you need them??? FUCK!

Okay, this is a forum for rants and i'm letting it all out and do not feel better yet....I need my tea!

 

[YourCaptor]

I am the worlds biggest asshole!!!! Totally flirted with a guy I grew up with who I like on an intelligent/ humor level. Have been friends for the last 25 plus years. Problem is my sister is so totally in love with him and she was there. I never get to see my sister, she lives out of state, and tonight for the first time in years, yeah years, I agree to go out, have some drinks, listen to kareoke and he is there. Nothing happened with him other than flirting, well, I did bite his tie in a couple of pic's... But seriously forgot she liked him so much! I remembered after all was said and done, went home and apologized profusely!!! Meanwhile, still feel like a giant bag of ass crap!!!! She's my fav sister, my only family really, and you would think I would remember something this freaking important, but NO! I get a couple of drinks in me, one shot of tequila and what do I do??? Flirt with the only guy she has liked for years, who by the way has been in love with me since day freaking 1 way back in High School! I feel like crap... yes I know I said that! AND...the biggest part of this all is my Master is not available for the night so I'm Masterless, and in need of a really good ass whipping!!!! Why is it no one is there when you need them??? FUCK!

Okay, this is a forum for rants and i'm letting it all out and do not feel better yet....I need my tea!

Why aren't they together?

 

[kiwi_submissive]

Dear X, yes I understand that I have put on 20kg since we were together but at least people tell me that I look healthy now instead of telling me to put on weight because I look so disgusting oh and you making oinking pig noises at me, really just goes to show who is the bigger person.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Dear x,
I have many wonderful qualities, but my "being a pushy ass when that is not wanted" element is not one of them.

I am sorry.

Me

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

Why aren't they together?

Cos, while the sister is in love with him, he is in love with OP.

 

[justnoldfriend]

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[DeepGreenEyes]

Dear Mice,

You are extraordinarily cute, with your inquisitive eyes and tiny button noses.

But it is time for you to die now.

Me