Call it an addiction. It'll feel better.
Dear X:
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Sir_Winston54
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Cattypuss
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Dear M
I wish you all the very best for the future. I really, really do. And I will do everything in my power in the next few weeks to make sure that you get the future you want. I want you to spend the next 40 years happy and fulfilled.
And you have NO FUCKING IDEA how life-changing the relief will be for me when you're legally no longer my problem any more.
Counting the weeks.
With much love and thanks for those good times.
CP
xx
I wish you all the very best for the future. I really, really do. And I will do everything in my power in the next few weeks to make sure that you get the future you want. I want you to spend the next 40 years happy and fulfilled.
And you have NO FUCKING IDEA how life-changing the relief will be for me when you're legally no longer my problem any more.
Counting the weeks.
With much love and thanks for those good times.
CP
xx
Cattypuss
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Dear P
Who would have thought that I'd find the man who'd save me in the pages of adultfriendfinder?
Who would have thought two years ago when we met up for a drink to see if we'd be right as casual fuck buddies, me newly separated and looking for nothing but sex, you married to a woman who preferred you to find your sex outside the marriage, that we'd end up here?
It's nearly a year now since you left your wife. Nearly a year since we became exclusive. A year and a half since I fell in love with you.
You have saved me. Without you I'd never have gone for the therapy that has saved me, that has turned my life around so fucking fast that my head's still spinning. It's been a really fucking hard 6 months and sometimes I find it hard to believe that anyone would have stuck by me through the most traumatic days and nights of it. But you did. You stuck by me. You told me I could do it. You told me I was worth it.
I don't know what the future holds for us. Whether we will last four more months or four more years or four more decades. All I know is that you will ALWAYS be the man who saved me.
I love you
CP
xx
Who would have thought that I'd find the man who'd save me in the pages of adultfriendfinder?
Who would have thought two years ago when we met up for a drink to see if we'd be right as casual fuck buddies, me newly separated and looking for nothing but sex, you married to a woman who preferred you to find your sex outside the marriage, that we'd end up here?
It's nearly a year now since you left your wife. Nearly a year since we became exclusive. A year and a half since I fell in love with you.
You have saved me. Without you I'd never have gone for the therapy that has saved me, that has turned my life around so fucking fast that my head's still spinning. It's been a really fucking hard 6 months and sometimes I find it hard to believe that anyone would have stuck by me through the most traumatic days and nights of it. But you did. You stuck by me. You told me I could do it. You told me I was worth it.
I don't know what the future holds for us. Whether we will last four more months or four more years or four more decades. All I know is that you will ALWAYS be the man who saved me.
I love you
CP
xx
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Cattypuss
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Dear me
Yes, it's scary. Yes, it's daunting. Yes, it's unknown territory.
And yes - you no longer have any excuses other than the one that everyone has - you're human.
But that's excuse enough for anyone - even you.
Now stop fretting and start smelling the flowers.
You are free for the first time in 30 years. Life has been given back to you. Take your time, be gentle with yourself, and trust yourself as you reacquaint yourself with what it means to be you.
Three years ago A said to you that he firmly believed the best years of your life were ahead of you. You poo-poo'd him at the time.
But lookee - he was right after all.
The future starts today and it is soooooooooo much better than the past.
Love!
Me
xx
Yes, it's scary. Yes, it's daunting. Yes, it's unknown territory.
And yes - you no longer have any excuses other than the one that everyone has - you're human.
But that's excuse enough for anyone - even you.
Now stop fretting and start smelling the flowers.
You are free for the first time in 30 years. Life has been given back to you. Take your time, be gentle with yourself, and trust yourself as you reacquaint yourself with what it means to be you.
Three years ago A said to you that he firmly believed the best years of your life were ahead of you. You poo-poo'd him at the time.
But lookee - he was right after all.
The future starts today and it is soooooooooo much better than the past.
Love!
Me
xx
Bandit58
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Dear Sydney Speedway (or whatever you call yourself these days),
Thank you for the kick in the guts you gave Sir when he opened that email. I really really hate you right now
We won't ever be going back. I realise that will make us even more socially isolated than we are right now, but we don't really care. Nice to know who our real friends are
Thank you for the kick in the guts you gave Sir when he opened that email. I really really hate you right now
We won't ever be going back. I realise that will make us even more socially isolated than we are right now, but we don't really care. Nice to know who our real friends are
KayKat
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Dear Sydney Speedway (or whatever you call yourself these days),
Thank you for the kick in the guts you gave Sir when he opened that email. I really really hate you right now
We won't ever be going back. I realise that will make us even more socially isolated than we are right now, but we don't really care. Nice to know who our real friends are
Hugs to you and Gil..I am so sorry to hear this!!
chy_girl
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Dear X,
Of course I will find the strength to stand with you and support you. And if I can't I'll at least fake it well enough that no one will notice. Not even you.
I wish you had heard my words though. I wish you understood how much this tears at me also. Perhaps you do. Perhaps this is simply to be my living amends, as you call it, for the choices I have made.
But it hurts. I was quite literal when I said people tend to see me as either a cold-hearted bitch or strong beyond the point of breaking - or both. And I was entirely honest when I said that, in reality, I am neither.
I will do it for you, though. If the strength is not to be found I will push back my own fear and pain and hold myself up straight. I will transform myself into the untouchable cold-hearted bitch that people will whisper over and I will wear a brittle smile and pretend I hear the pleasantries and care about the social niceties. I will do what needs to be done.
Of all the things you may doubt about me now, some deservedly so, do not ever doubt my loyalty or devotion. That I have not earned.
Truly,
My own
Of course I will find the strength to stand with you and support you. And if I can't I'll at least fake it well enough that no one will notice. Not even you.
I wish you had heard my words though. I wish you understood how much this tears at me also. Perhaps you do. Perhaps this is simply to be my living amends, as you call it, for the choices I have made.
But it hurts. I was quite literal when I said people tend to see me as either a cold-hearted bitch or strong beyond the point of breaking - or both. And I was entirely honest when I said that, in reality, I am neither.
I will do it for you, though. If the strength is not to be found I will push back my own fear and pain and hold myself up straight. I will transform myself into the untouchable cold-hearted bitch that people will whisper over and I will wear a brittle smile and pretend I hear the pleasantries and care about the social niceties. I will do what needs to be done.
Of all the things you may doubt about me now, some deservedly so, do not ever doubt my loyalty or devotion. That I have not earned.
Truly,
My own
rida
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Dear S,
It is 3 years today since we first met.
So much has happened since that first meeting; so many new experiences, so many new adventures. And I have to thank you for having being a big part of this journey.
Many things have happened and changed since it all started, and I wonder if another big change has taken place, forced on us from outside forces.
I don't feel we are done, but I don't see when there will be a future at the moment.
But what I want, the fact that I'm missing you, it is not what matters now.
What matters is that I wish and pray and wish that she will get better soon and with the minimum traces left.
Hope you are doing ok and taking care of yourself.
You are always in my thoughts.
With love,
Part timely yours.
It is 3 years today since we first met.
So much has happened since that first meeting; so many new experiences, so many new adventures. And I have to thank you for having being a big part of this journey.
Many things have happened and changed since it all started, and I wonder if another big change has taken place, forced on us from outside forces.
I don't feel we are done, but I don't see when there will be a future at the moment.
But what I want, the fact that I'm missing you, it is not what matters now.
What matters is that I wish and pray and wish that she will get better soon and with the minimum traces left.
Hope you are doing ok and taking care of yourself.
You are always in my thoughts.
With love,
Part timely yours.
chy_girl
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Dear Y,
There's a part of me that wants to ask if you could be a bigger dick if you tried. But I'm afraid you might actually try.
Jesus. You really are a piece of work, I have to give you that much.
Me
P.S.
Gorilla. Big fucker. With gnarly teeth. And he's hungry.
...Just saying.
There's a part of me that wants to ask if you could be a bigger dick if you tried. But I'm afraid you might actually try.
Jesus. You really are a piece of work, I have to give you that much.
Me
P.S.
Gorilla. Big fucker. With gnarly teeth. And he's hungry.
...Just saying.
Chiara_searches
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Dear X 1986:
I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you. Because you never gave me a choice.
On the other hand, you are one of the reasons I choose to live in a better way and try to do the right thing in most aspects of my life. You were a selfish, ignorant, prick.
And I still hate you; hate you; hate you; hate you.
Dear X 2009:
I dislike you a great deal and hate that I can't tell my family how much exactly. You suck. But I'm having a blast breaking bottles of the past. Then next to fall on the chopping block are those stupid Snoopys. I hate Snoopy. I told you that in the beginning. But thanks for the Woodstocks; he's cute at least.
Dear M:
You failed in your primary obligation you selfish bitch. You will be staying out of my life for the long term foreseeable future.
On the other hand, I choose to be the opposite of you and I've been told that I can be a pretty amazing person.
Still you owed me so much more and left me so short changed that even today I still struggle to pay the tolls of life.
I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you; I hate you. Because you never gave me a choice.
On the other hand, you are one of the reasons I choose to live in a better way and try to do the right thing in most aspects of my life. You were a selfish, ignorant, prick.
And I still hate you; hate you; hate you; hate you.
Dear X 2009:
I dislike you a great deal and hate that I can't tell my family how much exactly. You suck. But I'm having a blast breaking bottles of the past. Then next to fall on the chopping block are those stupid Snoopys. I hate Snoopy. I told you that in the beginning. But thanks for the Woodstocks; he's cute at least.
Dear M:
You failed in your primary obligation you selfish bitch. You will be staying out of my life for the long term foreseeable future.
On the other hand, I choose to be the opposite of you and I've been told that I can be a pretty amazing person.
Still you owed me so much more and left me so short changed that even today I still struggle to pay the tolls of life.
ecstaticsub
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Dear X,
You drive me so crazy
I know I drive you crazy, too
Good thing we are crazy in love
~~J
You drive me so crazy
I know I drive you crazy, too
Good thing we are crazy in love
~~J
Jagged
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Don't know if I should be hear, but I need to vent
Dear X,
I'd never do this to someone I loved, but you seem to have no trouble doing so, and that I never saw when I looked into your soul. You'll probably never read this, but now I don't care. I'm busy moving on and the pain will die all that more faster. You hurt me, but well your just not worth my grief now.
Dear X,
I'd never do this to someone I loved, but you seem to have no trouble doing so, and that I never saw when I looked into your soul. You'll probably never read this, but now I don't care. I'm busy moving on and the pain will die all that more faster. You hurt me, but well your just not worth my grief now.
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