Dear X:

[Seurat]

Dear X,

I don't know what bug crawled up your ass, but give it up already. Any respect I may have had for you is rapidly disappearing, and you are pretty much showing yourself to be nothing else but a dick.

I take that back. It gives a bad name to all the other dicks.

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

I cant really put it much better than this...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ESdn0MuJWQ&feature=avmsc2

" I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky...I'm solo, I'm ridin solo"

Previously yours.

 

[satindesire]

Dear X,

I saw a picture. I know what you look like now. All that precious anonymity of yours is GONE.

You're ugly. I'd never date you or sleep with you, you're a puffy, oily, coke-whore looking little pathetic excuse for a human being...and being a troll prick is obviously the only way you can make yourself feel better. If I woke up tomorrow and looked like you, I'D KILL MYSELF.

Everytime you look in the mirror, you're stuck with the knowledge that you're going to be YOU every day for the rest of your life. Do you know how much that cracks me UP! I don't ever need to say another thing to you. The fact that I'm pretty and you're not is revenge enough.

 

[BiBunny]

Dear X,

My mother called me on Sunday and threatened to sell my car. She wasn't serious; she thought it was funny. She also didn't know what a shitty week I'd had. Even so, before she revealed that she was joking, I was thinking seriously about driving over to where she was with my shotgun and blowing holes in her.

That car is a heap. She's old and worn out and sitting in my parents' backyard. The transmission's shot. But I love her. Fiercely. When I wrecked her a long time ago, I cried like a baby. Once I got her fixed, she never quite looked the same, but I didn't care. I loved her. When the transmission went, I cried again. I still miss her. I want to restore her one day. But even if I can't, it's ok. I still love her because she's special, and she's MINE. And if someone wants her, they'll pry her from my cold, dead hands.

Why am I telling you this?

Well, it's because I got to thinking about it today. I walked out on you without a single word. And you don't seem too concerned, since you haven't even asked me why.

I guess it's a metaphor for our whole relationship, that I love that old broke-down car more than you ever loved me.

Ain't that some shit?

~R.

 

[kiten69]

Dear X,

How do you say goodbye? You did it so easily...and I'm still stuck!

me

 

[YourCaptor]

Dear X,

How do you say goodbye? You did it so easily...and I'm still stuck!

me

Find what it them, and what in you, pushes you two apart, and know that they will always be them, and you will always be you.

 

[drown]

dear x...

their musings aren't even coherent.

for you to act upon them
is...

laughable
and...

so telling.

poseur.

 

[rida]

Dear S,

I'll be patient and wait.
And if I have to give up our dynamic to be able to have a vanilla presence in your life, I'm willing to. As far as I can have coffee with you, even if it will have to be a mere superficial acquaintance I'm willing to.

Last night events made me realize how much I'm missing you. How much I need to submit to you. How nobody else can have that place in my life.

I love you. I miss you. I will always be yours.

(In)Patiently waiting.

y

 

[ShyVixen]

Dear X,

I can't wait to see you later

I've felt very spoilt with the amount of time we've been spending together over the last few months. It's been wonderful!

See you later, Sir.

Yours,

Me

 

[sacrificedangel]

Dear X,

Why oh why did you have to rota me in with that dick?? For THREE MONTHS woman! C'mon!!!!!!

Blatent dis-REGARDs
Me.

 

[Ezs_Huntress]

Dear X,

Ok. So watching someones nuts being nailed to a board was all well and great, you dont have to do it yes? Good. Now that we have that clear between us. (I like it when we have these chats don't you?)

You have to do something about LR and co you know, the rumours are still flying. You could do the ostrich thing and wait for them to go away, which of course they would in time, but you have never had that mentality so why start now? Tell them you dont want to be part of their house before you find yourself shanghaied into it!

Maybe should also think about W. so hes a little older. hes definitely interested, is it worth sitting down and feeling that out? you ought to consider just what you want. the weekend was awesome, and now the dom drop is pulling back, maybe its time to think a bit.

thanks for listening x, until next time.

Me

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

You've surpassed yourself this time.

How could you do that to me? Really, how do you justify it?

You have stooped to a new level lowness. In doing that you have even taken away my ability to hear your voice. You have left me with nothing at all.

The day I received that was the day I lost any respect for you. You did me a massive favour you know; up until that point I was really struggling because I still loved you immensely. Well no more. I wont allow myself to love someone who would do that to me in order to protect their own arse.

A danger????

Its disgusting.

You have me wrong if you think I will avoid it that day. On the contrary, I welcome it.

I cant believe that I once loved you.

never to be yours again,

me.

 

[FreakMyWhatNow]

Dear Master X

In Gratitude for a Special Day…

Thank you ever so kindly for leaving me sitting in bed naked and not saying goodbye.
Thank you very much for making me cry all night.
Thank you for saying all of those hurtful things to me.
Thank you for messing me around all day by pretending you cared.
Thank you for not understanding that I needed time to heal the wounds you created.
Thank you so much for making me feel like I’m the world’s biggest idiot.
Thank you for the lies you told me.
Thank you for your non-existent apology.
Thank you for reminding me why I should keep to myself.
Thank you for making me feel so unremarkable, undesirable and unseen the whole time we were together.

Sorry… Did I say “thank you”?

I meant FUCK YOU!

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear x,

You've surpassed yourself this time.

How could you do that to me? Really, how do you justify it?

You have stooped to a new level lowness. In doing that you have even taken away my ability to hear your voice. You have left me with nothing at all.

The day I received that was the day I lost any respect for you. You did me a massive favour you know; up until that point I was really struggling because I still loved you immensely. Well no more. I wont allow myself to love someone who would do that to me in order to protect their own arse.

A danger????

Its disgusting.

You have me wrong if you think I will avoid it that day. On the contrary, I welcome it.

I cant believe that I once loved you.

never to be yours again,

me.

In Gratitude for a Special Day…

Thank you ever so kindly for leaving me sitting in bed naked and not saying goodbye.
Thank you very much for making me cry all night.
Thank you for saying all of those hurtful things to me.
Thank you for messing me around all day by pretending you cared.
Thank you for not understanding that I needed time to heal the wounds you created.
Thank you so much for making me feel like I’m the world’s biggest idiot.
Thank you for the lies you told me.
Thank you for your non-existent apology.
Thank you for reminding me why I should keep to myself.
Thank you for making me feel so unremarkable, undesirable and unseen the whole time we were together.

Sorry… Did I say “thank you”?

I meant FUCK YOU!

*BIG HUGS* to both of you!!

Just because.

 

[Keroin]

Dear Rubbermaid,

Thanks so much for making such durable and functional storage containers...that also work well as furniture!

What would I do without you?

Love always,
The nomadic K

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

I thought its not possible, but I love you more and more each day. The wee things you do and say, the way you treat me - with so much love, so caring and gentle. Its so nice! I never thought of me as of a lucker, but guess I am one. No one ever loved me the way you do. I am not used to it, but I deffo love love LOVE IT! Cant get enough of it actualy!

The week we've spent together was beautiful, it really was. I enjoyed every second of being with you. We got LOTS of years of being immensely happy together ahead of us.

The baby thats growing inside of me, your baby, is a wee miracle and I treasure it very much. Just as I treasure you and your love. I love you. Love you with all of my heart. Cannot wait to live my life by your side!

You are gone just few hours and I miss you so much already. ~le sigh~

Roll on February, roll on!!
4ever yours
~pet



PS: Kristy asked me why I didnt cry when you were leaving back to England? I told her "I dont cry because I know its the last "Goodbye" for us. The very very last one! So I am happy."

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

you killed me the moment you did that.

i have never felt this down before. I cant stop crying and Ive lost everything.
On top of that you deliver this.

I cant even call and take comfort from hearing you now.

Seriously, how could you? Why would you?

ive sat here and wondered if its all worth it. Whether I can go on.

I will never trust anyone again.

The moment I received that you became the biggest regret of my life. Of all the people in the world, I dont know anyone who would be least likely to be violent than me. But you know that, dont you.

You have ruined me.

 

[ImOnIt]

Dear puff!

I love thee! Must be near 4 years <3

 

[Here_and_Now]

Dear x:

I'm sick of this. Just ignore me as I ignore you and maybe we can possibly make this work till I'm gone.

Maybe I'll talk to you at christmas then, though don't count on it.

Also, you're making life hell for person y, and she doesn't deserve that.

......

 

[Kitty_Schrödinger]

Dear X
I don't know what to do with it.
Me

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

I'm writing here because i have nowhere left to write. You have seen to that. I hope you see this one day and know what you have put me through in order to protect yourself.
It's strange that someone can say they love you and then 10 days later go and do something like that to the same person. What were you thinking? Why on earth would you do that? I've read it all. All of it and I have seen the lies and it left me shocked and devastated. I can only think that it been done to placate; but really, I have no idea your motive. I do know though that you should be ashamed.
I not only had to deal with the breakup alone, with no support. I now have to deal with this. Its shocking to think you could put me through something so horrific. Its just plain cruel.
I am the scapegoat and I have been villified, but do not think that I am about to let that happen without a challenge no matter how broken I am.
When I saw what had been said it made me more determined to stand up for myself and for the truth.
You have made my life a living nightmare. I cry daily. Multiple times a day. I have been off work for over a week and had to go to the doctors.
I got so low I briefly considered ending things. I have never ever felt like that before in my whole life and you should know that it was you and your actions that made me consider it. you must feel so proud.

I am finding this so difficult because unlike you, when I love I love deeply and I love genuinely. Its not something I can just switch on and off; I only wish I could. I would have flicked that switch two weeks ago. Actually maybe I would have flicked the switch a long time ago.
Unfortunately I am having to deal with still having these feeling of love and missing you. Apparently its normal; so people assure me. It doesnt mean I like you nor does it mean that I dont despise what you have done. I do.

One day in your not too distant future, I hope that you reflect on this; how you have treated me and what you have done. Not just now, but throughout our relationship culimating in this ultimate betrayal of my trust and love and act of hate.
Ask yourself if I really deserve what you have done. After everything I have done for you and given you if I honestly deserve this.
Ask yourself, rather than all this you have so easily thrown at me, whether infact what I really deserved was your love and your kindess and trust and whether my expectations of being treated well and being looked after like you promised were reasonable after the numerous sacrifices i have made for us.

I dread next week; it will kill me. Yet equally I welcome the chance to put a few things straight. I also look forward to putting them straight for you as its clear that you do not understand why it happened and from your comments its also obvious you do not remember the actual events as they happened either.

Thankfully, I have no problems remembering.

oh and btw. just so you know,
a. I didnt tell because of the reason you have both jumped on. I told because we are both weak where the other is concerned and it was the only way I knew how to stop us being together. four years of a half life is more than enough and by telling it took the decision out of my hands. If I hadnt we would have ended up back together. It wasnt revenge or bitterness lol... hence the reason I kept the email as brief as possible. If it was for the motive you think I would have said everything straightaway.
b. you suggested I speak to your B on the Wednesday night, so I did exactly that. I even spoke in your defence; though believe what you will. Ask him! If you lose your membership look to the person who told him initially not me ffs.
c. a pre existing arrangement (plan b) which btw you offered, does not a blackmail attempt make.
d. I saw everything that was said and you lied
e. I have never met two people who are so delusional. Face up to the truth.
e. I'm done.

 

[rida]

ETA: yes, it is a half drunk rumbling
move on, nothing to see here, not even internet drama.



*************************
dear S,

i wish i could be falling asleep covered in welts and aching bruises
knowing that you'll be sleeping like a baby with a peaceful smile on your face

that peace ... being the closest thing I can get right now to feeling like I can make a difference in the life of the ones I love

that peace ... perhaps I'll get to share a little piece of it
and perhaps I too will be able to sleep with a peaceful smile on my face

i'm missing you
but right now, I've not much to offer you

i hate crying. I look old and worn out when I cry
i guess I look exactly like I'm feeling right now

I love you Sir. and I hope we can find a way.
but either way ... I'm happy for the change taking place in your life.

It is not easy, and you are seeing it for yourself. but the rewards are worth it all. trust me. I know.

part timely yours,
Y.

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

I hate what you have done to me.

I cant stop crying.

me

 

[sacrificedangel]

Dear X...

I have survived 12 days working with you....but I swear, if you pull that shit you did today again, I will fecking end you. I have never felt violent towards anyone in my life, to the point where I want to batter hell out of them repeatedly with a frying pan or something...or in this case, with the dental treatment tray.
You are a dick. And I unfortunately have another 8 weeks and 2 days to go.

Kindest fucking regards.
Your nurse.

 

[Kitty_Schrödinger]

Dear x
go and fuck yourself.
Me