Kajira Callista
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- Sep 10, 2003
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Dear someone,
I miss the closeness we shared, even though we never met, and how I always felt I had you to talk to...about anything...with out being judged.
My brain tells me to hope you are happy with the person you are with even though they will never know you like I do but my heart says I hate this all.
I don't know how this happened but I love you... I don't know what box to put this feeling in or I am allowed to have it but it is there. I know somehow it is the same for you and you don't know what box it belongs in either. Maybe we should figure that out and put it all in one box and duct tape it closed and bury it... forever.
What do you think?
I wonder if you even know I am writing this to you.
Dear Ex,
How sad is it that this post isn't about you but if you ever read it you would surely believe it was.
Dear world,
I can't believe how fucking hard it is to be submissive and get divorced.
I keep feeling like I am being a bad girl all the time...until my lawyer (who i think gets who i am
) tells me I am a good girl...Then I can take all this crap on again with my head high.
The most horrifying rollercoaster ride ever. I can't wait until it is done and I can actually be me again.
I miss the closeness we shared, even though we never met, and how I always felt I had you to talk to...about anything...with out being judged.
My brain tells me to hope you are happy with the person you are with even though they will never know you like I do but my heart says I hate this all.
I don't know how this happened but I love you... I don't know what box to put this feeling in or I am allowed to have it but it is there. I know somehow it is the same for you and you don't know what box it belongs in either. Maybe we should figure that out and put it all in one box and duct tape it closed and bury it... forever.
What do you think?
I wonder if you even know I am writing this to you.
Dear Ex,
How sad is it that this post isn't about you but if you ever read it you would surely believe it was.
Dear world,
I can't believe how fucking hard it is to be submissive and get divorced.
I keep feeling like I am being a bad girl all the time...until my lawyer (who i think gets who i am
) tells me I am a good girl...Then I can take all this crap on again with my head high.The most horrifying rollercoaster ride ever. I can't wait until it is done and I can actually be me again.



