Dear X:

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Dear X:

I dont understand why something like that is such a huge deal to you when you know I am shy and uncomfortable with it, especially when its just sprung on me. I hate feeling like I fucked up when you treated the situation poorly and then just up and left when I told you how upset I was over it. I dont understand how one minute we can talk about all the beautiful things we want with each other, and the next I'm sobbing crying over something that I shouldn't be because I was pushed. I just wish that I could stop thinking it was my fault, when I know it wasnt.

For what its worth, I still love you.

-Me.
 
Dear X,

I can't do this anymore. I'm under enough pressure, and I don't need more.




and *hugs Nymphy, too*
 
Dear x thank you for being there for me this morning, thank you for talking me through it, thank you for buying my head off when I'm too judgmental of myself. Thank you for saying you are proud of my geeky self, thank you for thinking I'm beautiful, thank you for telling me you'd be proud of me and would show me off to the world (shame neither of us could be content with another woman lol). Ti amo, me x x
 
Dear X

My heart is breaking, again. Not sure how much more disappointment I can take. I gave you everything I had, in the end, it still wasn't enough. What we had was so special....at least to me. Beginning to wonder if there's ever anybody out there for me.
 
Dear X:

Im always so scared to tell you yes when you ask me those difficult questions, but in reality I want it bad. I want to make that commitment and be with you like that. I so wish we could live thursday and yesterday over again. They were the days, good and bad that I would want to freeze time for. Throw your phone out the window and live in forever. It sucks not to have you sleeping next to me tonight, I miss you so much and I feel so damn pathetically sappy saying all this. Tomorrow will be amazing. I love you.

:heart: Me
 
Dear X,

Today is the day! I am excited and nervous. I still get butterflies when I am with you, after all these years. I hope they never stop!

I love you, and I am always proud of you. Yes, we will clash heads at times, but remember, there is usually a good reason if I am digging in my feet!

Anxious for time to pass, my love.

~CC
 
Dear X

I wish it was under different circumstances, but I've so enjoyed the last week. It's given us both a chance to grow and grow closer.
 
Dear X,
How do you know how to find that secret door with just a few words. It amazes me how you just know.
LOL@ me for almost falling right into it.
Good to see you back though, and hope to see you posting again soon. :rose:
 
Dear B.

I was angry yesterday...today I am just sad. There is nothing ugly about love, and misunderstandings happen. C'est la vie. I am responding here rather than via e-mail because you are right - direct contact is not advisable right now.

We both need to catch our respective breath.

Be good to yourself and I will see you around here.

This is not "the long kiss goodbye", merely until next time.

Take care,
 
Dear K,

Wow I am so excited to have found you! You're helping me realize finally for good that I need out of my vanilla relationship. No matter how hard it may be to walk away knowing I hurt him so bad, its what I need. And with you as my teacher and Daddy, I know I'll be fine.

:rose::kiss:

Your babygirl
 
Dear X,

You must believe in yourself. You can write. Or be funny, at least. Just try. Don't be afraid to be yourself. You can edit to protect the innocent.

I hope it doesn't sound like a privileged bitch complaining on and on. Surely that can be avoided. That's not you, is it? No. No self doubt.

Love,
me

Dear X,

I'm sorry for projecting my shit onto you. Objectifying you that time. I truly am.

-itw
 
Dear X,

I know I said I wanted this, but why are you pushing? It seems like it's more important to you than it is to me. I know I want this, and I told you I want this, but that doesn't mean it has to be right now. You have been amazing by giving me the room to explore, and don't think I don't appreciate it, but I think there are things going on in your head about this that you aren't telling me. We can't move forward if there is something bothering you about this. Talk to me, damn it! Lay it all out there so we can deal with everything before anything bad happens. I refuse to let anything, least of all this, cause problems between us. Just open up to me and talk please.

I love you,
Me
 
Dear X aka PMS,

you driving me nuts lately, I never know when you will suprise me. Please do me a favor and leave me alone for the one certain week in June. Just one. I will willingly bleed for the whole month after, but the one week in June I wanna haeve just a nice time, no pain and such.

Gimme a break this time ok? :rolleyes:

thanks
me
 
Dear X

I'm wondering whether it's worth it anymore. But what will happen then?
 
Dear R and K

Im so excited this is all going to work out. I want it to so bad now. All that fear and anxiety gone in ten minutes of talking. Amazing. Cant wait to start this thing :)

<3 Me.
 
Dear X,

You are venturing very close to my "fuck you" reflex now. I'm tired of the tension. I'm tired of walking on eggshells. I'm tired of the drama. Do not push me. It won't be pretty.

~Bunny
 
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