Dear X:

[sinnocence]

Dear Daddy,

This is not what i was originally going to say to You, but i *did* want to say something.

i don't want to fight with You. i never do. And i never try to hurt You. i'm sorry about earlier today. You didn't deserve it and i know that. Please don't feel bad anymore.

i miss You and love You.

Love,
me

 

[Plucky19]

Dear X,

I am the real thing and am here for life. I promise.

IAY

 

[rida]

Now I am confused again.

It seems like we are doing this "one step forward two step back dance", but I'm afraid it is probably only happening in my mind.
In your reality it is probably all very simple: you call, I come; you order, I do; you are done and I go back.

If your intentions are to always leave me off center, you are doing a fine job.

But what I really want to say is: "It does not seem you really need me to be part of it, this time. Enjoy it on your own!"
However, as being punished for being snappy is not my idea of fun, I'll just hold my tongue and wait and see ...

 

[ToPleaseHim]

.....

 

[__OWNED__]

My Dearest X,

Take a deep breath in.....and slowly exhale.

Repeat after me:

I Love only you, simple and pure.


Waiting for you in our garden,

O

 

[sinnocence]

Dear Sweetheart,

You are by far the most understanding and forgiving person i have ever met. When i disappoint or anger You, You're there not long after, holding out Your arms to show that i am forgiven. i am so beyond privileged to even know You. Your heart is something i cherish every day and Your love is something i hope to keep Forever. The months are slowly passing by and with each one, i'm getting closer and closer to seeing You. i cannot wait until the day when i can see Your face while You speak, hug You like i want, sit in Your lap, and show You how much You mean to me. Well, i don't know if i'll ever be able to show You *just* how much, but You get the idea.

i love You.

Love,
me

 

[TigerClaw]

.....

 

[ultramarineblue]

Dear X,

Thank you for encouraging me to go tonight. You encouraged while still making it something I had to decide and that is pretty powerful. You knew I would end up going anyway. It would have been so much easier if you had said to just go and be done with it but you didn't. You just listened and did not push me either way. You just encouraged me to decide myself what would make me happy.

I'm still really confused and don't know exactly where I'm going with this. I can see myself going so many different directions and each one of them working. Wanting to choose the absolute best path paralyzes me at times. I know there isn't an absolute in my head but I haven't convinced my heart of that yet. I'm fighting to convince all of me that there isn't necessarily one way that is best. I know I just have to live and experience. It's so much easier to say it than it is to do it.

Thank you so much for your patience and your friendship. It means a lot to me.

me

 

[jockdom]

Dear X
On my way peanut!

 

[minx1]

Dear X
On my way peanut!

Dear x's

Hope you both have a fantastic time

 

[jockdom]

Dear x's

Hope you both have a fantastic time

Thanks doll. Should be a cracking week!

 

[minx1]

Thanks doll. Should be a cracking week!

Absolutely!

I envy you both.....but in a good way

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X
On my way peanut!

Waiting for you!!

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear x's

Hope you both have a fantastic time

Thank you Minxie!!!

I know I am up for amazing week with a wonderful person. We will deffo have fun!!


I am so happy its today!!

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

I'm doing ok mainly, but this last couple of hours..... I'm not. I miss you so much. I just want to come home I'll tell you this here because later when we speak I will have to pretend everything is rosy.

When you were here I told you how I felt sometimes and you told me that if anyone could do this, it was me. You told me how proud you were of me, how not everyone would take such chances. That I have done what you always wish you had been able to do.
You think I am brave, but you wouldn't think that now if you could see me crying my eyes out.

Seriously what was I thinking. Why did i ever think this was doable. I am so stupid sometimes!

Everything has gone wrong mum. So wrong. And I don't know how to make it right and every time I try, I just make it worse.
I'm doing that thing.... kicking the dog to make sure its alive. *soft laugh*. Thats when I'm not panicking about it

Right now the easy thing is to come home, staying here is the challenge.

I just want to run. Really, desperately want to run.

But the thing is, I love making you proud, more than I want to quit.

All my love,

B x

 

[LifelongCyn]

Dear X,

I don't know what to say except I'm so very sorry that you must choose at all. I can't pretend to understand the circumstances that forced you to end our friendship. I don't understand how a person can live with you for so long and yet still doubt your integrity. As sad as it would be to end such a longstanding partnership, it would be sadder still if the price of preserving it is your living in misery. Good luck, my friend. I'll miss you.

Love,

Me

 

[minx1]

edited: because I am f**ked off.

You win. I give up.

 

[Bandit58]

Dear minx,
I'm so sorry that things haven't worked out for you. You're very brave, you know that? You haven't cut and run, you're still there. That takes courage.

If you want to talk, I have an open PM box.

Hugs, me

 

[minx1]

Dear minx,
I'm so sorry that things haven't worked out for you. You're very brave, you know that? You haven't cut and run, you're still there. That takes courage.

If you want to talk, I have an open PM box.

Hugs, me

oh Bandit, I only just saw this! Thankyou so much.

Really.... thankyou

 

[Condatis]

Dear _O_

You are as good as I expected...and well beyond!

Of course, I miss you, but, hopefully not for too long now...


C

 

[sinnocence]

Dear Sweetheart,

Thank You for showing me that not all men are the same. i'm so lucky that i found You.

i love You.

Love,
me

 

[__OWNED__]

Dear _O_

You are as good as I expected...and well beyond!

Of course, I miss you, but, hopefully not for too long now...


C

Dear C

I do know how much....and it's all back to you.

It won't be long.....meet me in our garden in the morning and we'll make snow angels.


_O_

 

[Condatis]

Dear C

I do know how much....and it's all back to you.

It won't be long.....meet me in our garden in the morning and we'll make snow angels.


_O_

Dear 'O'

Snow Angels or Devils?

The Garden awaits....it has more than one purpose!!!


*winks and sighs happily*


C

 

[__OWNED__]

Dear 'O'

Snow Angels or Devils?

The Garden awaits....it has more than one purpose!!!


*winks and sighs happily*


C

Dear C

I'm the angel....you're the devil.

Just think if our trees could talk......

*giggles and waits for my ass warmer.*

 

[Condatis]

Dear C

I'm the angel....you're the devil.

Just think if our trees could talk......

*giggles and waits for my ass warmer.*

Dear 'O'

You just wait!!!

Warm?

Hot you will find!!!

C