Dear X:

[SweetGigi]

Dear X's,

Thank you. Those words feel hollow against my feelings of gratitude. Some how those words will never express how much I am thankful to you all for taking me in and accepting me, my flaws- yet still holding me accountable- and loving me as one of your own. Your way- *OUR* way- is to enriching, so fluid, so pure. It warms me to see such openness within our ranks. the unadulturated honesty we all share is so refreshing. I've nevr known a more honest bunch; and that is why it works. So thank you for welcoming me into the fold. In time I will become deeply emmerced and intergrated as a sister in our family of friends. I look forward to getting there.

With growing love and respect-

G

 

[Bags]

Dear M .... Someway, I wish you could read this ... know that it was ME posting this to you ....
I can't wait till December - if that's truly when things will be answered for you .. I can't do it anymore. I can't ... I still wonder if you ever think of me, if you ever wonder how I am doing like I do with you .... I will always have a spot in my heart for you ... if you ever did "come back to me" ... I honestly don't know what I would do ... but for now, I know I have to just let it go ..... let you go ...

Dear D .... I'm proud of you ... proud of what you've accomplished yesterday ... was that all it took so you could get your "life" back ... your sanity back .. cause you seem so much better today, and last night. I hope you can keep this going ... I trully do. Good on ya!

Dear ........ I miss it

 

[jockdom]

Dear X
Only a week ago you were kneeling at my feet. I loved every moment of it, thank you pet. Can't wait till jan/feb too take it a stage further.
x

 

[Ghostjae]

Dear X,

I can't let you continue to make me happy. You're a gorgeous man, and I love you. That's the problem. Me loving you. Because you and her love each other, and yet again, I'm on the outside looking in. I respect you and care deeply about you, so now I'm going to try to push you away, because otherwise you just keep getting more and more attractive to me.
Three years I've spent pining for you. And I can't stop and see no end in sight. I'd tell you, but you laughing would break parts of me that are merely jury-rigged together. So I've got to make myself forget you...or at least stop loving you. Because as of right now, there is no one I've ever let in as far as you. That's too much vulnerability given to a mere friend...what's more is I would hand the leash to you in a heartbeat and be perfectly blissful.
Damn the luck.

 

[Kikori]

Dear ghost...

Are you going to be okay?

~Kiko

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

If anyone would ask me WHY would I spent the rest of my life with you, I'd say...

It's the way you touch me,
It's the way you hold me,
It's the way you treat me, with so much love,
It's the way you softly kiss me,
It's the way you look me in the eyes,
It's the way you care about me,
It's the way you'd get worried about me,
It's the way you speak of love,
It's the way you see the future with me,
And it's the way you love me.

I love you A., cannot wait to have you back here in January! Honest, I cannot wait to live my life by your side.


Love you Daddy!!!

~pet

 

[BiBunny]

Dear X,

I hate how you're getting treated, and I hate how you just accept it. Somebody needs an ass-whipping, and I'll be glad to be the one to dish it out. You deserve better than that.

~Me

 

[Ghostjae]

Dear ghost...

Are you going to be okay?

~Kiko

Well, ok is relative.
And no, probably not.
I've had what remained of my heart from my last relationship completely shredded tonight.
To be blatantly honest, I need a fifth of tequila and a bed, and to pass out.

But...thank you.
Not many people care anymore.
<3


Dear X,
Please.
Hit me harder...make it hurt more.
I don't want you to stop anymore.
If it's the only 'love' I'll get for gods know how long, it'll do.
At least it's you.
What I need, I will never have.
I can accept that.
Like it, never, but accept I will.
So I'll let you be the rock I need.
Because there is NO ONE ELSE.
I feel like I'll break inside from a few more heavy blows.
Isn't love supposed to last more than two weeks after, even when you leave?
You said it was ok to hurt from it...that you were there.
No, you're not.
Gods I need you or anyone tonight.
I haven't had anyone care until him, and now it's almost as if he never did...
So what do I do now?
It's a successive line of people who I make my life, or at least a very large part of it, and then as quickly as they appeared, they're gone, and I have to rebuild myself all over again.
Especially after my first Master not only let me go, but called me a whore, and immediatlely ceased to speak to me.
From being a pet to no one in one night.
It took me almost a year to recover enough to be "normal" for me.
Now this, the only other person I've let myself love.
I love hard, and gods it hurts.
I only knew I loved you when it was over, and it was too late to take what I had said back.
Wishing for forgiveness is all I'm doing now.
And waiting...for someone who can fix me enough to where I'm not always so broken.
Help.
I need you.

 

[twysted73]

nevermind...........

 

[Harmony_1985]

Dear X

Thank you for listening to my emo hormone driven panic the other day. I'm not sure where it came from, other than the fact I'm missing you so much that I was doubting if I could cope with going a whole year before I see you again. I love you so much that its making it hard, and I know that you've been having alot of stuff going on at home that your mind hasn't exactly been on us. That, I think, hasn't helped my worries and my panics.

I know this is as hard for you as it is for me, but I think for me its slightly harder as you're my first. I just want to say thank you for having the patience of dealing with my freak outs, and I love you.

Your girl xxx

 

[SubKekiLee]

c - not sure why I'm in this whatever one calls it. With further introspect applied to my thoughts I suppose I've always invisioned a doting, ever-present entity when submissives were considered. Rearranging my thoughts and expectations takes a lot out of me. It's not anything you did. Never was.
I simply have my own self to blame. You continue to do as you have always done. I love you for it. I know you'll find this. Don't be saddened. Nothing between us changes as a result.
It may even deepen and strengthen. I miss your attendance and company.
Your humor and laugh. The moan that escapes your lips when you shudder and come.
I miss you.


b- Thursday is our anniversary you know. And I'm coming up there to see you tomorrow, although you have no idea what I'm coming up there for however.
I am tired of the trips even though I love to drive.
I'm tired of those hugs even though I enjoy your breasts against me and your arms clinging about my shoulders.
I am tired of packing a heart that never sees the light of day while I'm with you. If you cannot offer me more then what I need after 2 YEARS of patience, I will take that key back from you and give it to a woman who would leave everything behind her for the chance to have it.

And, I suppose, it's for the protection of her eager and innocent little heart that I do this. She doesn't deserve to be in the wings. What she offers is what I've always wanted from you.

- You are amazing.

HUGS!

 

[SubKekiLee]

Sir
the last few days have been amazing we have gotten so much time to spend together. I cannot wait til next month when I get to spend several days with you face to face again.. We are about to celebrate a milestone in our relationship. In the last year we have had several ups and downs and in this next year I want to further my/our journey.. Cannot wait to see where life takes us... Florida is beautiful cant wait til your here... We have great friends here and cant wait to spend time with them. I am yours and you are mine and I dont want that to ever change...

Your smile warms me, your voice keeps me inspired and I miss you when are apart..

your pet

 

[honoria]

Dear X,

I've thought about it and NO!, I won't be your "secret slave". I love you. You know that. I didn't fall easily. No, you worked at it. You tore down every wall, worked your way into my heart and mind and convinced me I could trust you. I made a deliberate choice to trust you. To love you. I stood by you and loved you when you doubted yourself. Now, I feel like I've been played. Is that how it works? You're sure that I love you so now you lose interest? Or keep me around "just in case" but at arms length until it suits you? I don't think so. Yes, I'm a sub and I need the darkness that you give me. I may never find anyone else that can take me where you did. But the feeling I get from you when we talk is that you can't get away fast enough. I've told you things that no other living soul knows. I was so incredibly stupid as to try to plan a future with you. I'll make friends and move on, but I will NEVER trust anyone else with my heart again. Because as pathetic as it is, I still love you, I always will.

 

[jockdom]

Dear X,

I've thought about it and NO!, I won't be your "secret slave". I love you. You know that. I didn't fall easily. No, you worked at it. You tore down every wall, worked your way into my heart and mind and convinced me I could trust you. I made a deliberate choice[ to trust you. To love you. I stood by you and loved you when you doubted yourself. Now, I feel like I've been played. Is that how it works? You're sure that I love you so now you lose interest? Or keep me around "just in case" but at arms length until it suits you? I don't think so. Yes, I'm a sub and I need the darkness that you give me. I may never find anyone else that can take me where you did. But the feeling I get from you when we talk is that you can't get away fast enough. I've told you things that no other living soul knows. I was so incredibly stupid as to try to plan a future with you. I'll make friends and move on, but I will NEVER trust anyone else with my heart again. Because as pathetic as it is, I still love you, I always will.

Hugs you so don't need that.

 

[Bags]

Dear X .... I've posted more negative than positive today about anything ... but tonight, I'm feeling very loved and cared for for some reason

M ... thank you for showing me I can feel again ... even if it's pain, but I have oooo oooo soo much happiniess from it in the long run

G .... Whatever happened last week ... thank you!!!! Please, please can we try this ... can we make this work ... you have made me smile again .. YOU did it .. I giggled and laughed and felt again!!

S .... HUGS! Friends are so nice to have ... and I hope we can stay friends while longer ...

MMMM .. and dear .... dear ... dear ... one day ... I promise myself that ... one day I shall enjoy ALL that I really want ... ALL of it!! mmmmmm And that thought makes me feel cared for and happy all over.

Love me ..... all of me!!!

 

[VelvetDarkness]

To the dickless fucker who cloned my card.

Dear X

Why did you choose this week to clone my debit card and go on an online gambling spree? This month was going to be tight enough what with moving house and trying to get a fledgling business moving (literally. my cafebus is still temporarily out of commission) but you had to take all my available cash, put me over my overdraft and bounce all my direct debits.

Do you really think you're winning?

You must be a shit gambler if you've got no money of your own. Are you still deluding yourself that one day you'll win big? Give it all up and retire? Gambling is a sad, pathetic, vicarious pastime. It gives you an excuse not to get off your ass and actually live. You're a spineless fraction of a human being. A vacuum. A parasite.

I have reported your fraudulent transactions. I will get back every penny plus a refund of any bank charges incurred. I will get a shiny new card through the post and have all my losses returned to my account because you might be a devious asshole but this bitch has fraud cover. By the time I'm done, I will not be one penny worse off for your rape of my bank account. I will go on to build my business and live a full and rich life with my loving Master.

You, on the other hand, will still be a sad little fuck sat in front of the PC with a net worth that I imagine amounts to millions - in negative fgures - financially, emotionally and psychologically.

So, do you really still think that you're a winner?

 

[kinkyknickers]

Dear X,

Whilst I appreciate the fact that you wanted to apologise to me, I'm not sure what you were apologising for.
Remember communication? Being in the loop would be nice.

KK

 

[SweetGigi]

Dear sweet Man sitting beside me,

You are an amazing friend. There I said it. I have enjoyed you and our FWB situation from the very beginning. This is exactly what we both need. A friend to lean on and stand with while we sort our pretty little messes out. Thank you for holding me accountable. Thank you for being so honest in return. Thank you for making me feel special and important- you know I rarely feel that way. I have finally eliminated the last of the negative nellys in my world. I look forward to the days that lie ahead.

*lick*

Me

 

[jockdom]

My dear wee lurking pet.
Can't wait till january to claim you properly peanut.
You made your daddy a very happy/soppy bloke!
x

 

[LifelongCyn]

Dear X,

...but I will NEVER trust anyone else with my heart again...

Don't give him that power over you. Take the time to heal but don't let the scars close you off forever. Loving someone who deserves you is the best revenge.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

My dear wee lurking pet.
Can't wait till january to claim you properly peanut.
You made your daddy a very happy/soppy bloke!
x

My dear Daddy,

I cannot wait either!!!


And thank youuuuuuuu, tonight was purrrrrrrrrrrrfect!!


love you
~pet

 

[minx1]

Dear x,


I wish you wanted it too .....

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Dear X

Today would be your 55th birthday. I miss you. There is so much I want to tell you, so much I want to share with you. So much I feel you could help me do better. I have been involved with a good woman for almost a year. It's hard and strange and yet the love...I think you would approve.

The kidlets miss you. *Our* boy will be 18 this year. He is doing so well. The girls are lively and loving and bratty. You would be crazy from the noise but I believe you would smile.

I just wanted you to know that I miss you, my friend. I wanted you to know I am thinking of you. I love you, mommy.

Your daughter

 

[Ghostjae]

Dear X,

If we ever do get the chance to start over, it's going to take a lot of give and take from both of us.

Do you honestly think we can do it?
You said yourself you're still not sure that it was the truth.
I shouldn't have lied, and gods I'm regretting it, and my body's punishing me for it enough.

I miss being your Kitty, and your girl, and all the other wonderful things I had.
Now I just have you drunk, or a few moments at a time.

I'm not ok, and I know you're not either.
You're lying to her and you so stop already...
9 hours is hell, but the hell without you is so much worse.
Please, let me come back home.

 

[Lady_Moldovie]

Dear X,
I've told you all about me, the good, the bad and the ugly, the ball is in your court now..

Hoping, me.