Dear X:

Status
Not open for further replies.
Dear You Know Who,

This emotionally honest and open route is kind of demanding of my energy. Maybe it's a sign I'm growing up. I hope you understand. Please do. I wish I could send you a link but I'm coming up empty. I'm just doing it because I give a damn and it's harder to do this than let you walk into the war zone of my mind unarmed, later.
 
Dear X,
I've been thinking over your actions and comments you made to me this morning, it's funny that you asked if you could go upstairs, yet the first thing you do is run into what used to be our bedroom, and look for signs of someone else sleeping in the bed with me. When I asked you this you said you wouldn't be happy if I had, yet you are quite willing to tell me that you nearly had sex with a woman the other night.
WTF gives YOU the right to tell me that I can't see anyone else, YOU were the one who had the affair, and walk out on me, I was quite willing to work past that, go and get some marriage guidence, but no you wanted out, and I let you go.....a month after you, said you wanted me back, you loved me, yet you were here two hours and you couldn't do it, so I let you go again.
I am living MY life now, you have no say in what I do any more.

Me.

i swear to god, I've said this before..
 
Dear X,
I've been thinking over your actions and comments you made to me this morning, it's funny that you asked if you could go upstairs, yet the first thing you do is run into what used to be our bedroom, and look for signs of someone else sleeping in the bed with me. When I asked you this you said you wouldn't be happy if I had, yet you are quite willing to tell me that you nearly had sex with a woman the other night.
WTF gives YOU the right to tell me that I can't see anyone else, YOU were the one who had the affair, and walk out on me, I was quite willing to work past that, go and get some marriage guidence, but no you wanted out, and I let you go.....a month after you, said you wanted me back, you loved me, yet you were here two hours and you couldn't do it, so I let you go again.
I am living MY life now, you have no say in what I do any more.

Me.

i swear to god, I've said this before..

"If you always do as you've always done, then you'll always get what you've always had."

I hope something breaks this cycle for you. I really do.
I abhored it.
 
Dear X,

All I have, and all I need, and all I want is you tonight
All I see, and all I feel, is just holding you so tight
All I miss, and all I dream, and all I want is your sweet love
All I know, and all I say, is that I can't get enough


:heart:
~KT
 
Dear X,

today is your day my little princess! Cannot wait to give you your birth day present and see the smile on your face!!!!!! :heart:


Love you
~mom
 
Dear sweetie,

What can I say that has not already been said? I love you. I fall deeper and deeper in love with you each day. you are perfection to Me. you are My everything. I can not wait till forever begins. you're gonna make Me the happiest person on the face of the earth. I love you with all that I have.

Love Eternally,
Daddy
 
Dear X,

I am right beside you no matter what, and would rather have you upset with me over that... than me not being here.

IAY

Time for a swim I think...
 
Dear X,

it would take you just ONE damned phone call to tell your daughter happy bday... is that such a prob??? Ya know I dont give a damn you were forgeting mine BUT it really pisses me off you dont remeber even bday of your own kids.

Wannabe dad....... *ughhhhhhhh* :mad:


~your ex
 
Last edited:
Dear X .... I'm getting pleasure knowing you're going through so much hell ... how wrong is that! Honest to gwad, I would still be here for you ..... Which is sooo wrong as well.

Dear Sleeep ....... why am I not doing that anymore ... LOL!

Dear ............... yeah ......... I miss things ....... I'm beyond frustrated!!!
 
Dear X,

You know I love you with all my heart and soul but honey you scare me so much of the time.

I spend a lot of time with you just sitting on my hands waiting for you to realize what are the right things to do and that you need to do them. Or rather praying that you find these things out and implement them.

There are times I just want to scream at you but I don't. What I want to scream is that I can't fix your dysfunction for you. You have to recognize it, want to change and fix it for yourself, not for me.

I know you are young and maybe this is just what the young do. I don't recall doing this but I didn't have the advantages of your childhood.

Anyway, I love you. I'm worried for you. I'm waiting and trying not to tell you so you'll learn for yourself. We both know you disregard most of what I say anyway right?

*HUGS and HUGS* Little girl.

You'll be leaving all too soon. I hope you have yourself together by then. I really, really don't want to see you fall and have to come home with your tail between your legs.

:heart::heart::heart:
 
Dear X,
Get your shit together, you fucking loser. Going three days without eating just so you can buy alcohol! You have a problem. And you know what if it was just hurting you I wouldn't give two shits. You are hurting your kids. I'm the one that has to soothe them when you don't call or come around. I can't see how a man could hurt innocent children this way. I asked if you were depressed..you know I would be here if you needed me. Your reply, I'm happier than I've ever been. I enjoy being in the bars every night. I just don't get it...:mad: Do your thing by all means, but by God I will make you see the carnage you're leaving behind. I WILL NOT let you hurt them.

Me
 
Dear X,

it would take you just ONE damned phone call to tell your daughter happy bday... is that such a prob??? Ya know I dont give a damn you were forgeting mine BUT it really pisses me off you dont remeber even bday of your own kids.

Wannabe dad....... *ughhhhhhhh* :mad:


~your ex

Oh I have so been there. It bothered me for a long time until I realised it was not my responsibility, nor could I do anything to change it, and as much as I didn't want my children hurt, it gave them insight into what they could expect so they didn't get locked into a lifetime or waiting and expecting, disappointments and confusion. I wish it could have been better for them as it has left it's mark, but it was out of my control so all I could do was make sure I was there for them even if he wasn't. Hope it gets better for you.:rose:

Catalina:catroar:
 
Dear X,
Get your shit together, you fucking loser. Going three days without eating just so you can buy alcohol! You have a problem. And you know what if it was just hurting you I wouldn't give two shits. You are hurting your kids. I'm the one that has to soothe them when you don't call or come around. I can't see how a man could hurt innocent children this way. I asked if you were depressed..you know I would be here if you needed me. Your reply, I'm happier than I've ever been. I enjoy being in the bars every night. I just don't get it...:mad: Do your thing by all means, but by God I will make you see the carnage you're leaving behind. I WILL NOT let you hurt them.

Me

*Big hugs*

Do I need to come up to Ohio with my ass-kickin' boots on? ;)
 
Dear X
I wish i knew all the answers! I wish i could just whisk you an d the bairns away and I wish I could make you whole again.
 
Dear X,

I think too much sometimes I am sorry for that. I dont have a clue what the future hiding for you and I, but I do know this: I love you with all of my heart and I know my place is by your side and at your feets. Wherever it might be!! :)

Love Will Find The Way!! :heart:


:kiss::kiss::kiss:
~peanut
 
Dear Apartment Gods,

Thank you for going to have Bunny's apartment ready on Monday. I'm going crazy being across town from her (and without internet is driving me bat shit).
 
Dear Mc I,

Yeah it's me again. Look I know I know, but really it's been 2 weeks now. Was kinda hoping for something....but I won't actually write to you until the end of the month. Will take me that long to figure out how to say what I've been saying here with out sounding so desperate!

Still waiting

Mc Hopeful
 
Dear self
Dont fuck this up and self destruct like you usualy do.

Dear Work
Im off for the next week nahnahnah so get tae fuck

Dear KT
You set my soul on fire.
 
Dear puppy,

Nice talking to you the other night, way to dissappear, (dickhead!)

Dear Playto

I hope she makes you happy daddy, but, I know my strength and craving of you will not be replicated by some junkie skinny bitch.

I hope when you're fucking her you close your eyes and see my face.

I am pissed you have chosen to dive off the deep end, choosing drugs and some slut you actually found walking the street over me, your children and your future...

I am glad we don't have any children together, you're three are too much for you obviously anyways.

I wish you'd get clean. I wish shed go away, and I want my Daddy back.

No one will ever fuck me like that again...
 
Dear X,

I'm on the computer instead of being in bed beside you because I can't handle being two people sleeping alone in the same bed. I can't take that every time I touch you, you tell me to scoot. I love you and I know you love me, but the reason I'm not sleeping well is because I can't go to bed until I'm seconds away from passing out at the keyboard because I can't take the space. When I sleep with someone, I want to sleep with them, not beside them a foot or so away. I'll probably never tell you this because I sound needy and whiney even to myself, imagine how it'll sound to you. There are things I could do to make this momentarily easier on myself, but I'm not self destructive enough. At least I know that much. Every night I will consider it and every night I hope I can continue to know that it is not the way. I gave in last night and I don't think you ever knew. I hope that was the last time. I love you.

Anomily
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Back
Top