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Dear ex,

Thankyou for still being there for me. It means a lot.

I cherish our friendship so much and feel safe knowing if I ever needed anything, no matter where I was or what I was doing, you would come and help.
Thankyou for your email today, it came at a really yucky time and you calmed me. You make a lot of sense.

Glad I know you,

L.
 
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Dear X,

you will get the texts you asked for, but pardon me if you'll have to work with a hard on then!! Due to fact I am twitching now, its just fair me thinks. :D

:devil:


lots of love
~peanut :eek:
 
Dear X,

I know it sounds a bit crap from my mouth, but you CAN trust me, you really can, I am here to stay. I know wheres my place.


love you Daddy :heart:
~KT
 
Dear X,

Hearing from you... made my day and calmed me down. Thank you.

IAY
 
Dear X,

I never, never, never, NEVER stopped believing in you and in your inherent goodness. I am SO glad that I've been proven right. You have no idea.

~Bunny
 
Dear caz...
I am sorry to hear about the guy vanishing. People really are stupid sometimes. But you really are a wonderful person and I am sure that you will find someone soon. Sometimes things take time.. more than we can be patient with, but it will happen for you, I am sure of that. *hug*

Nax :rose:

Dear D..

I miss being around you. I miss how you make me feel. I can't wait to see you again. I hope you are ok, I have not been ignoring you - life just seemed to get in the way a little. Plus, you are definitely someone I can never forget about :) Thank you for being part of my life, and sharing things with me too.

Me :kiss:
 
Dear M ... I can't believe I actually let you occupy so many of my thoughts last night ... I hated it! I even thought of your arms around me .. holding me ... comforting me ... Honestly! What's wrong with me! I thought after this long, I would be able to deal with this. Ggrrrrr

Dear X's .... I enjoy alot ... and am happy to made to smile so much these days. I need it ... more than I ever realized.

Dear .... you .... thank you for being so supportive during my life .... wish we could get back to the way it used to be ... the way we were ...... what happened between us?
 
Dear X,
i know you're busy...but could i possibly maybe have just a little bit of your time? i know you work two jobs and of course i have my own bit of stress but i need you, don't you need me too? i know you keep telling me we have this whole weekend together, but i'm scared about that too, scared that maybe you'll become to busy to make it on our vacation. *sighs* i hate being so insecure, i hate that ii have trust issues that make me not trust what you say.

thank you for taking the time today to call me and let me know what was going on with you it really meant alot. ....that' all it takes.... even just a phone call a day...please? i'm trying really hard not to be a nag and to trust you, but it's hard when it seems we both have our own lives. don't get me wrong, i'm no near giving up...i..........just..........miss........you......the way you kiss my nose, the way you smile, the way you say my name.....i'll see you soon, until then i will be "waiting to exhale" :heart::kiss:


love always
~You know who!~
 
Dear Mister Man,

Thank you for all of your help tonight. You have no idea how you're helping me get through everything. You rawk. Seriously.

Also - what you said about when we're married...? Le sigh.

love,
itw
 
Dear Mc I,

I know it's only been a week and a half, but any news yet? I know these things take time, but ever since that first letter I've been flipping out wondering if you could really pull this off for me. You know, any news would make me feel better. Even a "nothing yet, but we're still working on it" or a "fuck off you damn yank you're too much trouble" what every you know? just something. I'm trying my best to be pacient, and I won't bug anyone with emails for a few more weeks, but shit man, I'm on pins and needles here!

-Mc Hopeful


Dear Love,

Only 65 days to go and I'm getting worried. I took my lappy in for repairs like you've been bugging me to do for a while, but it's going to take all of my trip money to fix it. Things are a bit tighter now with the new van and insurance payments, not to mention my med insurance. I'm just worried I'm not going to have the money I was planing on having. Okay I know I'm not going to have that much. I should have what you told me I'd need, but not much more than that. I just hate feeling like I'm a burden to you. I know that won't be the case, and I know you'll be happy to take care of me, but it's been a while since I've relyed on some one so heavily. You know? I mean, while I'm there I'm going to be completely lost. Hell before I get there I'll be completely lost. I"ve never traveled before. Never anywhere further than a day's drive. This will be my first flight, and my first time out of the country. That's scary to me, and the fact that I have no idea what we'll be doing or where we'll be going or even where I'm going to be sleeping when I get there also scares the shit out of me. I know you'll take care of me, and I trust you and have faith that you'll do what's best for me, but I'd kind of worry if I didn't have a little bit of these fears.

The whole moving thing is really starting to sink in as well. I mean, the idea of being in a strange country for a week is scary, but if I moved there, I would be totally dependant on you for a long while. I know you don't believe me, but I really am shy, and I don't make friends well. I'd be way too timid to ask any one else what bus goes where, and I don't have a clue where the better places to live would be. And shit, I don't even know how much I should expect, or ask for if McD's does pull this off.

I'm just getting nervous I guess. Neither one of us has been involved with some one like this before, let alone for such a great length of time. I've been yours longer than I was married, and you admited that you've never had a girl as long as you've had me. I don't know if that scares me or comforts me, the fact that you've never been that serious about a girl before. I guess it's not that strange to be late 30's and never married, but if I remember right you haven't even shaked up with a girl before. I guess I'm just worried that it'd turn out like my ex husband and you'd get bored with me and start wondering if you "still have it". I don't think I could deal with some one else abandoning me. Every man I have ever loved, in one form or another, has left me. And what happens if I do move there and after a year or so you fallow the same pattern? Where woulld that leave me?

I guess this is what mom was waiting for, reality to set in. I'm still excited, I still can't wait, but now those little fears are starting to creep up too. But I guess it wouldn't be a challenge if there was no fear. And there'd be no faith with out a bit of doubt. I love you baby, maybe more than I have ever loved anyone. Sure as hell never offered to even move cities for anyone before.

I'll calm down and just wait and see what October brings. There's part of me that still believes you're not going to want to keep me after putting up with me for a week.

~your silly slut
 
Dear Love,

Only 65 days to go and I'm getting worried. I took my lappy in for repairs like you've been bugging me to do for a while, but it's going to take all of my trip money to fix it. Things are a bit tighter now with the new van and insurance payments, not to mention my med insurance. I'm just worried I'm not going to have the money I was planing on having. Okay I know I'm not going to have that much. I should have what you told me I'd need, but not much more than that. I just hate feeling like I'm a burden to you. I know that won't be the case, and I know you'll be happy to take care of me, but it's been a while since I've relyed on some one so heavily. You know? I mean, while I'm there I'm going to be completely lost. Hell before I get there I'll be completely lost. I"ve never traveled before. Never anywhere further than a day's drive. This will be my first flight, and my first time out of the country. That's scary to me, and the fact that I have no idea what we'll be doing or where we'll be going or even where I'm going to be sleeping when I get there also scares the shit out of me. I know you'll take care of me, and I trust you and have faith that you'll do what's best for me, but I'd kind of worry if I didn't have a little bit of these fears.

The whole moving thing is really starting to sink in as well. I mean, the idea of being in a strange country for a week is scary, but if I moved there, I would be totally dependant on you for a long while. I know you don't believe me, but I really am shy, and I don't make friends well. I'd be way too timid to ask any one else what bus goes where, and I don't have a clue where the better places to live would be. And shit, I don't even know how much I should expect, or ask for if McD's does pull this off.

I'm just getting nervous I guess. Neither one of us has been involved with some one like this before, let alone for such a great length of time. I've been yours longer than I was married, and you admited that you've never had a girl as long as you've had me. I don't know if that scares me or comforts me, the fact that you've never been that serious about a girl before. I guess it's not that strange to be late 30's and never married, but if I remember right you haven't even shaked up with a girl before. I guess I'm just worried that it'd turn out like my ex husband and you'd get bored with me and start wondering if you "still have it". I don't think I could deal with some one else abandoning me. Every man I have ever loved, in one form or another, has left me. And what happens if I do move there and after a year or so you fallow the same pattern? Where woulld that leave me?

I guess this is what mom was waiting for, reality to set in. I'm still excited, I still can't wait, but now those little fears are starting to creep up too. But I guess it wouldn't be a challenge if there was no fear. And there'd be no faith with out a bit of doubt. I love you baby, maybe more than I have ever loved anyone. Sure as hell never offered to even move cities for anyone before.

I'll calm down and just wait and see what October brings. There's part of me that still believes you're not going to want to keep me after putting up with me for a week.

~your silly slut

That whole post just made me want to give you a big hug.

(((((Wenchie)))))))

Fears are only nautral, hon.:rose:
 
Dear X,

I love you so much. Cannot wait to slip into your arms and feel your body next to mine while I sleep. If I could make a wish you would be here with me 'NOW'. Your love means the world to me. I am so happy to have YOU as my Daddy Dom and my man. You're special and I love you with all of my heart. I always will.

The day you claim me and put your collar around my neck I will be the happiest woman under the sun! :heart:

love you
~KT







Dear Y,

you remind me your damned dad so much when I hug you and you dont hug me back? You can do better than that.... sigh

love
~mom
 
Dear Mc I,

I know it's only been a week and a half, but any news yet? I know these things take time, but ever since that first letter I've been flipping out wondering if you could really pull this off for me. You know, any news would make me feel better. Even a "nothing yet, but we're still working on it" or a "fuck off you damn yank you're too much trouble" what every you know? just something. I'm trying my best to be pacient, and I won't bug anyone with emails for a few more weeks, but shit man, I'm on pins and needles here!

-Mc Hopeful


Dear Love,

Only 65 days to go and I'm getting worried. I took my lappy in for repairs like you've been bugging me to do for a while, but it's going to take all of my trip money to fix it. Things are a bit tighter now with the new van and insurance payments, not to mention my med insurance. I'm just worried I'm not going to have the money I was planing on having. Okay I know I'm not going to have that much. I should have what you told me I'd need, but not much more than that. I just hate feeling like I'm a burden to you. I know that won't be the case, and I know you'll be happy to take care of me, but it's been a while since I've relyed on some one so heavily. You know? I mean, while I'm there I'm going to be completely lost. Hell before I get there I'll be completely lost. I"ve never traveled before. Never anywhere further than a day's drive. This will be my first flight, and my first time out of the country. That's scary to me, and the fact that I have no idea what we'll be doing or where we'll be going or even where I'm going to be sleeping when I get there also scares the shit out of me. I know you'll take care of me, and I trust you and have faith that you'll do what's best for me, but I'd kind of worry if I didn't have a little bit of these fears.

The whole moving thing is really starting to sink in as well. I mean, the idea of being in a strange country for a week is scary, but if I moved there, I would be totally dependant on you for a long while. I know you don't believe me, but I really am shy, and I don't make friends well. I'd be way too timid to ask any one else what bus goes where, and I don't have a clue where the better places to live would be. And shit, I don't even know how much I should expect, or ask for if McD's does pull this off.

I'm just getting nervous I guess. Neither one of us has been involved with some one like this before, let alone for such a great length of time. I've been yours longer than I was married, and you admited that you've never had a girl as long as you've had me. I don't know if that scares me or comforts me, the fact that you've never been that serious about a girl before. I guess it's not that strange to be late 30's and never married, but if I remember right you haven't even shaked up with a girl before. I guess I'm just worried that it'd turn out like my ex husband and you'd get bored with me and start wondering if you "still have it". I don't think I could deal with some one else abandoning me. Every man I have ever loved, in one form or another, has left me. And what happens if I do move there and after a year or so you fallow the same pattern? Where woulld that leave me?

I guess this is what mom was waiting for, reality to set in. I'm still excited, I still can't wait, but now those little fears are starting to creep up too. But I guess it wouldn't be a challenge if there was no fear. And there'd be no faith with out a bit of doubt. I love you baby, maybe more than I have ever loved anyone. Sure as hell never offered to even move cities for anyone before.

I'll calm down and just wait and see what October brings. There's part of me that still believes you're not going to want to keep me after putting up with me for a week.

~your silly slut

First off McI's is gonna be proud to have you.. ;) youll get it just breathe..

and in regards to your irish love... Trust me he will be there he wont abandon you in anyway..... He loves you ... and I know your fears are rightful and honest.. he will be good for you.. relying on someone isnt all that bad trust me Ive finally let go and let my heart go where it wants and I trust him , 9 months now.. ;) Here is a HUGE hug.. You know I am here if you want to talk..

SKL
 
That whole post just made me want to give you a big hug.

(((((Wenchie)))))))

Fears are only nautral, hon.:rose:

First off McI's is gonna be proud to have you.. ;) youll get it just breathe..

and in regards to your irish love... Trust me he will be there he wont abandon you in anyway..... He loves you ... and I know your fears are rightful and honest.. he will be good for you.. relying on someone isnt all that bad trust me Ive finally let go and let my heart go where it wants and I trust him , 9 months now.. ;) Here is a HUGE hug.. You know I am here if you want to talk..

SKL


Thanks. *huggles*

It all just hit me last night what a big step this really is. I've never been this nervous about meeting some one face to face before. Although, I've never been involved with some one for 3 years before meeting them face to face, and I haven't wanted it to work out as much as I do with him.

But I'm being silly, and I know this. No since in getting all upset over something like this.
 
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