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Dear X and Y,

Speaking as a complete stranger here, I hope you're going to be okay, because you seemed really happy and now you don't and it was nice seeing you happy. I don't know what happened and it's none of my business what happened and... I just hope things will be all right, is all, because it's no fun when things aren't all right.

:rose: :rose:

-- Sin
 
wow

Dear X:

You've been gone for years now, but you still hurt me. I'm still afraid to completely commit or give myself to someone.. Im afraid of the consequences.

But more than that I'm afraid that if I don't try then I'll never know if I can find something like that again. Am I meant to be alone?

How many times should I put myself out there just to get rejected? Although I'd rather take it early.. then have them be taken from me the way you were.

You have no idea how much I miss you.

~your little princess

i haven't posted for years, but i always check in on you 1hot, and this just got me a little choked up. you are such a gorgeous person inside and out, and i know how hurt you are. sending out my love to you.
 
Dear x,

Thankyou for your PM today, I know it must have taken some nerve to do and say that.
Thankyou for being supportive of me during this time. for caring when I needed it. You have been such a good friend and I appreciate it very much.
I hope everything goes ok for you tomorrow (today lol). I will have my fingers crossed that you get to sort at least a little of it out.

Me



Dear M,

god I love you so much. No matter where I am or what I am doing I always have you to advise and guide and love me. I know you are so proud of me and I want to make you even more so.

Thankyou for your words of wisdom just then. They made me see things clearly and I know you are right. You always are.

Much love,

B x
 
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Dear "Master"

Yes you were her master but you did her wrong in a major way three times and she has kicked you to the curb. And yet you hound her everyday with calls and text and messages. Like a little stalking bitch. Pretty UnMasterly don't you think? Unmanly. Sick even. You are a fucking joke. Pathetic piece of shit. Move on to your next victim and leave her the fuck alone.
 
Dear Body:

Can you please heal so we can return to work?
Can you please heal so we can play again?
Hearing the trucks on the road makes me yearn to be back in mine.
Being at the playspace makes me want to play again.
I will try to stop pushing the limits, but I forget sometimes.
Thanks for the not so painless reminders. :( they do help.

I know they haven't even started fixing the rig & I know we are drifting away from "K" but things WILL look up ok?? I am proud you didn't betray me when Wendell showed up friday night begging forgivness, we DO NOT need him in our life again, he had his 2nd chance & fucked it up. I know cash is extremely tight right now but we can deal with it as long as all the bills get paid & remember the mastercard is being paid for by that insurance we have for it so that takes a MAJOR burden off right now. I know IF we have to, certain people we can ask that can & will help with food so it will be ok.. Physio is only a bus-ride away, or a 30 minute walk if it comes to that. Don't stress it, it will work out. I know I need to remember the issues Customs is having right now so it is almost a good thing we are off, 1/2 pay is better than no pay.

Everything will be ok again, we have been through worse & survived.
Lets try & heal up so we can get back to that job we miss ok??

~~Steg~~
 
Dear Body:

Can you please heal so we can return to work?
Can you please heal so we can play again?
Hearing the trucks on the road makes me yearn to be back in mine.
Being at the playspace makes me want to play again.
I will try to stop pushing the limits, but I forget sometimes.
Thanks for the not so painless reminders. :( they do help.

I know they haven't even started fixing the rig & I know we are drifting away from "K" but things WILL look up ok?? I am proud you didn't betray me when Wendell showed up friday night begging forgivness, we DO NOT need him in our life again, he had his 2nd chance & fucked it up. I know cash is extremely tight right now but we can deal with it as long as all the bills get paid & remember the mastercard is being paid for by that insurance we have for it so that takes a MAJOR burden off right now. I know IF we have to, certain people we can ask that can & will help with food so it will be ok.. Physio is only a bus-ride away, or a 30 minute walk if it comes to that. Don't stress it, it will work out. I know I need to remember the issues Customs is having right now so it is almost a good thing we are off, 1/2 pay is better than no pay.

Everything will be ok again, we have been through worse & survived.
Lets try & heal up so we can get back to that job we miss ok??

~~Steg~~


Sends all the prayers and blessings can muster so you can return to what you love.
 
Dear X,

Thank you for having me over on the weekend. As always it was great to see you and spend a bit of time together. I want to tell you that I realise that indulging me was something you weren't so sure about, and that I'm so appreciative that you were willing to give it a go anyway. I had so much fun it was crazy, and I really hope that you did too.

I want you to know that whether we are cuddled up with M blissing out, getting up to mischief ourselves or just talking about whatever muppet things are going through my head at the time.. I'm thankful and happy to have you in my life. :kiss:

~poss~
 
Dear X (non Lit related):

Your decision to allow him to do that has hurt a LOT of people who love you and have been praying for you and her day and night since she was born. As your family we have begged for pictures of her, to see her since we cannot be across the pond to hold her. Yes, I know she didn't look "normal" at birth. Yes, I know you were terrified. No, I don't know what emotions you are feeling; I won't pretend to comprehend the depth of your fear and anxiety. It's been a hard road for all of you, but you've survived. Most importantly she has survived. I know you're her mom, that she is your baby, but her grandparents, uncles, aunts and cousins love her because she is family ... because she IS yours. Why won't you let us see her?

Now, for you to allow a celebrity to take pictures with her and post them on a website for all the world to see ... before you even allowed US to see her? It's disappointing and very hurting to us. Yea, I know his visit to her was a shock, and I know you spent a long time having a private conversation with him, and I know he supports our Military and he supports children's needs. But damnit, even though he's a celebrity, he's still only a man, and a stranger at that. He's not family ... and he was allowed to have an official picture taken to be posted on his website.

You've maintained that you didn't share pictures because you didn't want people gawking at her. For fucks sake, we're FAMILY, we weren't going to gawk. She's our blood ... we love her regardless and can guarantee we'll see her beauty, no matter what. Now she'll be an internet poster child. So much for what you "said" was your reasoning.

You hurt a lot of us today.
 
Dear X,

I think it is finally getting to that time. At least it is summer time and it is not like I am going to get cold….


Me
 
Dear X,

It's not such a bad fit, I quite get off on it actually! I'm happy that it makes you happy.

You are gorgeous and ta' awesome.

:rose::heart:KK
 
Dear m,

Thank you for the bootblacking and boot worship scene. That was fabulous. A Leather heart beats within you and tapping into that sends shivers down my spine. You'll have more opportunities, I promise! :D
 
Dear x,

Talking today was unexpected and left me feeling so much happier about that thing. It was good to share and open up. We haven't done that for a while and I hadn't really seen it from your perspective, I admit. I hope you would say the same.

Thankyou,

Me xx
 
Dear X
It maddens me you are still stalking my postings... It maddens me you act holier than thou, it isnt that your "real" and my true friends arent. What happens with me in my private life is just that private. I am tired of being chastized for something I chose to do. If for no other reason you need to respect me, is I gave you life, to receive respect you must give it. You dont understand nor do you comprehend my life or my loves or why I made the choices I made. You are YOU and I am ME... bottom line. I offered you the ability to read and I offered to help you understand me. YOU are my offspring you are not my mother nor are you god. Love me for me and stop acting like you are so much better than anyone else. I do not allow your siblings to know about this side of me and I will not ever. again my decision to be who I am and be with who I chose. But what I do in the privacy of my bedroom is just that PRIVATE... I am tired of crying, being frustrated and feeling like I have to explain myself to you. You are right you made your choices and I did not stop you. I have allowed you to be the free spirit you chose to be and never chastized you for those choices. stop judging me. I love you with all my heart and need and want you in my life as long as you will remain respectful to me. It is the least I deserve. You want me to be honest with you? STOP JUDGING ME is that clear enough for you?

Signed
Your Parental Unit..
 
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Dear X
It maddens me you are still stalking my postings... It maddens me you act holier than thou, it isnt that your "real" and my true friends arent. What happens with me in my private life is just that private. I am tired of being chastized for something I chose to do. If for no other reason you need to respect me, is I gave you life, to receive respect you must give it. You dont understand nor do you comprehend my life or my loves or why I made the choices I made. You are YOU and I am ME... bottom line. I offered you the ability to read and I offered to help you understand me. YOU are my offspring you are not my mother nor are you god. Love me for me and stop acting like you are so much better than anyone else. I do not allow your siblings to know about this side of me and I will not ever. again my decision to be who I am and be with who I chose. But what I do in the privacy of my bedroom is just that PRIVATE... I am tired of crying, being frustrated and feeling like I have to explain myself to you. You are right you made your choices and I did not stop you. I have allowed you to be the free spirit you chose to be and never chastized you for those choices. stop judging me. I love you with all my heart and need and want you in my life as long as you will remain respectful to me. It is the least I deserve. You want me to be honest with you? STOP JUDGING ME is that clear enough for you?

Signed
Your Parental Unit..

:rose:

Catalina:catroar:
 
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