Dear X:

[Snoozebutton2]

I know it.. I have a bad temper so I'm trying to take a deep breath and not jump to conclusions. The longer it takes to talk though, the more likely I am to just be done with the whole thing.

and jockdom, I don't know you but *hugs*. I've been there

Good to know, glad to see you have clarity.

 

[notalwaysweak]

Thanx for everything over the last coupe of weeks had a good time!And thanks for ripping out my fucking heart! you two are probably fucking laughing at me. But I deserve it for being a naive cunt who actualy belived that there was some good in this world. never mind such is life im off to get pissed honey at least alcohol doent betray you have a good life with your uber dom. Thanks for making me feel again, im feeling hurt,betrayed and humiliated. But at least im feeling eh!

*hugs*

I hope you're gonna be okay.

 

[jockdom]

*hugs*

I hope you're gonna be okay.

Thanks doll. Suppose if you open yourself up, you open yourself up to get hurt. Mistake noted.

 

[minx1]

Dear X,

I miss you like a flower misses the sun in winter. When you are not near the world seems dark and cold. But why should the sun show his face if he can't witness the joy that being with you brings?

I'm disapointed, hurt, and worried. I hate it when you disapear, you know this. I worry about you, I don't even know how I would know if something happened to you. Maybe some one would answer your phone then. Did you forget our plans? Did a better offer come along?

I just miss you. I was looking forward to the time we had planed together, but now two days of that is gone. Did I do something that bad to make you want to avoid me? Or am I just being a silly girl again making something out of nothing? I just worry, and I only worry so because I love you.

Feeling lost and alone,

yours

Oh honey, I really feel you. *hugs*

Been there...got so many t-shirts I opened a shop lol

You know my money is on that it is nothing and at all, apart from a lack of thought. Not too much consolation I know.
At worst its a lack of consideration I bet and a little selfishness.

Try not to worry sweetie

 

[minx1]

Thanks doll. Suppose if you open yourself up, you open yourself up to get hurt. Mistake noted.

Hey, so sorry you are having a bad time Jock!

Just put whatever it is down to experience...get drunk (but not too much...don't want you ill lol!!) and try to chill out best you can eh

 

[jockdom]

Hey, so sorry you are having a bad time Jock!

Just put whatever it is down to experience...get drunk (but not too much...don't want you ill lol!!) and try to chill out best you can eh

Thanks doll my own fault for being weak! Drink is akinder lover it just kills you in the end!

 

[MelancholyBaby]

Dear X,
Thank you for more than you know.

-me

 

[EmpressFi]

Thanks doll my own fault for being weak! Drink is akinder lover it just kills you in the end!

you werent weak.. sometimes, the fault lies in the other person and no matter how hoard we work, no matter how hard we try... it doesnt work. The weakness isnt in ourselves.. dont think that

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

you werent weak.. sometimes, the fault lies in the other person and no matter how hoard we work, no matter how hard we try... it doesnt work. The weakness isnt in ourselves.. dont think that

Yes, jock wasnt the weak one. It was me.

 

[minx1]

Dear x

He couldn't even say it back. Don't you feel like such an idiot now. You always open yourself up like that don't you. When on earth will you learn not to? Don't you finally realise he doesn't feel it? What the hell will it take.
Yes, he should, after everything. He should be able to say it and mean it.
Hurry up and cut off that bit off. You know when you put your mind to it you can stop feeling it. You've done it before. get a move on and do it again. Its time. Next time only give it when its returned. You are worth having it returned.

He doesn't but someone else will.

Now stop feelng like that and go try get some sleep. You need to sleep honey.

Me xx

 

[Safra]

Thanks doll. Suppose if you open yourself up, you open yourself up to get hurt. Mistake noted.

Thanks doll my own fault for being weak! Drink is akinder lover it just kills you in the end!

Jockdom,
actually i shouldn't raise my voice here because i don't know nothing about the situation...

But - don't let them win!

If you decide that opening yourself up, being touchable lets you appear weak, you're going to let them win!

Your first thought was right! "At least I'm feeling..." That's it!
How should you ever feel really really deeply happy if you aren't open?

((((((((((((((((((Jockdom)))))))))))))))))))

 

[jockdom]

Jockdom,
actually i shouldn't raise my voice here because i don't know nothing about the situation...

But - don't let them win!

If you decide that opening yourself up, being touchable lets you appear weak, you're going to let them win!

Your first thought was right! "At least I'm feeling..." That's it!
How should you ever feel really really deeply happy if you aren't open?

((((((((((((((((((Jockdom)))))))))))))))))))

Thanks doll and a big thank you to everybody who kept me from smashing my room up got to know some good people last night(pity about the circumstances) It was fucked up last night.

 

[Safra]

Thanks doll and a big thank you to everybody who kept me from smashing my room up got to know some good people last night(pity about the circumstances) It was fucked up last night.

 

[honoria]

You don't have your joy anymore.
You don't laugh. You seldom even smile.

What you do is complain, criticize, and feel alone.

We've been together for a long time. We have been through so much but I don't know how to help you anymore. I've begun to think of life as something to be endured with no joy, no happiness. I don't want to live this way but you don't hear me.

I begin to believe you don't want to be us and would rather be you. If this is true then tell me because this way is only misery for both of us.

I will always love you but maybe you need more than that.

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

So you know everything you need to know.
Don't you think its time?

You know all the answers you were looking for in more ways that one.
Hurts doesn't it. Its time.

 

[satindesire]

Dear J,

If I find out it was you and your 'gangsta' friends who robbed us tonight, a drive by shooting will be the LEAST of your worries.

To whoever took my shit...pray. Pray to whatever fucked up God you worship that we never cross paths or you will wish you had never broken into my apartment...I swear it.

 

[jockdom]

Dear J,

If I find out it was you and your 'gangsta' friends who robbed us tonight, a drive by shooting will be the LEAST of your worries.

To whoever took my shit...pray. Pray to whatever fucked up God you worship that we never cross paths or you will wish you had never broken into my apartment...I swear it.

Hug. Fucking cunts

 

[the_mgp]

Dear X,

***TUMMY SQUISHY BUTTERFLY THINGS!!!!***

See ya tonite

~poss~

 

[jockdom]

Dear X i know you need time to get over him. I can wait but please dont hurt me like that again

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

I never meant to hurt you.....


http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=1WMfU_IeMl4&feature=related

 

[1HF]

Dear X:

You've been gone for years now, but you still hurt me. I'm still afraid to completely commit or give myself to someone.. Im afraid of the consequences.

But more than that I'm afraid that if I don't try then I'll never know if I can find something like that again. Am I meant to be alone?

How many times should I put myself out there just to get rejected? Although I'd rather take it early.. then have them be taken from me the way you were.

You have no idea how much I miss you.

~your little princess

 

[EmpressFi]

Dear me

You know what this is.. you know it's just that you were with him just last Monday.. pull yourself out of this ... this too will pass and soon you'll only be a 4 hour drive away.

love,

me

 

[Essene]

 

[EmpressFi]

*hugs* For Fi.

thanks..

just seems that the drop is worse this time than ever before..

*hugs*

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X:

You've been gone for years now, but you still hurt me. I'm still afraid to completely commit or give myself to someone.. Im afraid of the consequences.

But more than that I'm afraid that if I don't try then I'll never know if I can find something like that again. Am I meant to be alone?

How many times should I put myself out there just to get rejected? Although I'd rather take it early.. then have them be taken from me the way you were.

You have no idea how much I miss you.

~your little princess

Been there....

*huggs*