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Thats good, a new mantra to add to my list.

It definitely puts things into perspective. Calms the manic in me.
Unfortunately....not many others with hearts like mine think this way.
Or truly believe that I do.

slainte`
 
Dear X
HOW do you do that to me? I just adore you.... and you know this.. and hearing you tell me YES I want it... Oh my... I need you... cant wait a few weeks and I will see your smile and feel your hand on my ass and know Im yours.. once again..

ME
 
Dear X,

Well, I made it through Mother's Day again, no thanks to you. I know it's hard to do, I know it's uncomfortable, but a call just to say that I'm in your thoughts would have been nice. If you think you're uncomfortable, try measuring your discomfort against mine sometime.

Each time you ignore me you separate us that much further. And then you wonder why we seem so far apart.

That's alright. I had everyone else's help. The rest of the family makes up for you.

bj


Dear Rain,

I miss you, still, always. I try not to make a big deal out of this one, or your birthday, but I can't help it.

I understand your choice, and I don't blame you, not really. Who would want to live in this cesspool of a world anyway? But it still hurts.

Take care of your Daddies now. I'm alright; I understand. But they're still, to this day, still pretty broken. Be an angel and help them heal, if you can.

You'd have had five candles this year. You'd have been starting kindergarten in the fall. You would already be reading, I bet. And you'd have long dark hair, and be enchanting and bright, and you'd have my eyes. It sucks that we won't see that.

that's all.

x
 
Hey...

You, yeah...Ex-

Thank you very much for cheering me up. It's like you knew I was hurting and just responded out of the friggan blue.
You know how I hate asking for help. How, even if offered, I'd respectfully decline even though I'm dying inside and need it like nothing else.
Why do I do that? Push others away when all they want to do is help?
Probably the weakness factor. I need to be strong for others if/when they need me. If I'm broken when they need my help, the guilt would kill me.

offers up yet another thanks to the Catholic Church


It's 1:42.
It's already happened.


fuck me runnin' :rose:



Passed a kid on the side of the road who had just been hit by a car a minute before I passed. His brown Adidas shoe was half off his foot where he lay on the sidewalk. The police were there. Paramedics hadn't arrived yet.
I called off of work and turned around because I thought to myself..."3 more hours until 1800....I can keep her for 3 more hours."
Oddly enough, the medical support vehicle had come out of an intersecting road and hung a left instead of a right towards the injured kid.
I figgured it out as I was headed back home. When I got close to them I pointed them back the way I had come. They stopped and turned around and followed me.

*shrugs*

Once a boyscout.....right?

2 points for my Karma count. 2 points off for my thoughts today. Evens out.
 
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...Oddly enough, the medical support vehicle had come out of an intersecting road and hung a left instead of a right towards the injured kid...

Happen to catch the number on the back?

*Obviously it wasn't me giving them orders. They wouldn't have been lost.*;)
 
Hmm...I seem to visit here a lot lately...

~ Places a bandaid here...and here....aaaaand over there.... ~
 
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Dear X,




You don't know me, but if you don't leave her the fuck alone, and her kids too, you're about to learn my name.

Seriously.

bj
 
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Dear X:

I guess the last time I said no it got thru that thick skull of yours?
As much as it hurts because I ache for your touch I KNOW this is for the better.
You left your wife for someone (not me), then left her when things didn't go according to plan, charmed me then just forgot about me while you were off "with someone else that didn't quite work out" & expect to waltz right in where you dropped me?? I don't frigging think so. You didn't even have the balls to tell me you were seeing someone else, instead you let me rot in silence until it was done. I guess you didn't tell me was so I wouldn't go off looking & would be there waiting for you if it went sour... well guess what? I only rot/walked on for so long then I brush off the filth & carry on. Those 2 you are hanging out with right now... they are players/swingers so I hope you are having fun. I won't touch you ever again knowing what you have been with (she doesn't speak too highly of you either). I loved the 3-4 months we had, they were alot of fun. Too bad you don't know what you want because I was willing to bend, alot, for you.
I have talked to some & even though they don't know what we had, I hint we have "talked" & that I am not good enough for you as I am a witch & my morals are wrong, they tell me I would have been good for you.
*see bold part above* theres the pot calling a kettle black...
I have been single since you met me..
I waited till I didn't see the wedding band anymore & ASKED...
You told me she wasn't taking you back & she had someone new.
I made sure you were DONE with wifey BEFORE I got serious.
guess I should have stayed drooling at a distance...

my heart & soul are healing... the self esteem will take a bit longer.
I figure you have no clue how much you hurt me.
Then again, your mom still comes over 2X's a month, you rarely cook, you have no attention span, you have no clue what to do in bed (beyond missionary) & most of the time act like a fool, so I think you have alot of maturing to do. I guess the long hair is my weakness, I couldn't see you for what you truely are until it was too late.
Please keep the facial hair... it will keep me away...

I really miss the wolf, I kinda miss the rabbit, but I don't miss the asshole at all.

Please take my phone number out of your phone & your head...

Thanks...
 
Dear X,

I am so proud of you. It is so nice to have someone there to take up for me the way you are willing to now. I think I was just a bit overwhelmed that you are willing to go to such lengths to defend my honour. Such chivalry, such dignity. Thank you for letting it go. Thank you for helping me let it go. Thank you for being everything you are and everything you clearly are not. I am so lucky to have had you in my life for such a long time in so many different lights. Pals, friends, confidants and now more. So lucky.

Thank you.

Dear U,

Chin up, sistersub. I know it is rough right now. God, I can't even imagine. You have a hard road to hoe coming, but someone like you will make it by in spades. Don't let them get the best of you. You are pure gold. Such an amazing woman. Truly an inspiration.

Thanks for being there for me.
 
Dear X,

I heard and listen to everything you said. I understand your pro’s and cons about it all. I still think this would be best for you if you are able too. I know right now you are not able to see all of the pros, but maybe in time you will be able to.

Me


Dear XX,

I think two weeks in a little too soon.

Me
 
Dear X:

I can't wait to have you as my sister.

Dear XX:

I can't WAIT to see you!

Dear XXX:

Why not just come with me?

Dear XXXX:

I get that you're complicated. I do. But you drive me batty.


Me.
 
Dear Furryfury,

Thank you for the hug.

-R.

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Dear bij,

I've tried five times to say something. Can't get it right.

I couldn't help but shed a tear for you and that little girl with the wicked eyes.

*hugs*

-R.
 
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