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Dear X:

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Anne_Prospere said:
dear x,
one day im just gonna stop being so easy going. so laid back, that awesome part of my personality only lasts so long, all you awesome life force vampires can eat a dick.love
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omg that is so fucking funny. Can I put it in my sig line? I love the expression "eat a dick," and then "life force vampires" makes it even better!
 
Dear X,

you dunno what you talking about :eek:, but it made me laugh.







Dear Y,

welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.........., maybe it could be fun?? :eek: :)D)

soz i couldnt resist :eek:







Dear self,

you're on the best way to get yaself into probs, shhh okay???

No???
ROFL
oh well ...
nerd lol :rolleyes:
 
Dear X:

I want to just ... lick you and eat you until you're a shaking mass of orgasming you. And then I want to watch my honey shove his cock down your throat, my fingers sliding up to pinch your pierced nipples... while your honey is made to sit on the chair in the corner and just.. watch you get used...

somehow, I don't think he'd mind...
 
Dear X,

your outta my flat, but you still messing with my life and making things harder for me. I canont wait untill i'll be able to say your finaly outta my life, too. I am having nightmares about you coming back here, asking me to take you back once again. I had a dream where you were blaming me that its my fault we ended the way we did. Telling me it was me who pushed you away. And you are right, i did. The last time we have split it was me who walked away yes, but SHIT i feel i did it too late!!!

I feel marked by all those years by your side. I should have leave you right the first time you cheated on me, but i trusted your sorry and that kinda stayed with us untill now. All the years of being cheated, being ignored as a woman, being said i am too fat and not nice and not that good in bed as the other women you had, made its job on the way i think and see myself. You did a good job..... in the most fucked up way i know.

I cannot say i hate you, but i hate what i have become by your side. I curse the day i met you!! We have two beautiful childdren, but thats also only good thing you've ever done for me. The way you treated me in a way killed the person i used to before i get to know you. I used to be nice happy girl, now i am just a sad woman. I smile, but my eyes staying sad. The sun's out, but its dark. I no longer care if theres a sun or if its raining. I dont care if its warm or cold, none of it efects me. I am always cold. Because of YOU. For me its always dark. Because of YOU. I still cry. Becasue of YOU. I am torn. Because of YOU.

You made my life living hell, i feel like death walking now. I will NEVER understand how could you do this to me, i loved you so much..... But you poisoned my life. I no longer am who i used to be before you and i am far from being okay with the person i've become. Your daily degrading made me feel like i need to beg for love. I am passing some boys on the street and i tend to look to the ground with your fucking words on my mind, fearing they would laugh at me and say i am ugly, as you did so many times and in so many ways. And if they laugh as i am pssing them, i often cry cuz i really feel like you were right when you said that to me.

I have sex with men and keep asking and checking if all i do is okay, just because you told me i suck in it. I make men i had happy while sex, but 'me', i get totaly nothing from it. I'd do fukin anything everything to please men now and i know its your work as well. I tryed so hard to keep you happy and satisfied, but you were still looking for another. I remeber times when i start crying while we had sex, just becasue i knew you fuck me and then you will fuck anohter, no matter what i did. And i tryed. I did anything you said, but even if i died for you it wouldnt help, you would still not have enough with me and seek for more. This tears stayed with me untill now so now when i REALLY wanna please someone i cry like a lil child. Not cuz i love to cry. I hate crying. I feel like all i do is fucking cry. I cry because of YOU.

God, how could i let you do this me??!!!!!!!!!!! :mad: I am so 'different' than i used to be. I keep falling for people whos nice to me, just because they are nice to me, something you never was and i keep ruin great friendhips with that and hurt people who i dearly love. Anytime i try to be good and be friend with someone the need to be loved gets into the way cuz you made me feel so shit that i need the love too bad now. I hate being like this. I hate when i feel like i am trying to make someone to love me. And i know i do, same as i was trying make you to love me, at least a little bit. I hate what i have become and i doubt if i will ever be able to have a normal healthy relationship again. In anything i do, i feel you. Your marks you made on me. On the way i think. And i just cannot get yours shits outta my head now.

I am just like you was telling me all those years and you still keep making mylife even more shit. Arent you happy i am alone and unable to find myself a new love?? Isnt that enough? Why you wanna bring me down even more, i swear i have hit the bottom bigtime with you and i am there for few years now. Leave me alone. Get outta my dreams and outta my reality too. I dont wanna talk with you or phone with you. I am so sooo fucking fine when i dont see you at all. And then you come and i am right where i was.

I dont wanna hear about your woman and how happy you are with her. I dont wanna hear what new things you two baught, God i dont wanna know anything about you. Shit if i could fly to the moon i would, just to get ride of you and the shadow of you over my life. I am so done with you. I cant even smell you now. You've hurt me. You suposed love me untill i die, but you have hurt me as anyone else have. I gotta live with it. Or at least try, so please be nice and if nuthing else, do not laugh into my face that you are oh so happy and i am soo sad. I am like that cuz of YOU, but i dont expect you to ever understand it.

I hope life will treat you well, but the less i see you the better i feel, so i hope you wont keep coming here kinda often. Last time you did, you layed on my bed you were still fucking home. Well NO. Your not here home anymore and i am no longer here for you to save your ass when you will need it. You were never there for me and i will start treat you the very same shitty way!!!

Someone close to my heart told me you're a trash and you know what? YOU ARE!!! He should be dad of my kids, not you!! You dont deserve this beautiful kids we have, you dont even care for them. Life has taught me one thing, that it ALWAYS get me in the end. But you know what?? One day life will get you, too!! The most fucked up thing about it is, that i will still feel sorry for you, while you never felt sorry for me or had mercy with me.

~your ex
 
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Dear T,

I had lots of fun Tuesday. You're the cutest little subbie boy I've ever seen. I was serious when I said I just wanted to bite you. :p

I can't wait to hang out again. I know it was just lunch, but it was one of the most fun lunches I've ever had. You're precious. You have to come over and visit me soon. Kitty and Yeti can't wait to meet you.

~Me
 
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