Dear X:

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She is a dear friend and I stand beside my friends. She was there for me when I needed a hug just as I will be for her anytime, anywhere. It is wonderful to see you here and I'll look forward to getting a sense of your character from your posts. And if either of you ever needs an ear to listen or a hug I'll be around. Do your work diligently and well until you've found the answers you seek. I'm a strong believer in karma, fate, and things happening as they are meant to. If it is meant and your foundation is built strong you can weather anything. She is worth the wait. And from what she's said so are you. I'm just so delighted that you finally found each other. Good luck :kiss:

I think I recall Nicole telling me a bit about you. You are the one who went with her to the renfair, yes? I know you are in a difficult situation, but given time you will come through it well. Just stay true. Thank you for being such a dear to Nicole. We found each other years ago- it has just taken us this long to own up to how we feel. I look forward to getting to know you too. If Nicole likes you, it must be for good reason.
 
Dear A, B, C, D, E and fucking F,


Your attempts at aggrandizing yourself are utterly pathetic. Your insecurities/lack of attention at home/the fact that momma didn't breast feed you long enough has spilled over into the cyber world and to be quite frank it has started bore me to tears.

If you want a pat on the back, just say it, take a number and some one will get back to you shortly.
 
Dear A, B, C, D, E and fucking F,


Your attempts at aggrandizing yourself are utterly pathetic. Your insecurities/lack of attention at home/the fact that momma didn't breast feed you long enough has spilled over into the cyber world and to be quite frank it has started bore me to tears.

If you want a pat on the back, just say it, take a number and some one will get back to you shortly.

Ha! That's so random, and really funny.
 
Dear X,

Come back around, will ya? It's always more fun when you're here.

Respectfully yours,
itw
 
directed at "W"

Dear X:

You don't call for a month (even then you were drunk),
you haven't shown interest since before valentines day...
you think you can come over to my car tonight & try to charm me over???
you not calling or texting hurt..alot...
hearing you were over "there" hurt.. even more...
seeing you at work & barely getting a wave from you was just nasty.

I know why you came over to the car tonight... you are lonely... I know you wanted to lean in & kiss me because my neck wasn't available & someone MIGHT have seen. I know if you had have gotten at my neck my resolve would be goo. I think you are cute still & yes, I still harbour SOME desire for you. Luckily the pain & hurt I have felt since new years is still fresh in my mind & heart. You told me "someone was occupying your time" which is why you didn't call, so now since that didn't work out you come back to me, figuring you can pick up where you dropped me??? So I am a filler I guess, not a keeper. I finally get you off my car, get home, barely in the door & you have the gall to call & ask to come over, repeatedly???? What part of NO didn't you understand???

:mad:FUCK YOU !!!:mad:
You ripped my heart to shreds & it is still healing.
Add insult to injury since you still want "us" to be kept quiet, like you are ashamed to be seeing me.
If I can't have you in plain sight like an ordinary couple then I DON'T WANT YOU !!!
I did up a quick pro's & con's list, you suck !!! there will be no more chances, no matter how much my body wants to have you, my heart will remind me of the inner pain & turmoil you bring.

"don't love me part-time, love me full-time"

Can't do it?? oh fucking well... YOUR LOSS!!!

Steg.
 
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Dear Prince Charming,

In September of last year you woo'd my wife away in some false pretense of a better life. She certainly believed something.

This was the last text I got from her this morning, "I'm losing my apt. my car, my money & my mind. I doubt ur life can be worse off than mine."

There's a good chance my children will be homeless by the end of May.

I wanted to thank you. Thanks for all you've done.

Thanks.
 
Dear X:

I don't trust you. I probably never will trust you. Something just isn't kosher, altho I can't put my finger on it. I am, however, a good judge of character ..... and your character is leaving a little to be desired by me. You may have others snowed, but I'm keeping my eye on you.
 
Dear X,

i fell asleep on the couch this afternoon and had a "dream" about you. You haven't come to me like that for almost two months. i miss you terribly, and have for the past ten years. Who i am, the good in me, is largely because of you. You have been the biggest influence in my life. Thank you for teaching me respect for myself and for others. Thank you for teaching me that love doesn't mean always "liking" the actions of another person. Thank you for taking care of me in every way...and for teaching me to cook everything under the sun. The proudest moment of my life was when I went to see you in the hospital with J, 3 days before you passed, and I was able to tell you that I had a year clean. J didn't make it, but i suppose you already know that. Thank you for giving me the strength to never "go there" again, but thank you for loving me when I was "there."

I love you. I rubbed the kids heads for you. (WHY did you do that to me every damm day till I was 21?) LOL. I'll pass your message on to X. I think they're pretty damm wonderful too.


I miss you Grams,
Nicole (Yeah, i go by Nikki now...even though i hated it as a kid.)
 
Dear X,

You are fucking disgusting. Seriously, shut the fuck up. Nobody cares. I know that may be hard for you to believe, but...NOBODY CARES!

Me
 
Dear X,

While you are an oft unused letter, especially when compared to your fore and aft brethren, w and y, you are still an important part of the alphabet but more so in the field of mathmatics. While the literary world does over look you more times than not, I'm glad to see that millions the world over are trying to find your true meaning in equations from here to the other side of the galaxy.

So while you'd prefer to be in words, as that was your true purpose to begin with, take heart in the fact that millions seek you out each day. Though with that fame comes hatred, particularly that of the millions of high school children who seek you out each year, I do believe you shall pull through.

So, in closing, I give you my warmest wishes and best regards.

Love and Kisses,


Yeti

PS I believe you equal 42, though I could be wrong.
 
Dear X,

While you are an oft unused letter, especially when compared to your fore and aft brethren, w and y, you are still an important part of the alphabet but more so in the field of mathmatics. While the literary world does over look you more times than not, I'm glad to see that millions the world over are trying to find your true meaning in equations from here to the other side of the galaxy.

So while you'd prefer to be in words, as that was your true purpose to begin with, take heart in the fact that millions seek you out each day. Though with that fame comes hatred, particularly that of the millions of high school children who seek you out each year, I do believe you shall pull through.

So, in closing, I give you my warmest wishes and best regards.

Love and Kisses,


Yeti

PS I believe you equal 42, though I could be wrong.


BiYeti... I think I love you! :D
 
(this is me just venting... the person isnt on Lit)

Dear X,

Where do I start?

Ever since you found out about Master, you've been semi-supportive. I know, I know you say it would be hard for you because you've always known me as part of Malin and Fi. I understand that and I accept it. Just as Malin and I have problems accepting your fiance. But we did .. or I did.. ope up to you and give you all Master's contact info so that, god forbid, something happen, he could be told.

I sat quietly when you dictated to me that we could have a shared vacation in a spot no less than an hour from where you KNEW Master lived and you told me that you would allow me to visit with him over the weekend but that he'd have to go home when your fiance arrived, because he wouldnt approve of our lifestyle. Instead, I just explained to you that with the move, a long term vacation is out of the question.

Before going to England to be with "S", I explained poly to you. You didnt accept it then and I dont think you realize that Master is part of our family now. I dont know if I can say that I understand that it's hard to accept enough for you, but I will not have him excluded or hidden just to make your fiance more comfortable.

But, a few months went by, and you seemed to accept the lifestyle and really accepted Master, even sending him joke email and texts, and I thought... I thought these were signs that you were accepting him as part of the package.

I dont know what to say to you right now. I feel that my trust in you is broken. I explained to you that we werent telling anyone else, because Malin's family would not approve. I was so tongue-tied this weekend when you told me you'd told your ex all about it all. I feel so violated. And to brush it off with the, "well just because we're not married doesnt mean I dont tell him stuff..."

Stuff.

Stuff.

My relationship with Master. This union of Master and Malin and Malin with his girlfriend is not "stuff". I dont want the information out there. I dont want your ex wondering about us or forming opinions.

I always knew you had this selfish spot wehre you didnt think..but.. but this just floors me.



Me

Nnahteb
 
Dear X,

It was so hard last night to sleep with out you beside me. Even though my friend offered a warm body to sleep next to, it still wasn't you. Without your bonds or embrace, sleep just wouldn't come; and when it finally did it was full of dreams only you can chase away. I'm not sure I'm strong enough to let you go when the time comes. How will I ever sleep again with thousands of miles between us?

I know I can't ask you to stay.

Tearfully,

me
 
Dear X,

Where to start......

For all of the litsters talking to X, may I just say. Fuck you very much, you hurt me!
You have all been hurt.

may I also say.....

you all deserve, nay, will receive better.

For Gigi, absence makes the heart grow fonder, cherish that love.

For Empress Fi, they may never understand poly, but they aren't there every day, take comfort in those who are. poly means many... many in which to find love.

I could relpy to all on this page, we are a tale told a thousand times... all knowing nobody could ever know the pain, nobody could ever know the rapture that keeps us bound to that pain.

Nobody could ever understand.

Somebody does.

Fuck the haters, you'll find it, not the same, different, better.

This doesn't discount the pain of any of us that subscribe dear X.

This gives it purpose. What is pain if it does not have purpose?

Rise above. Love, love, oh careless love.....

love to you all, set your souls on fire.:rose:

KK:heart:

Biyeti, you understand pure mathematics, that's all I have to say....
 
Dear X,

I could not believe how easily we slipped into a D/s play last night, after just chatting about things in generally.

I am so glad you send me a memo, when you were bored, and it is all because that you were bored on that day, that we got this further after exchanging some long memos.

You are the only one, so far, that I have told a little bit about my personal details, you are the only one I ranted to about bad days, and I look forward to meeting you in a couple of weeks, I only wish it was this this weekend, but I am sure we will have fun! I can see some potential and is looking forward to how it will develop for both of us.

I just hope in my heart, that you won't be like the other subs I have played with and have not contacted me again afterwards, especially the one that I felt a real connection with. I was hurt and is still confused...by his actions.

:)

Love, Caz xx
 
Dear X,

It was so hard last night to sleep with out you beside me. Even though my friend offered a warm body to sleep next to, it still wasn't you. Without your bonds or embrace, sleep just wouldn't come; and when it finally did it was full of dreams only you can chase away. I'm not sure I'm strong enough to let you go when the time comes. How will I ever sleep again with thousands of miles between us?

I know I can't ask you to stay.

Tearfully,

me

Then we will have to do something about this then, yes?

Chin up, cherub.
 
Dear asian nail tech lady,

I love it when you manicure me. But please don't twist my thumb over farther than any thumb has a right to go anymore. The ominous sound of my knuckle scraping and then cracking wasn't enough warning the first time, I'm supposing.

The eight dollar tip should give you the idea that I am a decent customer and should be treated slightly more delicately next dremel-round.
 
Dear X

Well today it has been a month exactly since the last time we spoke. I bet you hope that I am devasted and can't move on..Get a life ass wipe..I was hurt but I have moved on and not letting it bother me..What you did was dirty and you know it was..You didn't have the balls to man up...It is your loss is all I have to tell you...I am fine and dandy. Going about my days and having a damn good time if I say so myself...Not having to wonder and be there at the time you stated and you not showing up for an hour, two hours or more later with the same damn excuses that got old..I don't miss you like I thought I would..so guess that says alot about where we were in the relationship...Good luck with the rest of your life..Forget about me and don't ever look me up or try to call because there will be no answer from me...You are NO longer a part of my life and I am keeping it that way..

Me
 
Dear D,

Look, I love you, ok? You are my best little brother, even though I would never admit it to the other one. And you're one of my best friends. I love talking to you, I tell you things I could never tell anyone.

But I can't take it anymore, the endless phone calls complaining about your job. I know you hate it. In fact, you hate it so much you may be sabotaging your entire career over it. I worry about that but, frankly, I don't think anyone around you can take you in this job one single second longer than it takes you to get out of it. Do you think you're the only one who's marking off the days on his/her calendar? You're driving Mom nuts, too and I am astounded that your wife has not just packed up and left.

It's to the point where I'm avoiding your calls. I feel really guilty about that, but I just don't have hours every night to listen to it. It's causing problems in my life -- I can't get the things I need to done because I'm listening to you say the same things over and over. It's worse when your wife goes to bed and you start drinking, because then you're slurring and I can't even figure out what the hell you're getting at except that I've heard it all from you before when you were sober.

I appreciate that this job does not use your skills. I appreciate that your boss is a jerk and takes credit for the things you do. But for God's sake, please just make the best of it for the next six weeks. It's not like you're in a combat zone or trapped on some isolated island. You're doing a job you hate. Millions of people do that without making everyone around them crazy. If venting helped, I think it would be a good idea. But it just makes you angrier. The end is in sight, just take a deep breath and do the job.

Please.

I love you,
S
 
Dear X

Well today it has been a month exactly since the last time we spoke. I bet you hope that I am devasted and can't move on..Get a life ass wipe..I was hurt but I have moved on and not letting it bother me..What you did was dirty and you know it was..You didn't have the balls to man up...It is your loss is all I have to tell you...I am fine and dandy. Going about my days and having a damn good time if I say so myself...Not having to wonder and be there at the time you stated and you not showing up for an hour, two hours or more later with the same damn excuses that got old..I don't miss you like I thought I would..so guess that says alot about where we were in the relationship...Good luck with the rest of your life..Forget about me and don't ever look me up or try to call because there will be no answer from me...You are NO longer a part of my life and I am keeping it that way..

Me

damn.. I love the way you put this..
couldn't have expressed it better but I feel the same damn way :)

((((KayKat))))
 
damn.. I love the way you put this..
couldn't have expressed it better but I feel the same damn way :)

((((KayKat))))

Glad that I could do that Stegral :) *HUGS* to you...:rose:

(((((Stegral))))

Just glad to see a place we can express and heal. As never easy being the piece of puzzle that just didn't fit. You ladies make it easy to see how much there is out there if just keep trying.
 
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