SweetGigi
I am the exception
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- Apr 11, 2007
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Dear You,
Well, crap. After four years of missed opportunity we finally have a chance to feel each other out. I never knew how you felt before now and it never occurred to me to see if there could be something between us. Now that we have that chance, you will be leaving for CA in less than two weeks. The irony of my life never ceases to amaze me.
Your work is so important, this I know. Not only is it important to you, but it is important to us all. Your research could save millions of lives and prolong the well being of countless others. I know I could never really come before that- such assumptions would be absurd. But with you holding me last night, asking me if I would come with you- offering to stay when I said no- such prostrations are what make me now realized I've wasted so much time on the feeble efforts of the past. It makes me feel stupid for not seeing the forest for the trees before now.
I wish you had told me sooner how you feel. I wish you had said something this time last year when Mark and I first broke up. Before Jim... before this mess... so much lost time. So much we could have shared. I wish we had more time together in person to explore. I know this isn't the end of something before it begins, it just puts things in a different place for now. I'm coming to the realization my life will never be simple. And no matter what happens with us, I'm glad we will have this time to see what happens. Moment to moment, no regrets. Thank you for everything.
Still potentially yours,
me
Well, crap. After four years of missed opportunity we finally have a chance to feel each other out. I never knew how you felt before now and it never occurred to me to see if there could be something between us. Now that we have that chance, you will be leaving for CA in less than two weeks. The irony of my life never ceases to amaze me.
Your work is so important, this I know. Not only is it important to you, but it is important to us all. Your research could save millions of lives and prolong the well being of countless others. I know I could never really come before that- such assumptions would be absurd. But with you holding me last night, asking me if I would come with you- offering to stay when I said no- such prostrations are what make me now realized I've wasted so much time on the feeble efforts of the past. It makes me feel stupid for not seeing the forest for the trees before now.
I wish you had told me sooner how you feel. I wish you had said something this time last year when Mark and I first broke up. Before Jim... before this mess... so much lost time. So much we could have shared. I wish we had more time together in person to explore. I know this isn't the end of something before it begins, it just puts things in a different place for now. I'm coming to the realization my life will never be simple. And no matter what happens with us, I'm glad we will have this time to see what happens. Moment to moment, no regrets. Thank you for everything.
Still potentially yours,
me

Jez
