Dear X:

[YourCaptor]

Dear H, P, and Y...

Thanks. Now tell me how to stop crying, please?!?!

Cry until you are all cried out.

It will take some time, and that is ok, this only proves just how special your relationship is.

 

[Millificent]

Dear X,

I'm sorry...

*hugs*

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X and Y,

I sit here completely shocked at what I found out tonight. Fucking Mississippi?!?!?! Really??? Are you fucking serious?!?!?! Part of me is happy for you both because I know it is a great step in furthering your career, but the other part of me wants it to fall through with a resounding crash.

I can't stop crying at the thought of never seeing either one of you again. You have become such a wonderful, amazing, special part of my life and I don't know what I am going to do without you. I wish I knew exactly what to say...what I could offer you to make you stay...and to NOT LEAVE ME! I'm tired of it... I'm tired of getting close to people just to have them leave. It REALLY fucking sucks.

So I'll say it once...quietly...here....where you will never see it... I love you both very much. Please don't go. It's all I can do.

Always,
nikki

Dear HottieMama,

I am so sorry you're going thro this, i know its lots of pain to get so close to someone and then losing them. I can so relate to the way you feel right now, I feel like i am getting to know the nice people "ONLY" to lose them, for whatever reason. And yes, it FUCKING SUCK!!

Sometimes i am wondering HOW much of this can someone take. I think i just had enough, because eventho every end might also be a start of something new, i am not intrested in the new starts anymore. Simply because the ends fucking suck and i no longer have the energy to love just to lose.

I am really sorry this is happening to you Nikky, wish i could give you a big hug and said something what would ease the pain you feel right now, but i dont think theres such a words that would comfort you right now. Let the tears flow, your crying because you hurt. Hopefuly once your tears stop, you will feel a little bit better.

If i knew a spell that would heal a broken heart, i would share it with you, but i dont. All i can offer you is a {{{{{BIG HUGG}}}}}

Hope you will feel better soon!!



~Kate

 

[FurryFury]

Dear X

get out of my head, get out of my memory, get out of my dreams. You came in my dreams last night, and repeated the same horrors... and so I spent my entire night on the couch, channel-surfing, to avoid that suffocating feeling of returning to those dreams.

7 years ago today... and you're still free. You're still out there. Karma will beat you down, and I'll rejoice.

I HATE that I am weak enough that you still affect me. I HATE that I am stupid enough to still think of you. I hate what you did... I hate the feeling I have that I wasn't the first, nor the last.


I hope you get what you deserve.

*HUGS from one who has been there and will probably be there again.*

 

[closerIam]

dear self...

you knew it was coming. quit crying. quit sobbing. get over it.


dear X,

how could You get into the core of me... connect on that sexual/emotional level I've never felt before... that I never knew existed... how could you make me feel all those things... want all those things... and then vanish? how will I get over You?


dear universe,

I can't handle one more sad thing. STOP it.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

dear self...

you knew it was coming. quit crying. quit sobbing. get over it.


dear X,

how could You get into the core of me... connect on that sexual/emotional level I've never felt before... that I never knew existed... how could you make me feel all those things... want all those things... and then vanish? how will I get over You?


dear universe,

I can't handle one more sad thing. STOP it.

Dear closerIam,

I so understand how you feel like... sigh

{{{{HUGGS YOU TIGHT}}}}

Hope you will feel better soon!!



~Kate

 

[EdanaMorgan]

Dear Gabe,
You damn well better be eating chocolate ice cream. When we were little, they didn't have all the sugar-free goodies they do now. We couldn't have ice cream very often because of your diabetes. Remember how I used to get mad sometimes because I wanted candy. Mom would tell me no because it wasn't fair to you. I didn't take your diabetes seriously until we were in junior high. In high school, I was your life-line. I was the only person who could look at you and know what your bloodsugar was at. Mom couldn't even do that. That summer after graduation was the best of our lives. And then you left me for college. I cried and cried and cried. How could my twin brother go so far from me? I didn't know how to cope without you around. I hadn't learned to stand on my own two feet. I was still living at home with Mom and Da, and our sisters and brother when you asked me to move up there with you. I was so scared I wouldn't be able to make it, even with you there. I didn't know how to support myself. I put it off and put it off. Until the day the police officer came to the house to tell us you had died.
My world shattered.
Mom told me that she thought she would loose two children that day. I wouldn't eat. I hardly slept and when I did sleep, it was for days. I smoked almost two packs a day for that first month. And when our birthday came around, I refused to leave the cemetary. I was dead. I don't know what happened, but one day I realized that. One day, about five months after you died, I finally started living again. I remember dreaming about you. Every dream I'd have was one more minute with you. One more chance to tell you how much I love you. The dreams no longer come. Four and a half years later and I still miss you.
I love you always Brother,
your Ganny

Dear Reader,
Time does not heal the pain, only dull it a bit.

 

[closerIam]

Dear closerIam,

I so understand how you feel like... sigh

{{{{HUGGS YOU TIGHT}}}}

Hope you will feel better soon!!



~Kate

Thank you, Kate. I needed the hugs.

 

[naxalite0906]

Dear X,
Please go easy on her. She is scared and she does not deserve anything more to happen. Please do not be cruel and let it be something minor, if anything at all..

Dear Y,
Will I ever meet anyone? Everyone I know seems to manage it, yet I always seem to struggle. Should I just give up hope now?

Thank you both.

 

[Essene]

 

[SweetGigi]

Dear, God.

You are most awesome and amazing. In all my love for You, in all my fear and self-loathing, You are always there. Even when others fail me- even when life hates me, You are always holding my hands.

I am sorry I forget how very big You are- how very much You love me. So often I feel as if I am walking in deep sand alone, but You are always with me. I weep for your faithfulness even though I do not deserve it. I know I am not worthy of your love and adoration, but still you stand at the base of life, loving me in spite of myself.

Please allow and grant me the strength to always remember who You are and who I am. You are the ultimate Master, the One whom I should serve just as faithfully as any master here on earth. Even more so, in fact. Your presence is constant even when I feel most small and alone. Even when others abandon me and leave me lost, scared alone and broken, You will never leave my side.

I praise You with these words of thanks giving for all You are. For all You provide, I thank You in this place and to honor You and Your many gifts. Thank You for holding me close even when I fight You with both hands, Thank You for bringing people into my life that help me remember the place in this space You have created just for me. Thank You for the gift of life You allow me every day even though I have so often spit in Your face for it.

Thank You for everything- all of it- the good, the bad, the tears, the joy, the ups the downs, the highs the lows, all if it. Thank You for the perspective and reality check. Thank You millions of times over. May Your name always flow from my lips and may my body serve You till You call it home.

My love for You is ever flowing and never ceasing.

My heart and soul belong to You, my God, my All in All.

Love faithfully,

me

 

[lilly85]

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[KayKat]

Dear X

I was unhappy last night thinking about you...But I am moving on as I assume you did...I can't believe that you did me just like you knew had happened before..But hey it is your loss..I am moving on..Moving Forward!

ME

 

[SubKekiLee]

~This thread is a good way to vent...forgive me all I need to vent a little more~

Dear X:

You don't know me. You never truly have nor ever will. You love the person you think I am, but anytime I mention the true me...you get quiet.

X, when I asked you the other night, after explaining to you who I really am, if you really wanted to be with someone like me...you shrugged not wanting to say no. Your eyes said no. I know what you want.

You want a nice, sweet, dutiful conservative faithful Catholic woman who loves cuddling, baby talk, and being silly at all the wrong times. Someone that doesn't need to sit down and talk much. Someone who would rather cuddle and watch tv than make love. I can't believe you like cuddling more than sex.

Speaking of, WTF is wrong with you!!!????!!!!?? There I was straddling you, kissing your face and neck, and all you did was sit there not moving, not touching me, not responding. Why??? Because you'd rather play with your new beard trimmer than pay me any mind? You don't even HAVE a beard!!!!! Do I really have to stop kissing you and say "Hey I wanna have sex" for you to get that? I mean c'mon man you can't be that stupid to not know. You could have at least done something...it hurts me so much when you just sit there like I'm boring the hell out of you with my advances. Finally I gave up and put the damn groceries away...you're welcome. Your beer is cold now.

You're fine with no sex for weeks and weeks...omg we did it twice this week woah thats a lot to you. Dude you're 21 not 81!...*sigh*

Okay so anyway, I went off on a little tangent...

My point is...you're my best friend. You've been one of my best friends since high school. You're a great person and wonderful friend. But...we want such different things from life. You want to get your comfy job, get married, have lots of babies and take your family to church every week...I don't want that anymore. I've grown up and realized that life would never make me happy. Least not ONLY that life. I can't stand being with a man whose even more submissive than I am and who won't even try to like the things I wanna try... I wanna get married someday, but not to you. I wanna have babies someday, but not right now. I believe in God, but organized religion makes me sick anymore. We are not right for each other, when will you face it? We're together, but in my mind its over already.

I don't know how to reach you to actually tell you these things again. I've told you once, but you refuse to listen. You just keep acting like everything is fine, cause even though I'm miserable inside you still have me and thats all that matters to you...that I'm your girlfriend cause you love me.

Love isn't enough.

You'll only listen in a few months, when I will be packing up my things and slamming the door. I won't look back, even though I'll miss your friendship, I'll never look back. Don't you see this coming?


~lilly~

Take my advice LILLY ... leave while you can this is the mistake I made for 4 years , this Dear X could have been written by me... trust me.. Dont look back be yourself... dont HIDE .. I hid for 4 years now I am coming out and it shocked him and he is hurt and I hate that.. He is my best friend and I hate that I hurt him but I have to be me.. good luck.. if you need an ear or shoulder I am here for you ..

SKL

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

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[malinborn]

Dear X1

How many last chances/third strikes does he get before you finally realize he will never change and he is as much a child as you thought he was the first time you met him?

Me


Dear X2

Stop crying to me about being used one night and telling me how wonderful you feel the next when they are sitting next to you. talk to me the same way, tell the truth, either to me or to them, but for god's sake tell us all the same thing

me

 

[SubKekiLee]

Dear X
Finding out last night that what was good for the goose wasnt good for the gander drove me to make a decision that I am not sure I was ready to make... But you did what you felt was neccessary now all thats left is to clean up the mess that was left behind... I am sorry I couldnt be the wife you wanted.. But I wish you much success in your journeys and I hope you get all you desire, dream or need and I hope you wish that for me as well.... I do love you and I always will....

signed
me

 

[phantom_goddess]

Dear R,

i hate you! i hate that you still try to control my life even after we're over. i hate that you said you loved me, and then hurt me. i hate myself for telling you my dreams, and how you walked on them. why can't you let me go, and get on with your life so i can get on with mine.
~Kaily

Dear Mom,

i love you, i wish you would get better. i wish i could make the pain go away. and i wish the doctors knew what was wrong. i'm sorry that i've been so mean to you, connor and brenna. i've just been so full of hate. i'm sorry that i got so depressed and tried to kill myself, and left you to clean up the mess. i sorry you had to see me like that and take me to the hospital, and i'm sorry connor and brenna had to see that, i'm not the greatest big sister. i love you guys so much, and i wish i could make the pain of Eric deserting us, go away. i wish i could make you happy.
i love you so much,
Kaily

 

[lilly85]

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[minx1]

Dear you,

I'm glad we talked lastnight

Thankyou so so much for today. I wasn't expecting it at all, knowing what you had on and so it was a wonderful, unexpected surprise and helped seal what was said.

I am so glad to be back, of that you can be certain. You make it all worthwhile.

I love you immensely.....with every piece of me. My mind, body and soul, yours. And know, whatever we are, whatever jouney we travel that my love and desire for you will remain steadfast and never falter.

I would cross to the other side of the world for you my love. *soft smile*

Me xxx

 

[myinnerslut]

I don't know how to reach you to actually tell you these things again. I've told you once, but you refuse to listen. You just keep acting like everything is fine, cause even though I'm miserable inside you still have me and thats all that matters to you...that I'm your girlfriend cause you love me.

Love isn't enough.

i was there not too long ago.

im sorry. im wishing you the wisdom courage and strength it takes to make a decision, follow through, and then stuck with it.

 

[twysted73]

I hate this.

If I become an emotional hermit......I'll know why.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

I hate this.

If I become an emotional hermit......I'll know why.

*huggs*

 

[SweetGigi]

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[lilly85]

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