Dear X:

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*TACKLES AND HUGS YOU*

Dear X,

There's a lot I don't know about love and relationships and all that. I'm not very good at any of it.

But there's one thing I do know. If I'd only been married to you a little over two months, you wouldn't be having to have a sub profile on CM that you're keeping on the downlow in search of a Dom to play with. If you were mine, I'd go find you a big, dominant man to tie you up and give you what you need. If I'd only been married to you a little over two months, you wouldn't spend every waking hour parked in front of your XBox because you're miserable. You'd spend that time curled up next to me in bed or out having fun with me or your friends or something. At the very least, I'd be in the floor rubbing your feet while you played the damned video games. You wouldn't be a prisoner in our home. You'd be happy, dammit.

Why can't you see that? And, furthermore, why is it that I have no problem telling strange men on the phone that I love them if that's what they want to hear, but I couldn't--and still can't--say it to the one person I'd still die for...you?

~Me
 
*hugs you so tightly you go Squee!*

Dear X (Malin)

I am so proud to be your wife.

I look at what you've gone through since February and see how you've grown, how well you handled it, even when she broke your heart.

I see how happy the new she makes you and that makes me smile. I like her. I do. I like how you two are. I worry about the move coming up and hope you two can make it when it's a long-distance thing.

I just wanted you to know that I love you and I need you and I'm glad I have you.

I talk about Master alot here. About how lucky I am and how much he loves me, how much I love him. I guess I just took for granted that you know how much I love you and wanted to make sure I didnt take it for granted.

I will love you my whole life...

Puntin
 
Dear X (Fi, BF, SV, EG, and Malin),

Thanks for the hugs. I really needed them. It's been one of those weeks.

~Bunny

Tonight will be a whiskey night, for sure.
 
Dear X (Fi)

Sometimes i know i do not take everything into consideration... time, place, your feelings. My mind goes a mile a minute and i make decisions without thinking of others involved. I am sorry for all of that

i think i sometimes forget that without you i would likely have died a long time ago. we joke that without you i would masturbate a lot or be out doing whatever, but i know that i mat you at a time in my life that if things hadn't worked... i am pretty sure i would not be here today.

i love you. i love that you still love me after almost 9 years as my wife, 13 as my beloved. i love that you love your sir. Some people might think that is a weird thing to say but it's just nice to see you so happy sometimes. I look forward to the change coming when you get to see him more often. the coming months will be difficult and i wish i could promise smooth sailing but that's just not our style :)

Maybe the move to Cleveland will start a new style as well as so many other new things

I will love you my whole life

Puddin
 
Dear X (Fi)

Sometimes i know i do not take everything into consideration... time, place, your feelings. My mind goes a mile a minute and i make decisions without thinking of others involved. I am sorry for all of that

i think i sometimes forget that without you i would likely have died a long time ago. we joke that without you i would masturbate a lot or be out doing whatever, but i know that i mat you at a time in my life that if things hadn't worked... i am pretty sure i would not be here today.

i love you. i love that you still love me after almost 9 years as my wife, 13 as my beloved. i love that you love your sir. Some people might think that is a weird thing to say but it's just nice to see you so happy sometimes. I look forward to the change coming when you get to see him more often. the coming months will be difficult and i wish i could promise smooth sailing but that's just not our style :)

Maybe the move to Cleveland will start a new style as well as so many other new things

I will love you my whole life

Puddin

We're gonna kill people with our sweetness :p
 
Dear Sister Sub,

You do deserve common decency. You need to look after youself like you plan. Learn to say no. Be strong, know that when things hit rock bottom they can only go up & that no matter what I see you. Life is hard, but sometimes it's the courage in the face of adversity and the joy that follows that makes it worthwhile.

- SS


I love ya, sis. Thanks for everything.
 
Dear World,


Stop fucking with me...

Dear X,

I wouldn't dream of fucking with you (without your consent). :devil: Dream of fucking you? Well, my subconscious can't be held responsible for where it goes when I'm not awake to direct it. :D

Seriously though, I'm sorry you are having a rough time right now. I want you to know that your efforts ARE appreciated and I really, really am looking forward to meeting you in a few short weeks.

{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}
 
Dear X,

At this point in my life I feel like I'm not sure where to go. I know I have a 6 month plan. I know I want to go back to school in a year, for my Masters. I know I want to have a family and make babies. That's two more things, now, than when I had been seeing you.

Who would have thought that things would have gone the way they did, to change so rapidly all at the outset of one event? When I met you, I had no intentions of feeling anything more than a friendship with you. Yet, in our taboo rendezvous something changed along the way. Before we knew it, I said goodbye to you and feel like I've lost a great comfort in my life; a great friend that I could confide in with almost anything.

Here I am now, in a new place, a new life, and a new space. I feel like life is going great for me and that my future is open. I've never felt that before. I know that I can make anything I want happen and you know how much I affect my world around me even better than I realize. Still, even with so much going great, I miss our friendship. The way we always bantered back and forth about anything and everything goofy. The way you were so willing to show me how much you wanted me and wanted to be with me.

I miss talking about the stupid little things that comprised our day. I miss the way I felt around you the moment we were in each others' presence. I miss the friend that had such selfish feelings for me, even though we would never be.

Most of all, I miss the connection we once had. I long to find it in another and I wish I could confide in you about her, but I know how heartbroken it would make you feel. As hard as I can be and as independent as I was with you, we both know I'm too gentle a soul to crush the memories you have of me with the realization I would give you by telling you I may have found someone.

I would tell you about her and about the way I feel. I would remark on how some moments are better than others; how some moments leave me thinking about the possibility of love and babies and other moments leave me thinking of the advice I know you would give. The advice you and W would both give, because you have truly appraised my value. Although, I cannot say any of this to you, I want to thank you for helping me see myself through my own constrictive modesty.

I want to thank you for the love that you have given me to help heal my wounds so that I could be open to the possibility of finding what we had, but the kind of connection we had that could be all my own. I want to thank you for reminding me of what it's like to have a love that's wanted and deserved. I know it doesn't ease my fears, but at least it gives me guidance in what I will find in the relationship that finally captivates me.

Love always,
Hans
 
Dear R,

You make me smile. I love you.

~Me

Dear C,

Thank you for last night. It was a lot of fun, even the tears while watching the movies!

~Me

Dear K,

I'm glad we are friends. You mean a lot to me, and I'm thankful to have that relationship with you.:rose:

~Me
 
Dear A

We're just acquaintances who need to be able to work together. I don't think there will ever be a way to tell you that, although our lives and our personal styles are too different for us to work as a permanent couple, I really think that the two of us could be good for each other if we were close, physically.

I hardly know where this is coming from. It's possible that the vivid fantasies I've had recently are my subconscious trying to clue me in about something that I haven't consciously noticed, but I rather think not. Still, we are two people who are both young, lonely and reasonably attractive. And, damn it, just sometimes I think I feel a certain "energy" between us, whatever that means.

So, A, I'll say it here, where you'll never know a thing about it.

I want to be alone with you in a private place.

I want to lightly touch your arm, for just a moment.

Then I want to kiss you on the mouth.

I want to caress you as we struggle together to get you out of your clothes.

I want to take your breasts in my hands until your nipples firm into ardent cones.

I want to reach down and stroke you until your pleasure makes you gasp out your first climax.

While you lie beneath me, I want to twine my hands into yours.

I want to fuck you, A.

I want to fuck you, A.

I want to wrap you in my arms and laugh with you as I draw you close beneath tangled sheets.

I want to keep the world at bay, for just a little while.

If only you knew.
 
Dear X

You get some kind of sick pleasure out of constantly throwing that in my face, don't you? Even when I've asked you to not do it, repeatedly.

WHY must you?
 
We're just acquaintances who need to be able to work together. I don't think there will ever be a way to tell you that, although our lives and our personal styles are too different for us to work as a permanent couple, I really think that the two of us could be good for each other if we were close, physically.

I hardly know where this is coming from. It's possible that the vivid fantasies I've had recently are my subconscious trying to clue me in about something that I haven't consciously noticed, but I rather think not. Still, we are two people who are both young, lonely and reasonably attractive. And, damn it, just sometimes I think I feel a certain "energy" between us, whatever that means.

So, A, I'll say it here, where you'll never know a thing about it.

I want to be alone with you in a private place.

I want to lightly touch your arm, for just a moment.

Then I want to kiss you on the mouth.

I want to caress you as we struggle together to get you out of your clothes.

I want to take your breasts in my hands until your nipples firm into ardent cones.

I want to reach down and stroke you until your pleasure makes you gasp out your first climax.

While you lie beneath me, I want to twine my hands into yours.

I want to fuck you, A.

I want to fuck you, A.

I want to wrap you in my arms and laugh with you as I draw you close beneath tangled sheets.

I want to keep the world at bay, for just a little while.

If only you knew.



*blinks*


*quiver*


*drip drip drip*
 
Dear X
why cant we be friends ? we started as friends? we should end as friends... I know you are hurt and for that I couldnt be anymore sorry.. I am sorry you are hurting.. you are free to explore your options and I want us to be friends please just consider it.... just consider we started as friends and underdstand I want that...

you know who..
 
Dear X,

Thank you for coming back into my life. You mean so much to me. I had almost forgotten how much. But now... just thank you.

~Moi
 
Dear X,

I hate your form IT-370. The way it attempts to mimic form 4868 in its compact little box and simple calculations makes me want to bite my thumb at your complex manifestation of a request form. I loathe the way you placed the instructions above and below the actual form and conveniently hide the address for where I need to send it, by marking several sections in bold so that it stands out no more than section headings. I hope your form IT-370 and your bloated ways both jump off a bridge and diaf.

With much abhor-ation on April 15th,
FuckMeEyes
 
Dear Computer,

How could you crash and leave me disconnected from the world? my friends? my files? my sanity?

Grumble..:mad::(
 
Dear friend:

I want you to know how fabulous I thought you were, are. I always saw you as larger than life. You were only 5 years older than me, but had experienced so much more than I ever will. You'd traveled all over, met all kinds of people, and shared all you knew with others. You could never say no to anyone, never stopped working and taking care of others. You were always laughing, learning, doing. You gave all you had, and in some ways that was what killed you.

It would be all to easy to say "if only" now. If only the doctor here hadn't misdiagnosed you. If only you had seen a new doctor when you left a few years ago. But that's in the past. You're gone, and I can't fix that. I promise to take good care of myself, because I know you'd want me to learn from your experience. I promise to see the best in others, because you always tried to do so yourself.

I loved you sweetie, I always will.

:rose:
 
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