Dear X:

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Dear x.....

You woke me up at 3 am yesterday. You were driving to the store for creamer drunk and depressed. And I know that I have helped add to your sadness before this. I know I caused your pain and hurt this year. I was ending a 7 year relationship. Those are hard feelings to work through. All you had to do was see that I loved you, wanted you but needed to get past her. Go from something unhealthy to something healthy. But you wanted it all right now and my heart moves slowly...but surely. Why couldn;t you have told me you'd be by my side and love me regardless? That would have helped me move faster.
The home we shared is going away. The love we shared is taking a beating from the hate you level at me. From the late night drunk anger you call and share with me. And..as happened the other morning...sharing the information of who you've slept with that we know since me. How it means nothing to you yet you still do it.
I love you. You own a large part of my heart. But I cannot make you want to forgive. I cannot make you let go of who I was when I hurt you and see me for the man I am out of a need to be there for you. I am better. But you...are getting worse.
It's now switched.
I love you. But self-destruct on someone else. I've hurt enough. I've died over the songs, poured over the pictures, drank to be numb, ached over the thoughts and lost love/potential.
But you seem to make the pain worse on purpose. You keep the bad memories fresh and painfully sharp to relive over and over while forgetting the good.
You are going down a path I cannot follow you on. But I will be here when you decide it's a path you nolonger wish to walk.
I love you Brooke.
You're my kind of crazy.
* bites you *
 
Dear X:
I am glad you came dancing friday night.
I am happy you enjoyed watching me & DN dance.
I was devastated when you wouldn't dance... not even slow...
I was hurt that you waited until last call to ask if I wanted a drink after buying you 3...
I love the smell of your body, I love the touch of your hand.
I apologize for nipping your neck even though later you told me you liked it.
I really like you X. I am scared of screwing up & getting hurt again.
He was my second choice, should have went for my first... you.
I don't think you would do it on purpose, but then I didn't think any of them would.
I enjoyed the call the day after. It meant alot to me.
I respect the fact you never asked to come home with me.
I respect that you didn't take advantage of me.
I LOVE the fact you shaved off that damn fucking beard before you showed at the bar.
I know I am in lust for you... can it turn to love???
I can't eat right now because of the butterflies.
I can't get anything done because you are on my mind...
I want to taste you again so badly, even if it is only the neck again.
I wanted a kiss so badly with the departing hug I almost did.
Hopefully you feel the same...
Hopefully we can have something...

*hopping on the rollercoaster again*
 
Dear X,

I wish I could get into the "Christmas spirit", but it just isn't here for me. I'm going through the motions, I feel hollow, tired. The facade is there, but all I want to really do is crawl into a hole and be left alone.

I hate feeling like this.
 
Dear X,

For 2 days it felt like a family again. Why did you have to go? I know its to heal and straighten your head out. We are here, the girls and I, missing and praying for you.
 
Evil_Geoff said:
Dear X,

I wish I could get into the "Christmas spirit", but it just isn't here for me. I'm going through the motions, I feel hollow, tired. The facade is there, but all I want to really do is crawl into a hole and be left alone.

I hate feeling like this.
I know the feeling when all you want is just to be all alone.... I am sorry you feeling this way Geoff, sending a lots of warm hugs your way!!

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{ HUGS }}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

:rose: :rose: :rose:


~Kate
:kiss:
 
bholderman said:
Dear X,

For 2 days it felt like a family again. Why did you have to go? I know its to heal and straighten your head out. We are here, the girls and I, missing and praying for you.
I give up of my man, but I still keep my fingers crossed for you and your wife Brad....

I know it's not easy.... but hopefuly it will be worth all the efort you put into keeping your mariage working!! :rose: {{{{{HUGS}}}}}


~Kate
:kiss:
 
Dear X,

I don't understand how we can be from one mum.... You're my sister and I love you no matter what you think. I tryed help you, but you cannot be helped!! I call the police when he beat you, they kick his sad ass outta our flat and you dunno better than run to him 30 mins after?? what the fuck!?? FUCK YOU!!

Next time I will just watch cuz you know what? You moan about him, but when we trying to help you you go against us and make us look like idiots and the bad ones while you should hate the idiot whos hurting you and your kids. Wake up damit!! You're such a *argghhh* cow!!
I love you, but you pissing me off to no end lately. I am tired of being older sister to my older sister. Grow the fuck up!! and take care of your kids instead of licking ass of that lazy sad fucker who you love for some, for me unknown reason.

You losing your kids, your brothers and all your family for someone who treat you like shit.... Everybody I know dissagree with the shits you doing lately. *sigh* Stop being such a selfish fuck and start thinking of your kids OMG!!
I don't understand you. I am trying I really do, but I don't get you at all sis...

Stop thinking with your cunt!! fs :mad:

me
 
Dear X,

I will miss you so much *cuddles*.
I hope your work goes well and that you get at least a little time to relax.
I wish with all my heart that I was there waiting for you to return at night so I could pamper you and gently, lovingly ease away all the strains and stresses of your day.
I miss you but I am going to focus on when you come home, the things I can do to please you and the ways I can serve you when we are next together. I want you to be proud of your subbie.

You are always in my thoughts and my heart whether you are here or thousands of miles away. My love to you :heart:

Your L x
 
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Dear Chris,
Thank You for the PM explaining why you were so ugly to me the other night. I really appreciate it and consider the matter closed. I hope that you find peace in your life.
Best of luck.
Nicole
 
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Dear nh23...

I just realized who you were. The changing of your AV completely fucked me up. LOL.

BTW..if h is your last initial we have the same initials as well as the same first name.
 
Dear x:

You must be one smooooooooooooooooth talker.

Dear y:

I don't actually believe you sent it. I don't know why you wouldn't have, but well... lack of response/worry, etc, over a missing item... I dunno.

Dear z, a, and b:

what is up with the past? Why do waves of it keep crashing into me... nothing for ages, and then BOOM, there y'all are.
 
Dear HM,
Yeah the h stands for my last name, so we do have our first name and last initial in common...lol Sorry for the confusion..lol. My AV was due for a change.
 
Dear X,

Tonight you made me realize, again, just why I love you.

I asked if you needed a scarf, you quickly answered, "I hate things around my neck."

But while I was typing out my reply you added, "Unless you're making it, then absolutely"

Thank you for being the type of Dom who sometimes thinks of what might make me happy.. even if it makes your uncomfortable.. thank you for showing me how important I am to you

I love you

Me
 
Dear X
Tonight is one month since I decided to enter training with you... to become your pet... It is amazing.. I miss you alot and it is cold here where I am.. I wish you were here... can't believe it is has already been a month... Only appromately a month before I get to see you again.. MMMMM

Youre humble pet
:heart:
 
nh23 said:
Dear Chris,
Thank You for the PM explaining why you were so ugly to me the other night. I really appreciate it and consider the matter closed. I hope that you find peace in your life.
Best of luck.
Nicole

It wasn't your fault and I wish you well in your endeavors as well. You are a good person and I am grateful for the time spent with you.

Chris
 
Dear Next-Door Neighbor,

Go fuck yourself, you goofy-looking bitch. You have no idea how close I came to filing a police report on your ass, and I'm still about *this* close to doing it.

I was away for nearly a week and a half over Thanksgiving break. I left Lucky, my kitty, there, and my friend Laura checked in on him every day for me. He had food and water, and his litter boxes were reasonably clean. But you didn't know that, did you? You also didn't know that when he was a kitten, he was hit by a car. He suffered some massive head trauma, which is how I came into possession of him. He was lying outside Kitty's apartment, meowing his poor little head off, and we thought he was going to die. We hurried him to the vet, since nobody else would even come out to see what was wrong (he was "just" a stray). I had to take responsibility for his vet bills, even though he wasn't my cat, because no one else was willing to. I'm not complaining, just stating the facts.

So Lucky's a little brain-damaged. He can't run in a straight line, and sometimes he just starts meowing for no reason at all, except his meow sounds kind of like a squawk. He can't help it. It's not his fault that everyone in this apartment complex had been feeding his mother (also a stray), but refused to shuck out $100 to go get the damn thing spayed, so she wouldn't spit out kittens every two months. When she abandoned him, he got hit by a car. He was a baby--not his fault.

So before you come in my place threatening me, how about you hear the whole story, huh? You heard Lucky meowing. You entered my apartment without my permission while I was out of town. The only way you were able to get in is that I left the door unlocked for Laura to come check on Lucky while I was away. I suppose you thought I'd just left him locked up in there with no food or water and no one to look in on him while I was gone. Boy, I bet you felt like a dumbass when you got in there and saw that he had plenty of food and water.

You felt like such a dumbass, in fact, that you left me a nasty, threatening little note about how you didn't "mind" taking care of my pets while I was away, but that even though "she" had food and water, he needed attention, and if I didn't start taking better care of my pets, you were going to report me to Animal Welfare.

There are so many things wrong with that, I don't even know where to begin. Number one, I have one pet. He is a male. If you can't tell the difference between a male cat and a female cat, I'm pretty sure you don't know anything else about them, either. Number two, I had someone looking in on him. I didn't need you to do it, whether you "minded" or not, you little buck-toothed bitch. Number three, don't you come in my apartment uninvited, which, in case you didn't know, is trespassing, threatening me when it's your ass who's doing something fucking illegal. I don't give a fuck how righteously outraged you pretended to be. I was a lot more angry, with a lot more cause to be.

The really cute part about the whole thing is that when I immediately came over to your place and knocked on the door, you didn't have a damn thing to say to my face when you saw how mad I was. When I informed you that Laura had been taking care of Lucky for me, you said, "Well, I didn't know that." Of course you didn't. But if you're unsure about the situation, it might be a good idea to butt the fuck out. There's nothing wrong with the way I treat my cat. The way your eyes got big when I said, "Fuck Animal Welfare, honey. If I see you so much as let your little toe brush my doorsteps when you walk by, I'm calling the police and having you arrested for trespassing" was beyond funny, by the way. I love how people try to be badasses behind my back, but don't have the balls to say anything to my face.

What was even cuter is how you thought you would be sneaky and call our landlady about me. You told her what a horrible person I was, but you neglected to say how you got in my apartment. Boy, was she thrilled when I told her the truth. You should really think these things through before you try to be vindictive, you ugly little cunt. I'm still thinking seriously about moseying on down to the police department. You were, after all, the dumbass who was stupid enough to put it in writing that you'd been in my apartment illegally.

~Bunny,
Who Henceforth Refuses To Take Shit From Anyone Anymore
 
Dear X,

You have til New Years to figure out if you want to be a part of this family. Its a good one, so I can't figure out what your waiting on.

If not, have fun, I have children to raise.
 
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