Dear X:

[EmpressFi]

Dear Self

Save Bailey's ears..

Avoid the snack machine

Nothing is going to taste as good as wearing leather will feel

me

 

[xPinkxStarsx]

Dear FB (My assistant manager),

I know we are co-workers and all but there is a sexual tension between us; you and I both know it. We've talked about it and I really wish you'd stop pussyfooting around it and just act on it. Let's have some fun and stop being so nervous; you never know, I may like girl on girl and it wont have to be a one time thing.

Love,

Me

 

[Kajira Callista]

Dear me,
Lawyers appointment tommorrow morning.
First real and very big step and it is ok to be scared.
Your babies need you to do this and to let all the healing that needs to happen begin.
I know you know this....please just keep moving forward no matter what he says.
Love,
yourself

 

[nh23]

Dear me,
Lawyers appointment tommorrow morning.
First real and very big step and it is ok to be scared.
Your babies need you to do this and to let all the healing that needs to happen begin.
I know you know this....please just keep moving forward no matter what he says.
Love,
yourself

Good Luck...

 

[SubKekiLee]

My heart and prayers go out to KC..... I hope all goes well..

 

[Puman]

Dear Huntsman

I am so sorry. You were so beautiful.

You should know better than to sneak up on me inside my own house. You scared the sh!t out of me and the magazine swat was pure reflex.

I hate it when you guys do that to me.

 

[NALA CAYENNE]

Dear me,
Lawyers appointment tommorrow morning.
First real and very big step and it is ok to be scared.
Your babies need you to do this and to let all the healing that needs to happen begin.
I know you know this....please just keep moving forward no matter what he says.
Love,
yourself

Hugs, Baby.

 

[Homburg]

Your babies need you to do this and to let all the healing that needs to happen begin.

*pokes gently*

Wanna hug? Aw, you know you do

*big hugs*

 

[Homburg]

Dear uptight Bible Belt state in which I reside,

It's just SEX. Guess what, the Good Book tells you that he created us in his image, right? That means god has naughty bits too. He told us to be fruitful and multiply, right? That means we have a mandate to use these naughty bits. He gave use free will too, right? That means we're allowed to use our naughty bits how we fucking want. So fuck right off and let me do what I want with whomever consents to let me do things with them.

-R.

--

I went to a fetish-theme event at our local goth/industrial night. The whole point to the event was Master/servant, bondage, etc. They even had (crappy) vendors selling a variety of (stupidly overpriced) BDSM gear. I bring some rope, and have a hot little raver girl lined up for some light tying. Bar manager says no. ABC Laws, bible belt morality, etc. I'm like, see that girl over there? Y'know, the one in a teeny bra and boy shorts that barely cover her cooter? My rope will cover more of her pink bits than her outfit will. Nope, no dice.

It's just sex.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Dear me,
Lawyers appointment tommorrow morning.
First real and very big step and it is ok to be scared.
Your babies need you to do this and to let all the healing that needs to happen begin.
I know you know this....please just keep moving forward no matter what he says.
Love,
yourself

Best vibes and cyber-handholding throughout. You can do it. You just gave yourself some great advice.

 

[Jezebel77]

Dear B,

You know that paper that my group and I worked on and struggled with for 6 weeks? The one that kept me up until 3am editing the night before it was due? Well, our paper got the highest score in the class. I was so happy about it until I told you and you made that comment. Not even a "good job" or "thats great". Now when I think about it, I'm just sad and want to cry. Thanks.

J

 

[catalina_francisco]

Dear B,

You know that paper that my group and I worked on and struggled with for 6 weeks? The one that kept me up until 3am editing the night before it was due? Well, our paper got the highest score in the class. I was so happy about it until I told you and you made that comment. Not even a "good job" or "thats great". Now when I think about it, I'm just sad and want to cry. Thanks.

J

Oh I know how hard that can be....I hope you feel better soon. I know it's not the same, but I will offer my own congrats as I know how emotionally charging it can be to succeed in such ways after so much hard work then not feel validated from the ones you would hope would care.

http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2277/1620516394_9db4080930_t.jpg Catalina

 

[catalina_francisco]

Dear me,
Lawyers appointment tommorrow morning.
First real and very big step and it is ok to be scared.
Your babies need you to do this and to let all the healing that needs to happen begin.
I know you know this....please just keep moving forward no matter what he says.
Love,
yourself

Hang in there.....lots of positive vibes soaring your way.

http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2233/2052066401_be7d982856_t.jpg Catalina

 

[Bandit58]

Dear B,

You know that paper that my group and I worked on and struggled with for 6 weeks? The one that kept me up until 3am editing the night before it was due? Well, our paper got the highest score in the class. I was so happy about it until I told you and you made that comment. Not even a "good job" or "thats great". Now when I think about it, I'm just sad and want to cry. Thanks.

J

Congrats from me too Jezebel

I know how it feels. Several years ago I started studying extramurally to get a teacher aide certificate. I worked really hard on it, and surprised myself by passing papers.

But because it took time away from my husband, who thought I should be at his beck and call every time he wanted something, he became spiteful about all the time I spent at the school observing and asking questions etc. However I decided the best revenge was to do the best I could and take no notice of his comments and putdowns.

I think this was the catalyst (or one of them) that finally gave me the courage to end a long and emotionally abusive marriage. Through this study I began to rebuild my self esteem. I re-discovered that I had a brain and could use it and use it well.

Please don't feel sad, you should be happy and proud that you did so well. Don't let someone's bad attitude get to you, they are really not worth it *hugs*

 

[Kajira Callista]

Dear everyone on lit that took the time to let me know you care,
Thank you so much... i really did feel the good vibes.
love,
KC

 

[Kajira Callista]

Dear very dominant totally understanding I'm not lawyer,
When you said to me as we left the courthouse; "The next step you take is going to be the first step in a whole new life for you." I felt as if nothing in the world could stop me from continuing down that path.
Thank you,
your new client

(convo before going to courthouse)
Lawyer: You will do whatever I tell you to do...if i ask you to stand on the desk and drop your drawers you will do it.
Me: Why?
Lawyer: And never ask me why again
Me: *grin*

 

[rida]

Dear very dominant totally understanding I'm not lawyer,
When you said to me as we left the courthouse; "The next step you take is going to be the first step in a whole new life for you." I felt as if nothing in the world could stop me from continuing down that path.
Thank you,
your new client

(convo before going to courthouse)
Lawyer: You will do whatever I tell you to do...if i ask you to stand on the desk and drop your drawers you will do it.
Me: Why?
Lawyer: And never ask me why again
Me: *grin*

I think I like your lawyer .....*grin*

And good luck in your new life!

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Dear X

I wasn't looking, and I found you. When I was actively searching, actively wanting..I couldn't. Now that I am not, now that I don't want to push yet another person away...damn, there you are. Thank you, darlin one for treating me with caring. Thank you for agreeing to give me time. Just... thank you...I am proud to know you, baby doll...and thrilled beyond telling. You make me smile and I didn't think I would be smiling for quite a long time. You make me want...and I didn't think I'd be doing that either. So thank you....

As always
Me.

 

[Stegral]

Dear X,
I don't know how to tell you I don't want to play anymore.
I don't know how to say it without it hurting us both.
I like you,I want you...
I know you like me to Top.
I WANT to be a bottom on occasion !!!!
I know it isn't your fault He is out at sea alot.
I know it isn't your fault I can't be open to her being with you.
I just don't understand the whole open/poly thingy yet.
The emotions you evoke are confusing me MAJOR.
I guess that is the 'nilla that won't let go.
The drop I felt sunday was brutal.
I DON'T want to feel it ever again...
I think I will be in spectator mode for a while...
I need to find myself a more consistant Top/Dominant.
I need stability, caring & patience.
I need someone that is MORE than just a scene partner.
I need a switch that prefers to Top or an understanding Dom.
I hate coming home alone after play.
I hate not sharing my needs & wants with someone.
I hate being stagnant in my growth as a bottom/subbie
I can only cage my inner feelings for so long.
every time we play at the cross it gets harder to cage...
I resent her for having you, but know I could never give you what she does...
Freedom....

Goodbye X.. I have learned my lessons well.
until I learn to control the turmoil & emotions, goodbye...

Stegral.

 

[LittleJade]

Dear X,
I don't know how to tell you I don't want to play anymore.
I don't know how to say it without it hurting us both.
I like you,I want you...
I know you like me to Top.
I WANT to be a bottom on occasion !!!!
I know it isn't your fault He is out at sea alot.
I know it isn't your fault I can't be open to her being with you.
I just don't understand the whole open/poly thingy yet.
The emotions you evoke are confusing me MAJOR.
I guess that is the 'nilla that won't let go.
The drop I felt sunday was brutal.
I DON'T want to feel it ever again...
I think I will be in spectator mode for a while...
I need to find myself a more consistant Top/Dominant.
I need stability, caring & patience.
I need someone that is MORE than just a scene partner.
I need a switch that prefers to Top or an understanding Dom.
I hate coming home alone after play.
I hate not sharing my needs & wants with someone.
I hate being stagnant in my growth as a bottom/subbie
I can only cage my inner feelings for so long.
every time we play at the cross it gets harder to cage...
I resent her for having you, but know I could never give you what she does...
Freedom....

Goodbye X.. I have learned my lessons well.
until I learn to control the turmoil & emotions, goodbye...

Stegral.

I could have written this...

 

[Stegral]

I could have written this...

I am sorry there are 2 of us in the same kind of pain...

hope it gets better...

 

[LittleJade]

I am sorry there are 2 of us in the same kind of pain...

hope it gets better...

Confusion sucks... self-doubt sucks.. I think you have more strength of conviction there, than I have right now...

I know things will figure themselves out for me.. I know I'm required to make decisions and work hard... I have a quote I've always lived by... but feel like I've been deviating from that path lately...


"To know what you prefer, rather than saying Amen to what the world tells you you ought to prefer, is to have kept your soul alive" - Robert Louis Stevenson.

 

[reignophelia]

Dear S,

I'm not entirely sure why I'm writing aside from it being cathartic and self indulgent. I kind of imagine that when this letter is done, it will be out there, floating around in cyberspace and the Universe, and it will be able to touch you, and find you wherever you are.

You know that I love you. I still don't know all of the details, but I hope it wasn't painful. At first I felt guilty for not being there, but I had already tried to get cancelled from work to get the car fixed, and it didn't happen. I mean, the car breaking down, and not getting out of work - when I really should have, and then me not being able to visit because of my stomach bug, well; I'm thinking that the Universe never had plans for me to be there anyway.

Most importantly though. I want to thank you. You know how my mother is, and how she was away a lot. And you know how when she wasn't physically distant, she was (and always has been) distant emotionally.

You were always there for me.

You've always been my favorite, and I know I was always yours.

I know how you took care of me on a daily basis before I was two, although I don't remember it. But the point in my life where you made the second most important impact was when I was 9.

My mother made a smart move pulling us closer together. I don't know how I would have turned out without you. I credit you for the reason that I have any healthy sense of self worth as an adult.

You were my best friend, you were my only friend. You loved me when it seemed like no one else did. You gave me flowers when no one else did. You supported me and showed me that it was okay to be myself. I will forever be in your debt.

I love you more than words can convey. You were the maternal figure in my life. I feel fortunate that I had that.

I hope you're well. Say "hello" to Grampy when you see him. I will miss you, but I understand how much better off you are now. Dad is saving a place at the table for you tomorrow. Don't be a stranger.

I love you.

-K

 

[Chris_Xavier]

Dear Susie,

I'm not entirely sure why I'm writing aside from it being cathartic and self indulgent. I kind of imagine that when this letter is done, it will be out there, floating around in cyberspace and the Universe, and it will be able to touch you, and find you wherever you are.

You know that I love you. I still don't know all of the details, but I hope it wasn't painful. At first I felt guilty for not being there, but I had already tried to get cancelled from work to get the car fixed, and it didn't happen. I mean, the car breaking down, and not getting out of work - when I really should have, and then me not being able to visit because of my stomach bug, well; I'm thinking that the Universe never had plans for me to be there anyway.

Most importantly though. I want to thank you. You know how my mother is, and how she was away a lot. And you know how when she wasn't physically distant, she was (and always has been) distant emotionally.

You were always there for me.

You've always been my favorite, and I know I was always yours.

I know how you took care of me on a daily basis before I was two, although I don't remember it. But the point in my life where you made the second most important impact was when I was 9.

My mother made a smart move pulling us closer together. I don't know how I would have turned out without you. I credit you for the reason that I have any healthy sense of self worth as an adult.

You were my best friend, you were my only friend. You loved me when it seemed like no one else did. You gave me flowers when no one else did. You supported me and showed me that it was okay to be myself. I will forever be in your debt.

I love you more than words can convey. You were the maternal figure in my life. I feel fortunate that I had that.

I hope you're well. Say "hello" to Grampy when you see him. I will miss you, but I understand how much better off you are now. Dad is saving a place at the table for you tomorrow. Don't be a stranger.

I love you.

-K

(( Hug for a friend ))

 

[HB1965]

((((Reign))))