Dear X:

[intothewoods]

And another Dear X...

Dear Whoever,

I'm tired. I don't wanna do any more work on myself. I don't wanna be strong. I'm tired of being kick ass super mom single gal. I want to fall into his arms and let him take care of me, and be happy happy happy, and have a few more kids, but still look hawt, and still have couple time, sexy time, and still be a working gal. I want it all, and I want it now!

Therapy is draining and expensive. Can I just be there already? Please oh please oh please? What about if I add another please?

Love,
intothewoods

 

[bholderman]

Keep up the good fight. Find time to curl up into that ball, preparing yourself the entire time for when you come out of it.

It works for me. I've actually not had a thing to do today (car broke down on top of everything else). All that thinking time, I feel like shit, but Im also getting ready to paint that smile on for the girls tonight. It will start forced, then become genuine.

Im here if you ever need me (bholderman on YIM)

And another Dear X...

Dear Whoever,

I'm tired. I don't wanna do any more work on myself. I don't wanna be strong. I'm tired of being kick ass super mom single gal. I want to fall into his arms and let him take care of me, and be happy happy happy, and have a few more kids, but still look hawt, and still have couple time, sexy time, and still be a working gal. I want it all, and I want it now!

Therapy is draining and expensive. Can I just be there already? Please oh please oh please? What about if I add another please?

Love,
intothewoods

 

[intothewoods]

Keep up the good fight. Find time to curl up into that ball, preparing yourself the entire time for when you come out of it.

It works for me. I've actually not had a thing to do today (car broke down on top of everything else). All that thinking time, I feel like shit, but Im also getting ready to paint that smile on for the girls tonight. It will start forced, then become genuine.

Im here if you ever need me (bholderman on YIM)

Thanks, Brad.

 

[girl_inacage]

Dear tattoo artist in NH who gave me mine 10 years ago,

I've always wondered if you could tell...that the combined sensation of the needle stinging my skin and your hand firmly holding me still made my pussy so wet I was trying not to squirm in my seat. My girlfriends teased me that day and asked why I was wearing a dress to get a tattoo,why not shorts they asked when I used the intended location as an excuse. But you knew, didn't you? You knew I decided that morning to be daring and outrageous and sexy...and go commando...I always wondered if you could feel the heat of my pussy only a foot away from your hand. Or smell my arousal. I was so afraid when I went to stand up I would say "squish", or it would visibly drip down my leg. From the curious little half smile on your face while you were working, and the way you boldly met my gaze when I left,I'm guessing you knew. Thank you for the experience. I had a killer orgasm that night with my lover.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Perhaps you should try and get a babysitter and get out yourself. Maybe when her realizes you are devloping your own life, his interest will get peaked?

A suggestion.

I cannot really afort a babysitter, but I could get out if I asked my mum to watch my lil girl. I find it hard talk to people. I am going out only with my lil girl and buy some food or do some neccesary shoping. Last time I was out for a while was for the New Year celebrations. There was a lot of people and for me usualy the more peeps around the worst I feel.

To make it short:
They laughed, smiled and was dancing and only thing it did to me was it made me cry, so I just get back home. I dunno enjoy things like this anymore, I am weird.

I have build myself a lil safe virtual world where I can smile and enjoy things and people, but in real life I am very different. When I go out with my girl I am usualy looking for places with no or just very less people around. If theres more like 10 peeps around I am leaving pretty fast. I wasn't always like this , but I have changed.

 

[bholderman]

I can understand that. It doesnt really have to be bar-hopping, dancing night life kind of stuff. I was trying to suggest simply, not being at home which gives him the impression at least that you are devloping your own self. On your side, it could be simply taking a book to a coffee house. For him, he will be wondering what you are doing, are you having fun, etc. From what I understand, its a rubber band affect, he will get pulled back towards you.

But Im not an expert, and I myself am in the early stages of this kind of thinking.

Dont give up.

I cannot really afort a babysitter, but I could get out if I asked my mum to watch my lil girl. I find it hard talk to people. I am going out only with my lil girl and buy some food or do some neccesary shoping. Last time I was out for a while was for the New Year celebrations. There was a lot of people and for me usualy the more peeps around the worst I feel.

To make it short:
They laughed, smiled and was dancing and only thing it did to me was it made me cry, so I just get back home. I dunno enjoy things like this anymore, I am weird.

I have build myself a lil safe virtual world where I can smile and enjoy things and people, but in real life I am very different. When I go out with my girl I am usualy looking for places with no or just very less people around. If theres more like 10 peeps around I am leaving pretty fast. I wasn't always like this , but I have changed.

 

[HottieMama]

I cannot really afort a babysitter, but I could get out if I asked my mum to watch my lil girl. I find it hard talk to people. I am going out only with my lil girl and buy some food or do some neccesary shoping. Last time I was out for a while was for the New Year celebrations. There was a lot of people and for me usualy the more peeps around the worst I feel.

To make it short:
They laughed, smiled and was dancing and only thing it did to me was it made me cry, so I just get back home. I dunno enjoy things like this anymore, I am weird.

I have build myself a lil safe virtual world where I can smile and enjoy things and people, but in real life I am very different. When I go out with my girl I am usualy looking for places with no or just very less people around. If theres more like 10 peeps around I am leaving pretty fast. I wasn't always like this , but I have changed.

Kate..Have you told your Dr. about this? Sounds like a bit of anxiety disorder...your Dr. might be able to suggest things that will help.

For me, a coffee shop and a book/notebook and pen is absolute heaven. i crave "quiet" during my alone time and that's one of the only ways i get it.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

I can understand that. It doesnt really have to be bar-hopping, dancing night life kind of stuff. I was trying to suggest simply, not being at home which gives him the impression at least that you are devloping your own self. On your side, it could be simply taking a book to a coffee house. For him, he will be wondering what you are doing, are you having fun, etc. From what I understand, its a rubber band affect, he will get pulled back towards you.

But Im not an expert, and I myself am in the early stages of this kind of thinking.

Dont give up.

Thank you Brad! I am not giving up just yet.

I am doing my best to stay "usable". Cuz of my lil daughter who needs her mum and not the depressed me. I must say my Master is a big help for me in this which I appreciate very much. Warm caring man can do wonders with someone like me.

 

[Plucky19]

Dear X,

I found out tonight that I get my Queen's Commission on Monday. Late, but still am getting it.

It's not a big deal, but is to me given the circumstances and It's what I've waited for to put things on the wall. I'm almost nervous to be able to do so soon.

I just wanted you to know... and would like to think that you are happy and would help pick a spot for it.

me

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Well dear P.

I really feel you tempting my patience way too much... I am okay with you going out every night, I am okay with you coming home early in the morning, but today you didn't arived at all and went right to your job I guess? uh oh!!

You know what? You suck, you suck, YOU S U C K !!!

I haven't sleep whole fuking night, again. Thank you! I love you are so much of help. All what you do will get right back on ya head one day. I'll be around just so I could enjoy that moment. Your promises suck and your word had no wiegt for me. You dunno keep one stupid promis you give to me. Jokes on me I still think you can.

silly trusting me

 

[MasterPhoenix]

Dear you

I miss you terribly... Right now really hurts with the schedule differences...

Me

 

[RawHumor]

Dear X,

I don't know exactly what your issue with me is... jealousy, spite for something I don't recall doing, or if you're just a bitter petty man, but even your friends are seeing you as weak lately.

It's best to clean up your own back yard before you start complaining about your neighbors.

 

[LittleJade]

Dear X:

What did I do, exactly, to piss you off badly enough for this? From what I knew, you were on the very fringe of things, watching, rather than involved, yourself. Who knows?

All I know, is that I'd hoped for something better ...

 

[doveofserenity]

Dear X,

Next time, could You not put as much friggin force behind those damn pliers yanking my tooth out? Yeah, pain and i get along, but not to the point part of my fucking jaw bone is showing now.

~spits out blood and bone all over You~

 

[RawHumor]

Dear Ms. SubKitty72,

I apologize for causing you to feel slighted in my characterization of our relationship and for using your name without your permission in my thread.

I honestly have nothing but the utmost respect for you and I cherish the time that we shared together and continue to value you as a friend.

I wish you the best in your life and wish you success in love as well.

~RH

 

[subkitty72]

Dear Ms. SubKitty72,

I apologize for causing you to feel slighted in my characterization of our relationship and for using your name without your permission in my thread.

I honestly have nothing but the utmost respect for you and I cherish the time that we shared together and continue to value you as a friend.

I wish you the best in your life and wish you success in love as well.

~RH

i forgive you. Thank you.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Dear X~

You were supposed to be here hours ago. You're still not here. I wonder why? Is it because your ex g/f went pick you up like I've heard? Or is it because you are a man who only talks about his changes and never actually follows through with them? My stomach is in knots, my hands are shaking, and I am sitting here, in front of my computer attempting not to cry. This is stupid. I am stupid. I should have known better, I should have been prepared, but I am not and I wasn't. This hurts. I keep hoping against hope that it's because you rode a bus home (like your friends keep telling me) and it got stopped somewhere. I keep hoping but I can feel the lie in my soul.

This doesn't make me feel any better, it doesn't stop the pain and panic at all. I need to hit something or go for a walk. I need to run or possibly drink myself in to a stupor. What I really need is for you to keep your word. I don't think you will though.

 

[NALA CAYENNE]

You were supposed to be here hours ago. You're still not here. I wonder why? Is it because your ex g/f went pick you up like I've heard? Or is it because you are a man who only talks about his changes and never actually follows through with them? My stomach is in knots, my hands are shaking, and I am sitting here, in front of my computer attempting not to cry. This is stupid. I am stupid. I should have known better, I should have been prepared, but I am not and I wasn't. This hurts. I keep hoping against hope that it's because you rode a bus home (like your friends keep telling me) and it got stopped somewhere. I keep hoping but I can feel the lie in my soul.

This doesn't make me feel any better, it doesn't stop the pain and panic at all. I need to hit something or go for a walk. I need to run or possibly drink myself in to a stupor. What I really need is for you to keep your word. I don't think you will though.

Baby, I'm here for you and sending you hugs and love and a piece of me along with my smile.

 

[the captians wench]

Dear Sir and Mrs. X,

I am eturnally greatful that I found you, you have ment the world to me and have always made me feel loved and cherished. I know what I was feeling last night was silly, but you never once dismissed my emotions as being the nonsincical things they were. You reasured me that I have not been abandoned, and that you are always just a phone call away should I need anything. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for letting me be apart of your lives, it has ment the world to me, and I love you both truely, deeply, dearly.

Your loving pet, and dear friend

wenchie

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Dear Luna -

http://i183.photobucket.com/albums/x95/Sir_Winston54/bearhug.jpg

SW

 

[Homburg]

Dear "w",

When you told me today that things were moving along well with that guy you were talking to, it made my day. I got the biggest smile on my face and I wanted to hug you. I'm so happy for you, as you deserve to be happy. I wish you nothing but joy, baby. And stop with all the negative stuff. He isn't out of your league, gal, you're outta sight and he just recognises it like I did.

I hope you believed me when I said I was happy for you, princess, because I well and truly am. And later, in the car, by myself? That was me feeling sad for me, baby. I miss you, and I love you. And if he hurts you, I'll kill him.

I love you, gal. Be happy!

-R.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Dear Luna -

http://i183.photobucket.com/albums/x95/Sir_Winston54/bearhug.jpg

SW

Thank you, oh great sage and eminent awesomeness. I needed that.

 

[Kajira Callista]

Dear Daddy,
My first birthday ever that you weren't there for.
There will be many "firsts" for us this year. I just don't know if my heart can hold up through them all.
I miss you
Love,
me

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Dear Daddy,
My first birthday ever that you weren't there for.
There will be many "firsts" for us this year. I just don't know if my heart can hold up through them all.
I miss you
Love,
me

If you need me for any reason, my pm box is always open. I feel for you, sweetness.

 

[DVS]

Dear X,

If we were still an item, this is what I'd want you to wear for your Halloween costume. I think it's a perfect "fit" for you.

The Perfect submissive's Halloween costume