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LittleJade
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Dear body:
PLEASE stop. I beg you. Please.
I've lost 11 lbs since Thursday.
PLEASE stop. I beg you. Please.
I've lost 11 lbs since Thursday.
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Hey Police!
What's the deal? I understand we have a new arena in our downtown and there was a lot of crap about it working out down there. There have been cries of too few near by parking spaces to accomodate the people attending events, too few places around the arena for people to go to before and after events and complaints that traffic would be a problem in the congested downtown streets with so many people in one area.
I know all of these issues have been pretty much resolved, and the arena is doing well. So far, we've had some big names come and although we don't have a sports franchise to really pay the long term bills, the one time events have done well.
I have to work downtown, and it's my luck that I come to work at just the time these concerts are letting out. You guys are all over the damn place, on every street corner within a five block radius of the arena. I know you are there to guide these people out of the area in a quick and orderly manner. I know it looks bad on the arena and on you if people complain that they had to wait too long, once in their cars and heading home.
My problem is this...last night, you had everything set up to make it easy for the crowds to exit smoothly out of downtown, but you didn't take into account the people who weren't going to the concert, but just going to work. I had to get from south to north and I wasn't allowed to go that way, because of you stupid flashlight waving cops.
I was only two blocks from my work, and you made me go south at the corner I wanted to go north. I tried to explain the situation, but you didn't care. In fact, you got shitty pretty damn fast, when I wanted to go north. Listen. There were just a few people crossing the street. The concert had just let out. What would it have hurt to let me turn left and make it to work on time?
Because I wanted to go north and that was against your instructions as flashlight waver/traffic cop, you had to play bad cop and force me into concert exiting traffic all going south. Do you know how difficult it is to get back going north, after you're in all of that mass of traffic heading the opposite way? And at every corner, I got the same answer.
Well, I finally got smart and went south for several blocks, cut over when I was far away from the arena, and go north several blocks out of my way, to avoid any more corners with you guys standing there with your flashlights. I had to go nearly 20 blocks out of my way, because you wouldn't let me turn north, when I was just two blocks from where I work...because you wanted to be an asshole and live your power trip.
I told you I'd be late, if I got caught up in that traffic, and I told you I was just two blocks from work. You didn't care. All that was on your mind was waving that flashlight. You couldn't make an executive decision to allow me the courtesy to deviate from the pattern?
There were no other cars around. Nobody would have seen you being nice. All that were there were just a few drunk concert goers and they would have done anything you asked. I'm sure they would stop on the curb for a second, and let me pass. They do it all day long, without your flashlight. It's a normal thing we do downtown.
Because you were insensitive and uncaring, I was eight minutes late for work and got written up. I have a job that requires me to be on time...or else. And, I would have been on time...in fact I would have been early, if you had just allowed me to turn north at that corner. Thanks a lot for your help, officer. You are a shining example of the badge and all that it stands for.
And what's the deal with not publishing these forced conditions in the paper or something. There are people who work downtown and were working downtown before the arena was built. And we still have to work downtown, even with the arena two blocks away.
This didn't happen with the Elton John concert. And it didn't happen with the concert on Wednesday night. So, why is the Van Halen concert any different? All were sold out concerts, so there weren't more people this time. Was it maybe you weren't working that corner for those concerts. That's an interesting thought, isn't it.
Well, I guess I've learned to change my route to work. Not knowing if or when the streets will be open or not, so the concert going public won't be bothered with a little slow down on their way home. And the city's finest can't have any bad publicity coming their way, that's for sure. I'll drive the extra 20 blocks and come in fron the north, to stay away from the situation. I have no problem with that. No problem at all, now that I know the score.
What's the deal? I understand we have a new arena in our downtown and there was a lot of crap about it working out down there. There have been cries of too few near by parking spaces to accomodate the people attending events, too few places around the arena for people to go to before and after events and complaints that traffic would be a problem in the congested downtown streets with so many people in one area.
I know all of these issues have been pretty much resolved, and the arena is doing well. So far, we've had some big names come and although we don't have a sports franchise to really pay the long term bills, the one time events have done well.
I have to work downtown, and it's my luck that I come to work at just the time these concerts are letting out. You guys are all over the damn place, on every street corner within a five block radius of the arena. I know you are there to guide these people out of the area in a quick and orderly manner. I know it looks bad on the arena and on you if people complain that they had to wait too long, once in their cars and heading home.
My problem is this...last night, you had everything set up to make it easy for the crowds to exit smoothly out of downtown, but you didn't take into account the people who weren't going to the concert, but just going to work. I had to get from south to north and I wasn't allowed to go that way, because of you stupid flashlight waving cops.
I was only two blocks from my work, and you made me go south at the corner I wanted to go north. I tried to explain the situation, but you didn't care. In fact, you got shitty pretty damn fast, when I wanted to go north. Listen. There were just a few people crossing the street. The concert had just let out. What would it have hurt to let me turn left and make it to work on time?
Because I wanted to go north and that was against your instructions as flashlight waver/traffic cop, you had to play bad cop and force me into concert exiting traffic all going south. Do you know how difficult it is to get back going north, after you're in all of that mass of traffic heading the opposite way? And at every corner, I got the same answer.
Well, I finally got smart and went south for several blocks, cut over when I was far away from the arena, and go north several blocks out of my way, to avoid any more corners with you guys standing there with your flashlights. I had to go nearly 20 blocks out of my way, because you wouldn't let me turn north, when I was just two blocks from where I work...because you wanted to be an asshole and live your power trip.
I told you I'd be late, if I got caught up in that traffic, and I told you I was just two blocks from work. You didn't care. All that was on your mind was waving that flashlight. You couldn't make an executive decision to allow me the courtesy to deviate from the pattern?
There were no other cars around. Nobody would have seen you being nice. All that were there were just a few drunk concert goers and they would have done anything you asked. I'm sure they would stop on the curb for a second, and let me pass. They do it all day long, without your flashlight. It's a normal thing we do downtown.
Because you were insensitive and uncaring, I was eight minutes late for work and got written up. I have a job that requires me to be on time...or else. And, I would have been on time...in fact I would have been early, if you had just allowed me to turn north at that corner. Thanks a lot for your help, officer. You are a shining example of the badge and all that it stands for.
And what's the deal with not publishing these forced conditions in the paper or something. There are people who work downtown and were working downtown before the arena was built. And we still have to work downtown, even with the arena two blocks away.
This didn't happen with the Elton John concert. And it didn't happen with the concert on Wednesday night. So, why is the Van Halen concert any different? All were sold out concerts, so there weren't more people this time. Was it maybe you weren't working that corner for those concerts. That's an interesting thought, isn't it.
Well, I guess I've learned to change my route to work. Not knowing if or when the streets will be open or not, so the concert going public won't be bothered with a little slow down on their way home. And the city's finest can't have any bad publicity coming their way, that's for sure. I'll drive the extra 20 blocks and come in fron the north, to stay away from the situation. I have no problem with that. No problem at all, now that I know the score.
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BiaTcHiNFiRe
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Dear P,
One saying says "Too often, our cries for help are silent ones. Unheard. Unheeded." You never heard mine. How can it be you never see my pain and my tears... Do I really mean so less to you after all those years?? Don't you know i am diing to be held in your arms... *sigh*
The hardest part of being in a relationship is having the feeling that the guy you love more than life itself doesn't care about you as much as you thought. You sit up every night and cry, worrying that it won't last much longer. Yet, you're doing everything you can to hold on to what you have and yet it doesn’t seem to be enough.
I need you, but you're never there for me. Wish i was one of those friends to whom you run no matter if it's day or night, you're always available for them, always willing to listen to them and help them. But you know what? I need you too. Why can't you see...
I love you
K.
Dear M,
Please I need you........please...
K.
One saying says "Too often, our cries for help are silent ones. Unheard. Unheeded." You never heard mine. How can it be you never see my pain and my tears... Do I really mean so less to you after all those years?? Don't you know i am diing to be held in your arms... *sigh*
The hardest part of being in a relationship is having the feeling that the guy you love more than life itself doesn't care about you as much as you thought. You sit up every night and cry, worrying that it won't last much longer. Yet, you're doing everything you can to hold on to what you have and yet it doesn’t seem to be enough.
I need you, but you're never there for me. Wish i was one of those friends to whom you run no matter if it's day or night, you're always available for them, always willing to listen to them and help them. But you know what? I need you too. Why can't you see...
I love you
K.
Dear M,
Please I need you........please...
K.
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I have a hundred things I want to say to you, but all of them will come out wrong... so... I'll just hug you instead.BiaTcHiNFiRe said:Dear P,
One saying says "Too often, our cries for help are silent ones. Unheard. Unheeded." You never heard mine. How can it be you never see my pain and my tears... Do I really mean so less to you after all those years?? Don't you know i am diing to be held in your arms... *sigh*
The hardest part of being in a relationship is having the feeling that the guy you love more than life itself doesn't care about you as much as you thought. You sit up every night and cry, worrying that it won't last much longer. Yet, you're doing everything you can to hold on to what you have and yet it doesn’t seem to be enough.
I need you, but you're never there for me. Wish i was one of those friends to whom you run no matter if it's day or night, you're always available for them, always willing to listen to them and help them. But you know what? I need you too. Why can't you see...
I love you
K.
Dear M,
Please I need you........please...
K.
*big, huge hugs*
LittleJade
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Dear S:
I miss you... I miss the sound of your voice. I know you've been busy lately, and I wasn't at my computer yesterday... but I miss you.
You center me, somehow... you calm me down, you make me realize what's important, and you ... you're there for me.
I'm so incredibly lucky to have you in my life... as friend, or whatever else we can call each other.
I miss you... I miss the sound of your voice. I know you've been busy lately, and I wasn't at my computer yesterday... but I miss you.
You center me, somehow... you calm me down, you make me realize what's important, and you ... you're there for me.
I'm so incredibly lucky to have you in my life... as friend, or whatever else we can call each other.
BiaTcHiNFiRe
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Thank you LittleJadeLittleJade said:
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dear ah
thanks for fucking up my bday weekend again this year.
thanks for fucking up my bday weekend again this year.
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Kajira Callista said:
Dear KC
Happy Birthday
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NOT-dear ah,Kajira Callista said:
It really is too bad for you that you're too self-centered and stupid to realize what a gem could and should have been yours, and how much better she could have made your worthless life, how much light she could have brought to the darkness of your soul -- if you had only given her the opportunity.
My fondest wish is that after you've lost her, it will slowly be hammered into your thick skull that you -- and only you -- are the one who wasted your own life by playing your stupid power games, trying to hurt her. Once that realization seeps into you, I hope you live a long, lonely, and bitter life, every day remembering and bitterly regretting everything you did to her.
As for your children -- they know who the problem has been in your marriage, and they are already well on the way to despising you, and as they grow and mature, I hope they miss no single slightest opportunity to remind you that you were the architect of your own misery.
Sincerely,
SW
DVS
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Dear X
I didn't turn my time sheet in? But I did...on Monday. Now we need investigate how it can be lost on the trip from the main console in the building lobby to the 12th floor office, instead of accusing me of not turning one in.
Just like when you were complaining that I wasn't printing my alarm reports. How stupid do you think I am? I know how to print something. But, did you come back and apologize to me, after you found out it was a system problem and not my stupidity? Of course not. That would show how truly stupid you are, wouldn't it.
Why do you people always accuse the employee for fucking up? You should practice giving the benefit of the doubt a chance before jumping to conclusions. It wouldn't make you look like stupid assholes so much of the time. And, don't think we don't see it, because we do. LOL.
I didn't turn my time sheet in? But I did...on Monday. Now we need investigate how it can be lost on the trip from the main console in the building lobby to the 12th floor office, instead of accusing me of not turning one in.
Just like when you were complaining that I wasn't printing my alarm reports. How stupid do you think I am? I know how to print something. But, did you come back and apologize to me, after you found out it was a system problem and not my stupidity? Of course not. That would show how truly stupid you are, wouldn't it.
Why do you people always accuse the employee for fucking up? You should practice giving the benefit of the doubt a chance before jumping to conclusions. It wouldn't make you look like stupid assholes so much of the time. And, don't think we don't see it, because we do. LOL.
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DVS said:Why do you people always accuse the employee for fucking up? You should practice giving the benefit of the doubt a chance before jumping to conclusions. It wouldn't make you look like stupid assholes so much of the time. And, don't think we don't see it, because we do. LOL.
**APPLAUDS***
Thank you...
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Dear unspecified X... or maybe Dear Self... I'm not sure:
The more I journey in this lifestyle, the more I discover about myself, and about those others who participate in it. This is good- I like discovery, and I've always embraced change. I began as a submissive, not fully knowing what a submissive was... I learned, and embraced that role... and then I met her. She saw in me something I had never seen in myself... she put me in the Dominant role, and while I never quite understood it then, I have always joyed in having her at my feet. She left, and I was left with this new understanding of the other side of the whip... I have grown with that side of things- I have owned other submissives, I have experimented, I have honed my skills.
I embraced the change- being a top is heady stuff, and while it is a huge amount of work, of committment, and to me, more difficult than being submissive, I do enjoy it. I feel it rounds my character, to own that side of me... but for some reason, I keep going back to the submissive in me... I have taken on... given myself to... far too many daddies, doms, tops, etc, over the years, hoping to find one who can handle me.. hoping to find one who can understand, and encourage and help me grow.. who can love me and shelter me and guide me towards my own goals, but also our goals together. Someone who can expand my horizons with me.... and I have kept being disappointed.
I am a difficult person to love. And I am a difficult person to top. I was once told by someone I loved very dearly that I am not a submissive. That I want to be, but that it isn't really in me to be submissive... and that I was doing myself, the lifestyle, and him, a disservice by trying to be something I wasn't. That hurt... because as much as I enjoy the Dominant side of things.. I have always felt... at home... when deep in subspace. It feels like a comfortable warm place for me. Whereas domspace is an electric high, but not 'home'. I know that I am a great part of why those relationships failed. I know I AM too willful, and I AM too strong and I AM too stubborn and I AM too particular and I AM too... too much. I am too much for one person to deal with. I know this. I have often hated this about myself... because it has caused me no end of grief both in the lifestyle, and in my LIFE.
I am coming to realize more and more that the submissive role for me, while it is what I crave more than anything else.. is a fantasy. Most, not all, but most of the 'doms' I come in contact with (this is not a knock at anyone in particular), I could turn around and top in a heartbeat. I was supposed to participate in an intervention this weekend for a wayward top who was abusing his submissive, but due to illness, can't make it. I could top him in a nanosecond. I am stronger than so many... and while I have always prided myself on my strength, I've begun to realize two things about it- 1) I am not as strong as I need to be in some things, and 2) I wish I was less strong in other things... I don't WANT to look at most doms and shake my head. I don't WANT to examine the lifestyle, and see just how many opportunities I have to dominate... I want to submit... but maybe that person was right. Maybe I am not submissive. The thought makes me horribly sad.
In this lifestyle, there is one man that I've met that I think could handle me. One. I knew this even before I entangled myself in my most recent D/s ... relationship. I knew that the other man was the one, but I was/am afraid of him... because it will be powerful stuff. I did a disservice to the last dom I was involved with, knowing this and forging ahead. I am still afraid of the one man I know can handle me... I don't know what it is I am afraid of... of losing myself to it, maybe. Of forsaking my life to it... I don't know.
In the meantime.. save for him... I think the submissive side of me must be put away. It just isn't feeling it, with most people anymore. And the domme side of me... she's fully aware right now.
The more I journey in this lifestyle, the more I discover about myself, and about those others who participate in it. This is good- I like discovery, and I've always embraced change. I began as a submissive, not fully knowing what a submissive was... I learned, and embraced that role... and then I met her. She saw in me something I had never seen in myself... she put me in the Dominant role, and while I never quite understood it then, I have always joyed in having her at my feet. She left, and I was left with this new understanding of the other side of the whip... I have grown with that side of things- I have owned other submissives, I have experimented, I have honed my skills.
I embraced the change- being a top is heady stuff, and while it is a huge amount of work, of committment, and to me, more difficult than being submissive, I do enjoy it. I feel it rounds my character, to own that side of me... but for some reason, I keep going back to the submissive in me... I have taken on... given myself to... far too many daddies, doms, tops, etc, over the years, hoping to find one who can handle me.. hoping to find one who can understand, and encourage and help me grow.. who can love me and shelter me and guide me towards my own goals, but also our goals together. Someone who can expand my horizons with me.... and I have kept being disappointed.
I am a difficult person to love. And I am a difficult person to top. I was once told by someone I loved very dearly that I am not a submissive. That I want to be, but that it isn't really in me to be submissive... and that I was doing myself, the lifestyle, and him, a disservice by trying to be something I wasn't. That hurt... because as much as I enjoy the Dominant side of things.. I have always felt... at home... when deep in subspace. It feels like a comfortable warm place for me. Whereas domspace is an electric high, but not 'home'. I know that I am a great part of why those relationships failed. I know I AM too willful, and I AM too strong and I AM too stubborn and I AM too particular and I AM too... too much. I am too much for one person to deal with. I know this. I have often hated this about myself... because it has caused me no end of grief both in the lifestyle, and in my LIFE.
I am coming to realize more and more that the submissive role for me, while it is what I crave more than anything else.. is a fantasy. Most, not all, but most of the 'doms' I come in contact with (this is not a knock at anyone in particular), I could turn around and top in a heartbeat. I was supposed to participate in an intervention this weekend for a wayward top who was abusing his submissive, but due to illness, can't make it. I could top him in a nanosecond. I am stronger than so many... and while I have always prided myself on my strength, I've begun to realize two things about it- 1) I am not as strong as I need to be in some things, and 2) I wish I was less strong in other things... I don't WANT to look at most doms and shake my head. I don't WANT to examine the lifestyle, and see just how many opportunities I have to dominate... I want to submit... but maybe that person was right. Maybe I am not submissive. The thought makes me horribly sad.
In this lifestyle, there is one man that I've met that I think could handle me. One. I knew this even before I entangled myself in my most recent D/s ... relationship. I knew that the other man was the one, but I was/am afraid of him... because it will be powerful stuff. I did a disservice to the last dom I was involved with, knowing this and forging ahead. I am still afraid of the one man I know can handle me... I don't know what it is I am afraid of... of losing myself to it, maybe. Of forsaking my life to it... I don't know.
In the meantime.. save for him... I think the submissive side of me must be put away. It just isn't feeling it, with most people anymore. And the domme side of me... she's fully aware right now.
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Dear X
Thank you for taking a chance with me and showing me true domination. isnt about you it is about me. Being there for me making me feel important and showing me that not all doms are a$$e$... Thank you for allowing me to serve you. and for helping get thru this everday struggle we call life....
I missed you today..
Signed
ME
Thank you for taking a chance with me and showing me true domination. isnt about you it is about me. Being there for me making me feel important and showing me that not all doms are a$$e$... Thank you for allowing me to serve you. and for helping get thru this everday struggle we call life....
I missed you today..
Signed
ME
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I sent you a PM about this.
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Dear M/F couples,
Please, explain to me what in "not interested in M/F couples" is not clear to you? Seriously, I would really appreciate if you could tell me, so that I can edit my ad to make it clearer for the next M/F couples reading along.
Sincerely,
DB
ps: oh and Ms. and Mr. X who responded to my ad - i'm with you on appreciating the curves of BBWs. but if I fit in your category of BBWs, you have a really fucked up (and scary) notion of what is 'big'.
Please, explain to me what in "not interested in M/F couples" is not clear to you? Seriously, I would really appreciate if you could tell me, so that I can edit my ad to make it clearer for the next M/F couples reading along.
Sincerely,
DB
ps: oh and Ms. and Mr. X who responded to my ad - i'm with you on appreciating the curves of BBWs. but if I fit in your category of BBWs, you have a really fucked up (and scary) notion of what is 'big'.
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dear body
heal the fuck up already!
dear work ethic
tone it down just a tad will ya.
dear since of guilt
this is not your fault. you have to take a day to rest or you will spend your vacation in the hospital and then you'll really be pissed off!
wenchie
heal the fuck up already!
dear work ethic
tone it down just a tad will ya.
dear since of guilt
this is not your fault. you have to take a day to rest or you will spend your vacation in the hospital and then you'll really be pissed off!
wenchie
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the captians wench said:
The last time I took a 'sick day' was because I'd refused to rest and bronchitis turned into pneumonia. And I still wound up downstairs, in my office, working for a coupla hours. I'm a moron...
Then again, employers occasionally like perfect attendance...
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Homburg said:
including tomarrow, I will have taken 4 days off this year. 2 of them were for a funeral, 1 was because I was having heart attach symptoms in the lobby, and then tomarrow. but that does make 3 since I started at the new store. My reasons are always legit, and I usually find some way to cover my own shift. But we are short managers, and there are managers there who have had more sick days than I have in the past 2 weeks. That's what really pisses me off. and are they willing to give up one of their days off for me so that the store manager doesn't have to cover me....of course not.
*sigh*
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Homburg said:
Well, I do have somewhat of an hourglass figure (actually, mostly curvy on the bottom half), but I'm actually on the unhealthy too skinny side right now. Which is why I find it scary that anyone would see me as BBW.
I have a pic thread that shows a little more than my calves btw.
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DeservingBitch said:
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I never think to look for such things. I swear, someone should take my perv card away. You'd think I'd look...
That said, you are so nowhere near BBW. You've a lovely figure, and, frankly, a bloody hilarious way of handling your hecklers. I found myself reading your thread more for you comments than for the pictures.
(No slight meant to your photos, just attempting to pay compliment to your wit and style of expression.)
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Homburg said:
I hear you there. I actually can't be bother to look at other people's thread in the AP thread. Shankara's pic threat here tho, that's a different story! But yeah - i'm kind of an exhibitionist however.
Homburg said:
Thank you. Especially for the wit compliment. I dig my style, and I really appreciate that other people do as well.
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That's the one i'm talking about. One word: hawt.Homburg said:
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