Dear X:

[Netzach]

Dearest X -


I don't know why I felt blithe and optimistic. We both did. You poked them with a stick, and now it's *really* apparent that it's jackals and wolves not just morons. I'm so sorry.

I just wish there was something I could do, I feel so pointless and useless.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Dear Everybody:

<Snip> FUCK. Fucking motherfucking hell. *sigh*

Fuck, I just want to cry.

No, I don't -- and can't -- understand, because I haven't been through this, or anything remotely like it. I can, however, offer a virtual shoulder to lean on, and a virtual hug and , any time you want 'em.

 

[NALA CAYENNE]

Thank you...

I just.. I don't know what to do with myself right now. Normally, I'd get outside... but I spent the day at work, before I found out, trying to not faint or throw up, so I'm not feeling well enough to even cope properly.

Ugh.

Awww Sweetie. I'm with Sir_Winston. Anytime you need a virtual hug or shoulder, just holler...I'll be here

 

[TheBlackDahlia]

I'm really sorry to hear about that LittleJade. I know I don't really understand what you're going through, but I will tell you this; it's okay to be scared. It's okay to be angry and upset and to not know what to do at this time. But be there for her, if there's any time that she needs your support, this is the time. My heart goes out to you, her and the rest of your family.

 

[BiBunny]

Dear Ben,

I know how busy you've been lately. I know how the incompetents that you work for expect you to do your job and at least two other people's jobs. Yes, I know that's the hell of being middle management, and you have my sympathies. I'd have told those people to go to hell a long time ago.

On the other hand, we used to talk pretty much every freakin' night for hours at a time. Now I'm lucky to hear from you twice a week for 30 minutes at a time, and even then, all we talk about is how tired you are from working all the time. I don't want to call you because I never know when you'll be trying to sleep, and I don't want to accidentally wake you up. I miss how we used to talk.

I also miss how we used to see each other about once a week or so. I've tried my damnedest to be patient, but this is getting ridiculous. We live less than two hours apart (15 minutes apart when I go home to ride my horses and visit my parents), but we haven't seen each other in four damn months!

I don't want to pick a fight about this. I just feel like you could at least attempt to make time for me. I'm kind of lonely without you. I'd just like to hear your voice if I can't see you. Do you have any idea how much this hurts? I miss you, and I love you, dammit.

~Randi

 

[LittleJade]

*sigh* Many thanks, guys... I appreciate your thoughts and comments...

*hugs*

 

[Cheshire D]

Dear K and A:

Please, jump off of a cliff. My life would be so much less stressful without your drama.

TCD

Now I never really would wish someone off of a cliff...but I'm at my wits end.

 

[TheBlackDahlia]

Dear mister,

For way to long we have been silent and awkward. Ever since I made it known that I like you as more than just a friend, I feel like you've been avoiding me, like you're afraid of me. I never did anything to you, I never even intended to do anything to you. Hell, if you're uncomfortable with something just let me know and I'll stop.

Lately I've been fuming mad at you because it's a new year for us, a new opportunity for us, and you STILL hardly acknowledge my existance. Don't get me wrong, I was done with you as a boyfriend a long time ago. Yet I don't understend why we can't just be friends. I like you as a person, I really do. I just hate feeling like a good friend is avoiding me for no good reason. I am done waiting for you say something, and I swear, the next time I see you, I am telling you exactly what is on my mind. I promise I won't scare you in the process, but I'm telling you my opinions, my feelings, and I will be nothing but honest with you. Because, not for anything, this is BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I would be happy to just be friends with you, but now I'm hurting to think that you might not feel the same. Just understand, I meant no harm at all and I'm sorry that I haven't been as good a friend as I could be. I wish you the best of everything and am hoping that you would do the same for me.

 

[SubKekiLee]

Dear J
I wish you understood how I feel about you. Why I feel the way I feel about you and all the details. When you get mad at me you ignore me and it kills me and it kills the trust I have with you. I feel like I have to walk on eggshells with you for fear Ill upset you again. Thats not good.. YOU are my world and I do LOVE you with everything I have. I am YOURS and I want NO ONE else to be my D.. but ignoring me to the point where all I do is sit and cry all day isnt healthy and I cannot do this. Please do not use the silent treatment on me anymore You can be free to be upset and mad at me for dispointing you I fully understand that. and I accept responsiblity for those actions and take my punishments as they need to be delved out. BUT please dont ignore me, I feel like I am placed on the back burner when you do this. and I dont think I deserve that.

YOUR SLUT

 

[LunarKitten]

Dear Everybody:

No, you don't understand. You couldn't possibly. Yes, the anger's set in... my mom not only HAS cancer, but it's spread, which they hadn't counted on. Now there's so much more treatment... they'd told her before that she probably wouldn't need chemo- she needs it now. Now she's going to be off work for six months. Do you know what the fuck that's going to do to her? MY mother? Not working? Not doing something difficult and challenging and stressful? She'll go nuts! It's disheartening if she misses a WEEK of work, I can't imagine how she'll manage six months.

And selfish me, I know I'm selfish... but I just can't bear to see this woman be weak. She's not weak- she's fucking super-woman.. but the chemo will make her sick. The chemo will slow her down. And I just can't understand.. comprehend.. my mom as anything but the powerhouse she is. And I need to learn to comprehend that, because I can't be pushing her, I can't be expecting so much of her, when she's sick.

FUCK. Fucking motherfucking hell. *sigh*

Fuck, I just want to cry.

*huggles and cuddles*

 

[the_pet]

Dear X

I'm sick of you playing that fucking war game.

 

[LittleJade]

Dearest X:

I wish you were here tonight. I wish I could see your face, hear your voice, and feel your warm breath on my cheek as we snuggle... your warm body behind me as we sleep.

I don't want to be alone tonight, and I can't imagine someone I want to have here with me, than you.

 

[Netzach]

Dearest -

Fuck them. Fuck them all. If you need me, I can bring the crazy on the phone. They've never heard the voice of a pissed off constituant who grew up in the Bronx. I'll be there. Whether I get to take them apart for you or no.

I just hope it's a deciding moment. I think it's now or never, and I just hope that maybe this time, the right guy wins.

Win lose or slog along, I adore you. Your tiger on a leash.

 

[intothewoods]

Dear Universe,

Will I know when it's love? Will I know what I really want when the dust settles? If this were the movies, I could ask for a sign. I want everything to be okay.

hugsandkisses,
intothewoods

Dear Dreamy Crush,

I just love having a crush on you. Everyone else seems to dislike you because you're such a bad boy player, but I swear, I don't want anything from you but what you already give me. An email every once in a while. A flirtatious exchange. The occasional play time at a party.

I mean, really, if I got to know the real you, would you live up to the fantasy of you?

Anyway. I read your ad about wanting to bind a couple, using needles and ribbon corsetry, and oh, whimper, did it get me hot and bothered. The idea of you orchestrating that scene...

You are so fucking sexy and dynamic. I love watching the way you fuck a woman. The look on her face. I loved the way you put your hand on his stomach, so comfortable in your self, that you can touch a man without any of that typical hetero male anxiety.

You are one of the most exciting men I've ever met, and I just plain enjoy you. Just the way you are: my fantasy crush.

yours truly,
intothewoods

 

[saw_man1]

Go away

Dear Lord Asshole,
Since you only have 8 posts invested in your pathetic screen name my advice to you is to ditch it and start over. You're finished here and will never be taken seriously in these parts.
When you do come back with a new identity stick to subjects that you have some first hand knowledge of. Like comic books and wanking to internet porn.

 

[Netzach]

Dear X -

so? I'm on pins and needles.

Call me soon.

Is it a train or an exit?

And I miss you, hurry these sonsofbitches up so we can be blithe and make stress out of something else more fun.

 

[TheBlackDahlia]

Dear Lord Asshole,
Since you only have 8 posts invested in your pathetic screen name my advice to you is to ditch it and start over. You're finished here and will never be taken seriously in these parts.
When you do come back with a new identity stick to subjects that you have some first hand knowledge of. Like comic books and wanking to internet porn.

heheheheheheheeeeeee

that fucking asshole

 

[lil_slave_rose]

Dear Everybody:

No, you don't understand. You couldn't possibly. Yes, the anger's set in... my mom not only HAS cancer, but it's spread, which they hadn't counted on. Now there's so much more treatment... they'd told her before that she probably wouldn't need chemo- she needs it now. Now she's going to be off work for six months. Do you know what the fuck that's going to do to her? MY mother? Not working? Not doing something difficult and challenging and stressful? She'll go nuts! It's disheartening if she misses a WEEK of work, I can't imagine how she'll manage six months.

And selfish me, I know I'm selfish... but I just can't bear to see this woman be weak. She's not weak- she's fucking super-woman.. but the chemo will make her sick. The chemo will slow her down. And I just can't understand.. comprehend.. my mom as anything but the powerhouse she is. And I need to learn to comprehend that, because I can't be pushing her, I can't be expecting so much of her, when she's sick.

FUCK. Fucking motherfucking hell. *sigh*

Fuck, I just want to cry.

i can honestly say i know how it feels. i've been there, it's not fun, it sucks, it hurts more than anything i've ever experienced before. my mom died of cancer 2 weeks before i turned 15. she had fought it since i was 10 years old. we went through the chemo, the radiation, etc...but it sounds like your mom is, like mine was, a very strong woman. i know nothing i say is going to make you feel better and i hated when people tried to do that to me, so i'll just say, if you need a friend, someone who understands, i'm here...anytime

 

[myinnerslut]

Dear X,

fuck it all

*mis*

 

[Quint]

...........

 

[Quint]

...........

 

[nh23]

bump..

 

[HottieMama]

Dear X...

i was having one of "those" days. Focusing on the wrong things and not doing what i needed to do. Then the phone rang and it was you and instantly everything came back to where it should be. Without even knowing it...you made me feel "right" again.

i love You...to the moon and back.

 

[Chris_Xavier]

Dear Subbier Than Thou,

I really do appreciate the fact that you let me use you as a doormat.. a thing to play with and discard as I please. I really do like the fact that you allow me to leave you an emotional wreck while I go off and live my life without any remorse at all.

Why should I care about what you think or feel? You are only an object to me - something across the ether that has no bearing on my life and I don't give a whit as to whatever you had to give up, didn't do or friends you ignored in order to satisfy my selfish needs.

It amuses me that you try to do things or say things that you wouldn't normally do because they would be demeaning to the normal average individual, not that I appreciate it but it does amuse me - just for a few seconds.

If you need someone to lean on when times are tough and need a friendly word of encouragement, don't come crawling to me. I could care less.. I have my own needs to concern myself with.

Kiss my ass bitch..


PS You have mud on your back where I just walked all over you, like a doormat. Clean that up, will ya'?

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

Dear M

Was so good to hear that wonderful voice of yours today..I feel so much better..Yes I should have realized you knew how I was feeling..After all you do know me better then I know myself..I seem to forget that from time to time..So good to hear those words I love you uttered by you..God How I had needed to hear those words cross your lips for a few days..You made me know and feel that I do matter and that is what is going on in your life soon shall pass..Thank you for understanding me and knowing me..

I love you
Me