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Dear A,

today is our two year anniversary. two years. its a long time. in the time weve been together most of our friends have broken up, gotten back together with people, and broken up again. is it so bad to want to celebrate this day?

but of course, we cant. how did we start the day? by having a massive argument at 12:30 in the morning. by having me in tears. and still you think its my fualt? i love you and hate when we fight. and why today? cant we just be happy today?

you knew i was a basketcase when you started dating me. you knew i was bipolar and had some issues with some things. you knew i needed reaffirmation every once in a while. and you knew that even if i ask if you still love me, i have head over heels hopelessly fallen for you. so why does it kill you to say "i love you" once the argument it over?

someone once told me that we fight without the makeup sex. ill pass on the makeup sex. i just want the "i love you".

*yourpuppy*
 
myinnerslut said:
Dear A,

today is our two year anniversary. two years. its a long time. in the time weve been together most of our friends have broken up, gotten back together with people, and broken up again. is it so bad to want to celebrate this day?

but of course, we cant. how did we start the day? by having a massive argument at 12:30 in the morning. by having me in tears. and still you think its my fualt? i love you and hate when we fight. and why today? cant we just be happy today?

you knew i was a basketcase when you started dating me. you knew i was bipolar and had some issues with some things. you knew i needed reaffirmation every once in a while. and you knew that even if i ask if you still love me, i have head over heels hopelessly fallen for you. so why does it kill you to say "i love you" once the argument it over?

someone once told me that we fight without the makeup sex. ill pass on the makeup sex. i just want the "i love you".

*yourpuppy*

Awww. Hugs, mis.
 
Dear Self,

Please stop blaming yourself for the losers that seem to come into your life, & the fact that you can't fix them. They were beyond repair when they sought you out, & will go on seeking out others to fix them. Those others will not succeed where you failed. Be kinder to yourself & expect more. When you finally believe you are worthy of 'more' you may just receive it. :rose:
 
Dear Mom,

I am glad you are finally getting published. Please stop worrying about whether you're good enough. They wouldn't buy your books unless you were.
 
Dear Sir,

Why do I always seem to upset you so easily? Am I really that trying on your nerves? I'm honestly doing my best. I hate it when you curse at me.

Love,

Me
 
satindesire said:
Dear Sir,

Why do I always seem to upset you so easily? Am I really that trying on your nerves? I'm honestly doing my best. I hate it when you curse at me.

Love,

Me

i'm really sorry! :rose:
 
satindesire said:
Dear Sir,

Why do I always seem to upset you so easily? Am I really that trying on your nerves? I'm honestly doing my best. I hate it when you curse at me.

Love,

Me

{{hugs}} i also hate when A yells at me...i know where your coming from
 
Thank you both. :eek: I really appreciate it.

to be honest with you, I personally think he might need a midol!

:p
 
Dear B.,

Since it's been two weeks since I came to you with my concerns, and you have yet to find the testicular fortitude to even SPEAK to me, I suppose this is the end. Yeah, thanks for that. I'm such a quiet and introverted person, and I have such a hard time trusting people that you should know that me finally getting the nerve to come talk to you about what's been bothering me was a HUGE act of trust. It breaks my heart that you would just treat that kind of trust so cavalierly. Of course, this whole "relationship" of ours has been one great big fucking disappointment after another, so I don't know why I'm surprised. You're obviously not the man I thought you were.

I love you so much, and there's nothing in this world I wouldn't do for you. I assure you, one day you WILL wake up, and you WILL realize what a fool you've been. I just hope that when you come crawling back to me, begging me to forgive you for being such an idiot, I'll be able to say, "Fuck you, you fat, chickenshitted bastard."

~Randi

(Sorry about that ugly letter there, y'all. I'm really angry/sad/bitter right now.)
 
:( Randi..i am so sorry! i know we don't know each other well, but my PM box is open if you need to talk.
 
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Dear You,

I really wish we talked more than we do. Somewhere along the lines, we slipped into some odd habits. And now, I'm not even sure you wanna talk to me. We've drifted so far apart that it makes me hurt sometimes. I almost feel like I don't know you anymore. I know there are things in your life that are making you hurt right now. i wish I knew what to say or how to say it to make you know that I still love you and that I'm here for you. Even if you don't want to talk to me. You've always been and wlays will be special to me.

Love,
Me
 
Dear M

I hope that we can spend Monday together without interruptions of any kind..I want to have all the time with you that we can as I am not used to spending just a hour a day with you..:(
 
DomWharfsBitch said:
Dear M

I hope that we can spend Monday together without interruptions of any kind..I want to have all the time with you that we can as I am not used to spending just a hour a day with you..:(

*hugs* to you DWB :rose:

Hang in there hon. I hope it gets better for you :)
 
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Dear X,

Thankyou for today. I think that you probably guessed why I was feeling the way I was. Its not the first time is it and knowing me, it probably won't be the last! I guess it just comes with the territory. But I am only just learning that and I struggle sometimes, you know. Besides you know only too well how sensitive I can be!
But please, if anything just know that I am really trying my best to deal with it and I am committed to trying to work with it rather than let it come between us. Thankyou for not pushing me to talk about it or for being angry with me. Once again you showed me what an amazing person you are and how lucky I am to share something so special with you. Thankyou for just being there with me and making me feel loved.

I love you
 
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minx1 said:
Dear X,

Thankyou for today. I think that you probably guessed why I was feeling the way I was. Its not the first time is it and knowing me, it probably won't be the last! I guess it just comes with the territory. But I am only just learning that and I struggle sometimes, you know. Besides you know only too well how sensitive I can be!
But please, if anything just know that I am really trying my best to deal with it and I am committed to trying to work with it rather than let it come between us. Thankyou for not pushing me to talk about it or for being angry with me. Once again you showed me what an amazing person you are and how lucky I am to share something so special with you. Thankyou for just being there with me and making me feel loved.


*HUGS*
 
DomWharfsBitch said:

*smiles* thankyou hon. I've read this thread a lot and thought about posting before but today I needed to say something and took a leaf outta your book! Its actually a good way of expressing something eh, quite cathartic. :)
 
Dear X...

Ummmm...yeah...You know how i can't stop thinking about you? Well, i also can't stop thinking about the fact that i don't want to get hurt again. i have been...way too much, and i am ready to give myself to someone who won't trample on me and my feelings like they were garbage. For some reason, i don't think you'll do that...so once again i am trusting someone...and i SO hope that i am not wrong.

Love,

Me.
 
minx1 said:
*smiles* thankyou hon. I've read this thread a lot and thought about posting before but today I needed to say something and took a leaf outta your book! Its actually a good way of expressing something eh, quite cathartic. :)


I have read it too and have wanted to post for a few days myself but just had not and today I thought why not....It does help to write those things out..
 
Dear M

Thank you for today..It was so great to talk and to play and talk and play..It has been a most joyous day that I hope will continue tonight at some point..Thanks for letting me tell you that one thing when we parted..I had been wanting to say that and feel better that I did..Thank youy so much Master!
 
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