BiBunny
Moon Queen & Wanderer
- Joined
- Dec 7, 2005
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Dear X,
How much longer? I've stood by you faithfully for over four years now. How much longer do I have to push my desires aside because she can't get over her petty bullshit? How much fucking longer?
I love you more than my own life, but I can't do this anymore. You say we can "take a break" and try again later, but that's not how it works. If I go, I'm gone for good. I won't be sucked back into the cycle again. I'll save up money, pack my shit, and get the fuck out of Dodge. I'll block your phone number and your email address and all your IM names. I won't leave a forwarding address.
I have given and given and given until I have nothing left in reserve. At one point in this relationship, leaving was something I only occasionally thought about. Mostly, I thought about making it work. Now, making it work is something I only occasionally think about; I think about leaving almost all the time now.
The only thing that keeps me where I am is knowing that I'm nothing without you. But is it better to be nothing or better to stay somewhere you know you're not wanted? Somewhere you know you'll never really get what you need, so what's the fucking incentive for hanging on, anyway?
You're content to bury your head in the sand and say, "It's going to get better." Well, it hasn't, and it's not. She's had over a year to adjust to this, and she's still acting like a spoiled teenager. It's not going to change. She's not going to change, and I'm done being the pawn in her bullshit power struggle with you.
How the hell is it right for me to have to suffer because she has issues?
I'm insignificant in this relationship. Decisions are made without my input. When I bring up grievances, nobody's even willing to discuss them unless I force it. All I ever get is "Don't worry about it." I'm sorry that I don't have a whole lot of faith in your ability to handle things, but even you have to admit you don't have the greatest track record here.
Maybe if you had some sort of plan for how you're going to handle this differently. Maybe if you would stop shielding her from the consequences of her actions and letting her get away with being a cunt over and over.
But no. I've never been good enough for you. I've had to play second fiddle for longer than anyone else on the face of the planet would have because she won't pull her head out of her ass, and I'm done with it. Fix it or find another slave who'll put up with your "married couple" bullshit. There's no earthly reason for me to keep bending over backward for the two of you anymore.
~Bunny
How much longer? I've stood by you faithfully for over four years now. How much longer do I have to push my desires aside because she can't get over her petty bullshit? How much fucking longer?
I love you more than my own life, but I can't do this anymore. You say we can "take a break" and try again later, but that's not how it works. If I go, I'm gone for good. I won't be sucked back into the cycle again. I'll save up money, pack my shit, and get the fuck out of Dodge. I'll block your phone number and your email address and all your IM names. I won't leave a forwarding address.
I have given and given and given until I have nothing left in reserve. At one point in this relationship, leaving was something I only occasionally thought about. Mostly, I thought about making it work. Now, making it work is something I only occasionally think about; I think about leaving almost all the time now.
The only thing that keeps me where I am is knowing that I'm nothing without you. But is it better to be nothing or better to stay somewhere you know you're not wanted? Somewhere you know you'll never really get what you need, so what's the fucking incentive for hanging on, anyway?
You're content to bury your head in the sand and say, "It's going to get better." Well, it hasn't, and it's not. She's had over a year to adjust to this, and she's still acting like a spoiled teenager. It's not going to change. She's not going to change, and I'm done being the pawn in her bullshit power struggle with you.
How the hell is it right for me to have to suffer because she has issues?
I'm insignificant in this relationship. Decisions are made without my input. When I bring up grievances, nobody's even willing to discuss them unless I force it. All I ever get is "Don't worry about it." I'm sorry that I don't have a whole lot of faith in your ability to handle things, but even you have to admit you don't have the greatest track record here.
Maybe if you had some sort of plan for how you're going to handle this differently. Maybe if you would stop shielding her from the consequences of her actions and letting her get away with being a cunt over and over.
But no. I've never been good enough for you. I've had to play second fiddle for longer than anyone else on the face of the planet would have because she won't pull her head out of her ass, and I'm done with it. Fix it or find another slave who'll put up with your "married couple" bullshit. There's no earthly reason for me to keep bending over backward for the two of you anymore.
~Bunny
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